Crazyoldcoot -
I highly recommend
against combining benedryl (diphenihydramine hcl) with MDMA.
Especially in high doses.
Other anti-histamines should be fine, but let me share a story about benedryl...
It is known to inhibit the uptake of serotonin in higher doses.
Combining two different drugs that affect serotonin increases the risk of serotonin syndrome.
This is the case with 5-HTP, St. John's Wort, SSRIs, MAOIs, and of course MDMA. I have pondered whether mushrooms or LSD could also cause this.
The stories of BAD trips from these could be blamed on serotonin cascade.
I was FINE until I combined MDMA and benedryl.
I rolled two weekends in a row, then two days in a row.
My total lifetime MDMA use was less than 30 tabs, and this was my first time breaking the rules on spacing.
After this 'mini-binge' I was feeling FINE.
Until the benedryl...
I took 100mg, or four benedryl at 48 hours post-roll.
I have NEVER felt such euphoria/dizziness from benedryl in my LIFE.
I literally felt slanted sitting in my chair...a little like being drunk.
It was actually a lot of fun. I know why it is called a deleriant.
Yes, delerious is the right word.
The very next day,
everything changed.
Of course I slept in late, but within an hour or so of waking up (72 hours post roll), I experienced a sudden and dramatic shift from which I am still recovering.
Serotonin Sydnrome is also called Serotonin Toxicity.
It is normally the result of more than one medication and their interaction causing a dramatic increase in serotonin activity in the brain-stem.
This is a life-threatening condition.
It is difficult to convey the seriousness of this to others online.
Those of us that have lived through it loudly proclaim -
'You do NOT want to experience this!'
I went from sitting in my chair feeling 100% normal to having a HEART ATTACK in a period of 30 seconds. Sudden onset of tachycardia is a hallmark of SS.
Keep in mind that I was in great physical condition when this happened - I had been exercising daily for almost 2 years prior to this.
If I had been in poor health I firmly believe I would have died!!
There was a cascade of other symptoms that followed, but the tachycardia was the most sudden and shocking of them all.
I gripped the left side of my chest and I felt like my heart had STOPPED.
The physical pain in my chest cannot be put into words.
After about 90 seconds of absolute panic I realized that my heart hadn't stopped, rather it was beating insanely fast!
Sprinting a MILE would hardly produce such a heart-rate!
Try to imagine the chemical release required to instigate such a dramatic elevation of heart-rate.
How is it even possible for the nervous system to accomplish this so quickly?
Anyways, the next serious symptom was intense stomach cramping.
It felt like a bag rocks had been placed in my stomach.
The weight just kept increasing! More and more....the pain ramped up.
Eventually I could see visual swelling from the outside.
Severe burping would soon follow.
This ungodly pain in my gut started at my stomach and traveled south very slowly.
I could feel it transition ALL the way through my intestines.
My liver was definitely fighting for its life.
A single punch to the gut could have ruptured it.
Thats how bad the swelling was.
Despite the fact that I hadn't had ANY fluids, I felt like my entire body was swelling with water.
I believe my body was pulling water into my intestines to speed the process of digestion.
It was literally trying to increase the weight to force the contents through.
My face began to swell from the fluid.
During this entire process I was panicking and pacing.
I could NOT sit still. I felt that if I sat or laid down my intestines would BURST.
Not only did I want gravity to help digestion, but I also had a strange desire to keep my heart-rate up.
I knew that if I didn't use my muscles to increase circulation, my body was going to do it chemically.
I was out of breath even though I was only pacing back and forth.
The abnormal level of fluid in my gut continued to increase as the pain and swelling moved south.
I felt like it was tearing its way through me!
After an hour and a half I developed a MAJOR migraine.
This became SO intense that I couldn't stand even the
slightest noise.
My ears were
ringing. My brain was
vibrating with pain.
This is hyponatremia, an unfortunate cause of death seen in MDMA users.
If the swelling around the brain is not controlled it can cause stroke and death.
It is normally associated with rapid intake of water, but it has been found in MDMA users that have NOT had fluids.
That would include me...72 hours after my last MDMA dose!
