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what age did you realize drugs could harm you

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Yomaukkis

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At what age did you start using drugs soft and harder drugs and when did you stop if you even did or realize that drugs such as e, soeed ksd etc.. could seriously harm youer body or more impoirtant mind like brain damahge's...

Mine was first 15 smoking weed and such popping extacies when 16 to 18 then got into speed circle and its abuse.. binges and being all awake fucked.. now 4 years later 22 just turned and again stimulating trhe mnind with strong stimulant wondering if over the 4 years there has been any brain damage done to brain? :P

usually its just 2 day binges but rarely few times a year maybe 6 or so even 8 days without sleep having to take 2gram or more snorted to feel awake keeping awful comedown away...

Snorting and eating the bitch speaking of amphetamines is my way to go and always will be :D

Hahah I did got off benzodiapine addiction hell that lasted many years and was severely heavy now going with tenox and the white lines n loving it to the point that i have so many thoughs and cant stop writing :)

Delete thee post or remove if its useless shit cant be bothered to read it again.. Im here all night at home now so post anything on your mind maybe best about the topic I made.
 
I have always, always had a deep respect for all chemicals, even seemingly boring OTC stuff. Shit can go wrong quick for any number of reasons on ANY drug/medication/whatever you want to call it.
 
ive never been a major drug abuser, but around the time when i first started rolling i rolled 3 times in less than a month, and after the last one had a horrible comedown, which lasted a week, i had extreme depression which up until that point i had never experienced. i was 17 at the time, and i think thats when it finally clicked that moderation is important, and there are in fact consequences of abuse.
 
Realized its damage at 8 years old diluting methadone for addicts at a pharmacy.

They would come in all the time, maybe asking for more of their share or a friends and you get to understand and feel their pain, because as a child you see people sort of downtrodden as an equal.

Subsequently i only smoke weed, mushrooms, occasional codeine and occasional prescribed benzo.
 
When I was on my opiate craze at age sixteen (I'm seventeen turning eighteen in sept). Anyways it took me until a a couple days after overdosing that I had to call it quits for awhile. Really the drugs weren't necessarily harming me but my actions were. I didn't even care about how much I was taking or what I was doing, all I wanted was to get high and I didn't give a fuck if I woke up the next day or not. It got to the point I was crawling on the floor in my mothers room trying to find her pills after I broke into her locked door... Things were crazy. Enough was enough and I finally got clean for a good few months... I wasn't looking to be sober but I just needed a break and I needed to get my tolerance back on track... I haven't been taking as much as I use to luckily and my liver finally stabilized. So I'm happy about that.
 
back when i was 14 i was stupid enough to get into heroin because of my older friends sister. I did oc a few times before it like 40 mg or so. So we go out to get a quarter of bud from a town a few over fom ours and she stops at a house and asks if i wanna buy any, and i said yeah. so i didnt realize u got tht little powder did the whole bag by accident n had crazy double vision. it was great 4 minths later doing it 3 4 times a week i blew 350 mg of it once threwup like 60 times and felt like living hell. after that i realized drugs can kill you.
 
I had been drinking at a moderate level (not daily, but several beers a few times a week with the ocassional overdoing it every few months if there was a real occasion), but at age 23 or so things spiralled out of control, I was in charge of a bar and ended up binging at least 3 or 4 days a week, I was a total wreck and everone could see it.

I cut down rapidly after witnissing the personalty changes it causes, you really aren't yourself, even if just hungover and not pissed as fuck. MJ helped a lot, I always used to smoke so I just spent all the booze money on weed, I was reeeeaaaalllly high for a while and could curb the desire to drink that way.

These days, I don't drink a drop, opiates are just superior =D
 
It took the age I am now (22) to fully realize the damage, Because I'm pretty sure I damaged my brain. Wish I could get it checked out.
 
At the ripe age of 18 I realized that using random drugs whenever in moderation is total freedom.

Variety is the spice of life.

It definitely beats being an alcoholic at 21. Or being a speed-aholic (like I was). Or an anything addict.
 
At 13 I was using meth heavily and did so off and on (mostly on) for almost 8 years. Also used acid, x, some random pills hardly ever weed and was definately an alchie by 16. I think I knew they were bad for me and dangerous but like some others said I didnt really give a fuck if I would wake up the next day or not. It wasnt until a few years ago (i'm 27) that I realized wow I'm lucky to be alive! Oh well it was fun :)
 
Given the knowledge you can get off this website, I believe most of us come to the conclusion that drugs aren't "As bad" for you as you're lead to believe by the media, however they are not at all good for you.

I guess during one of my speed binges in which I felt incredibly sick and had extreme social anxiety did I realize that the road I was going down was coming to a grinding halt and at any minute I could easily OD through my own volition and wanting to "feel good."
 
Well it was always on my mind that drugs can be harmful, that was common sense. But what i didn't see coming was the effect drugs would have on ones day to day life.

The apathy, loss of interests, the fact that once you've exposed your mind to feeling that high, you cant forget that, it stays with you for life. When i first was doing codeine i never thought i'd likely be fighting a severe mental and physical addiction to these drugs for the rest of my life. I used to be able to feel 80mg of codeine. Now i use 200mg of methadone intravenously to get high. Damn how tolerance changes..

Thats the damage that i wasn't aware of and had to learn about through direct experience over the years.
 
There are different types of drugs & growing up, my father would pound in my head that drugs are bad so stay away. I listened up to the age of 18 but I always drank alcohol from an early age but quit that 9 years ago.

I realized myself drugs were bad 30 minutes after I did my first line of coke. Not that I was craving more but how it made me feel afterwards. Runny nose & my eyes were watery & red. Felt like I had a fever as well & my heart was pounding, I was like, WTF, never doing this again but eventually I did do it another 4 or 5 more times. Didnt touch coke since 2003, hate that shit.

Opiates on the other hand were hated by me 10 years ago because of how awful Vicodin & Percs made me feel but since last summer, something chemically in me must have changed because I can now tolerate them.
 
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