(Booze) + (Lorazepam) = Where'd My Coke Go?!

[Pothedd]

I wrote this "trip report" just to kinda document my night...

First thing, I've been out for a while tonight, drank a swig of tequila, and had a couple beers.
We obtained a bit of yay, but didn't do any. Instead we just went home for the night.

Not sure what time I took these. It's now 2:06 am. I dropped a single 10mg dose of doxepin approximately an hour ago. Maybe a bit earlier, maybe a bit more recently, Idk...
Shortly thereafter I took my first (.5mg) dose of lorazepam (chewed up). This brought back memories lol. That was apparently the pill I used to chew up of my father's. Had a habit of stealing them to get to sleep.
I hadn't noticed much effect, so I took another, just swallowed it this time. That was maybe 15 minutes ago… I also took half a doxylamine (unisom) tablet.

Idk what the deal is. Thinking of snorting some lorazepam… I know it allegedly won't work. It dissolved so cleanly in my mouth though…..
If anything the pain of insufflation creates a placebo effect on its own. I'm sure snorting anything would create a similar feeling…
Think I'm starting to get drowsy, but I imagine it's more from the doxepin than anything.

I've also taken a single capsule of valerian root (about 500mg) some time ago.
WHERE WAS Id????
UHMMM it's now i just taken

That's where it ends… To my memory I crushed up 4 lorazepams and put them in lines. I was thinking of mixing the coke in…
I don't remember mixing coke in, I don't remember taking the lines. The last thing I remember was that there was pill powder on my laptop and I was looking for my coke...

The next day my grandmother informed me that she found me outside at 8am. Sitting by my car, mumbling that I had to go to work. I had a bottle of wine with me, and my laptop was on the sidewalk… She said I didn't have to go to work, It's Saturday…
I woke up about 7:30pm. No idea any of this had happened. I found the little baggy the coke was in, but it was ripped apart. Who knows what happened to it.
There were 12 lorazepam missing out of 30… I remember I ate 2, then snorted one… Maybe ate another...
After a while I made that pile of 4… Last thing I remember… So that leaves 4 or 5 unaccounted for.

 

[Pothedd]

As you can see the last 2 entries made no sense.
"Where was Id?
uhmmm it's now i just taken"


Wtf was that supposed to mean????

 

[jackie jones]

I never found anything as effective for causing amnesia and impairing judgement than a high dose of benzodiazepines.

I always found them great for losing drugs. It is fun to find them later though.

 

[Pothedd]

It is not fun to find the bag the (powdered) drugs WERE in.
Then the question becomes, "What happened to them?!"

 

[theotherside]

Yes be very careful with booze and benzos........keep the dose low or watch out. Plus everytime I have a benzo and half a beer I start trying to find a stimulant within 5 minutes
Be safe out there.

 

[Pothedd]

I've found that coke and benzos are made for each other. I'm never doing coke again without benzos before, during, and after.
Lots of them.

Edit: As for alcohol and benzos.
Apparently lorazepam's not a good one to mix, because you don't notice the lorazepam working. So you do more. And more. And drink some wine with it. And crush a bunch up and get ready to snort them.
And think, "Hey, I should throw the coke in there too! That sounds like a good idea!"
And that's the last thing you remember...

I found kpins are a lot more euphoric. I felt sooooo nice last night.
Lorazepam's weak shit. I did get shiny visual distortions like ambien, but no euphoria.
Kpin was the opposite. They're mm-mm good.

Edit again: Oh yea, and a blackout. I got that from lorazepam, as stated above.

 

[theotherside]

Yeah I know many people who hate stims because they go right into them from being sober. If you are nice and smooth/relaxed things like coke/drone become different experiences of a much higher euphoria count

 

[Pothedd]

At any rate, I've got one klony left, like 8 loras, and a wee bit of coke.
Time to party myself to sleep babeh.
Mmhmm.

 

[danceofdays]

Hahaha fuck, I go on crazy upper hunts when I drink on benzos. One time me & the girl snorted a bunch of clonazepam (I know it doesn't work as well, her idea) and I took a few under the tongue, by the time I had a few beers in me I was tearing up my bedroom trying to find the MDPV I knew was stashed somewhere.

Pretty sure I've come close to blowing my heart up having wild sex on this combo. Jesus.

 

[charcoal]

As you can see the last 2 entries made no sense.
"Where was Id?
uhmmm it's now i just taken"


Wtf was that supposed to mean????

It means his brains were temporarily AWOL. Been there done that! LOL. I used to make livejournal entries (when LJ was THE thing to do....a million years ago) just like that, or chat to friends like that. Oh benzos, how I love thee.

 

[Pothedd]

I'm seriously lmfao in my cubicle at work right now... God, good times good times...
XD

As for wild sex. Sounds like a good idea. For some reason I take my benzos and I lose my inhibitions AND get horny! Then I'm talking to this one chick who's DTF and thinking of cheating on my gf.
And my gf's hotter than this chick!
Luckily this chick said I wasn't in the "right state of mind" and kept me from doing something stupid.

Who knows though, there's always next time. XD
I do loves me some benzos though. I gotta get my dosage upped, and get a new script for klony instead.

 

[charcoal]

I have to keep myself home when on benzos because if I manage to leave the house, and I happen to have money, I buy stuff I don't exactly need. Not usually bizarre things, just impulse buys with what SHOULD have been food money.

Me - "I need this $40 thing, I can survive on $10 worth of food for a week, right?"
Benzos - "absolutely!"
*we shake hands*

 

[JBrandon]

In Vegas, I followed up a 4-AcO-DMT trip with Lorazepam and some beer. Fast forward 30 minutes and we were all bombing and railing methylone left and right as fast as we could, heading straight to the strip club.

So yes, this post sounds about right.