I can easily see how this kills people.
Even without MDMA, serotonin syndrome is considered a life-threatening but treatable condition.
It is known to cause heart-attacks and stroke.
I should also point out that during this entire process my kidneys were not functioning properly.
Normally such a level of activity and metabolism would result in a VERY full bladder.
Not this time.
It was very strange realizing that I should have peed but couldn't.
This is caused by SIADH, or sydrome of inappropriate anti-diuretic hormone.
A less severe version of this is
normal during MDMA use, by the way.
How is it that all of this fluid could be swimming around my intestines and blood stream, yet my body was not allowing my kidneys to remove any of it?
There is a good chance I had a stroke and simply didn't realize it that night.
Indeed, my ability to speak was interfered with.
I could mumble incoherent words or phrases, but describing more than a symptom or two was beyond me.
I also had severe pain in one arm.
Classic signs of stroke...
Many will wonder why I didn't call 911.
How I wish I had...
Looking back I realize that my ability to reason was also interfered with, not just speech.
The level of anxiety was UNREAL.
The anxiety felt during the come-up on MDMA is NOTHING compared to this. Multiply the cortisol by ten-fold and you MIGHT get close.
I still can't believe it didn't kill me.
Here is one reason why - I intervened.
Once my migraine got really bad I began to realize what the cause was - an interaction between MDMA and benedryl.
During the first hour or so I really didn't suspect either.
Most of my symptoms were bodily, not cerebral.
And it had been 3 DAYS since my last MDMA exposure!
Later research revealed that many people have severe reactions up to a WEEK after use.
Once it progressed to swelling around the brain, I started asking myself if it could be the MDMA.
I remembered reading that liver failure is sometimes seen in severe/fatal cases. Then I thought about the abdominal swelling that began in my stomach...the relentless cramping.
Then I realized that my temperature was finally beginning to rise.
I felt the fever creeping up on me.
This was the transition point for me.
When I checked my temp was 101.
Anything over 101 is considered a SEVERE case of serotonin syndrome.
At 104 organ damage and death become real possibilities.
I immediately removed all my clothing and I began applying ice water to my face and neck.
I couldn't believe how much immediate relief it brought me.
It was SO cold, but the pressure in my head began receding within a single minute!
I decided I had to calm down and sit down.
It had been nearly two hours since it began and I knew it had to end.
I continued applying ice water for the next hour.
I had also begun sipping electrolytes, which served as a diuretic.
Slowly my kidneys came back online and I started to piss out all that extra water.
I made it through.
Looking back there were many factors involved that lead to this horrible condition.
MDMA is the primary factor, above all else.
There should be NO doubt among its worshipers.
MDMA is dangerous.
What I have described has happened to many people.
Plenty of case-studies exist that follow this cascade of events and it is not normally called Serotonin Syndrome.
The similarity between SS and the lethal cases of MDMA exposure is striking.
The two may not be uniquely separate conditions.
I had also used an enema during one of my rolls.
I know...pretty amusing.
I'm sure I'm not the only one that has had to shit while rolling.
I wouldn't have bothered if I didn't have two smoking hot women expecting me to fuck them senseless.
Re-dosing on MDMA and not spacing my rolls was a big mistake.
But remember, I felt FINE afterwards. Completely, 100% normal.
Until the goddamn BENEDRYL.
If I hadn't taken those four delerious little pills, I would probably still be rolling today.
The only other factor that I look back at is the amount of food I ate during the first two days after MDMA.
I normally don't want to eat anything for at least two days.
But not this time...I just filled myself up.
More than once.
Having a full intestinal tract undoubtedly made it MUCH worse.
If there hadn't been so much to move, it would have been a much simpler process.
But I still would have had SS.
So I beg you, all of you -
DO NOT COMBINE BENEDRYL WITH MDMA.
Certainly not in higher doses.
It is NOT worth it.
I also strongly recommend against eating heavily until a few days have passed. If you are going to have a bad reaction to the MDMA you do NOT want a full gut when it happens.
The primary purpose for serotonin is intestinal motility.
My intestines nearly killed me that night.
Thanks to benedryl...
