So True . I always think "this is gonna be lush " n in fact its usually horrible, i don't mind my head spinning closest thing to getting a rush ! Its just the taste horrible !
Yeah definitely, same after a day at work when I haven't been able to smoke.. first cig with a pint at the end of a long day is always pretty epic though

I started when I was 15/16, never imagined I'd carry on but I did, as all my smoking mates gradually quit.. in my head I am a social smoker but I am really not at all. I do need to address it at some point, soon ideally.. always got an excuse though - stressful patch, new job, feeling down, there is always a reason not to! I'm a classic smoke-when-bored girl too. Maybe I'll take up origami instead
