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You are not House are you?

Given the cane, years of vicodin popping and general asshole demeanor, you have no idea how often that comparison has been made!

Other cane-related nicknames include rickety cricket and Mr. peanut.
 
Don't be sorry! I'm doing great. I had to use a cane for 5 years but I'm not using that anymore and have been very active playing basketball and such lately. I also got off all Rx medications close to 2 years ago and I've been managing very well :)

I've come A LONG way so no reason to be sorry! Thank you for the sentiment however.

Thats great! Im sooo happy for you. I couldnt imagine waking up every morning with severe pain.
 
Cane: Hehe I do like your variants on effie :D

I like DHC but it does need to be high-dose plus potentiation to get decent effects for me.. still, with it available OTC here (with paracetamol/APAP but obv easy to CWE) I have a real soft spot for it I must say %)

Oof I like the sound of 7-hydroxymitragynine ;) (it is actually an awesome word to say out loud too I just tried!) Thanks for the tip about doing my homework, I shall certainly do so. I tend to anyway haha, I can get a bit carried away with my research sometimes and never get round to the actual buying =D

Really glad to hear you are doing so well, I jumped to conclusions when I heard "chronic pain", sorry! But am really pleased I was wrong. You're probably more active and fit than I am haha, dunno how hot I'd be at basketball to be honest, I am ridiculously unfit.. Still, even though things are a lot better than they were, as you said it must be nice to have the edge taken off the pain by kratom/kava so still got my fingers crossed that they will come tomorrow :)

Had some more bupe. Housework not really happening. Hope everyone else is having fun!
 
How long till the party people arrive effie? :D

They are going out for some drinks so not for a while which is good cos I'm knackered and just want to chill quietly tonight, save my energy for the carnival tomorrow! Am sat outside looking at all my plants, am quite content :) washing up etc can wait for a bit haha!

How's your eve going?
 
Lol, you sound like you could challenge me for the title of Number 1 Procrastinater =D

Good idea to chill, wish I could sit outside in a garden looking at plants. I can look out of my window at another block of flats, lol.

My evening is not too bad, very opiated after the ODT today. I think I found my perfect dose now :) 50mg followed by 75mg a couple of hours in. Is really nice, quite noddy at the mo every now and again too. :D

Have been watching the tennis on and off but can't really focus on it as I want to be bluelighting more, I'm listening to the commentary though and watching some of it every now and again. Is the one problem with not having a TV, I can't do both at once.
 
Update, 0.5mg lorazepam, 0.25mg alprazolam, and some bupe in the system.


Nice. I've got a Lyrica/Lortab combo duking it out in my brain right now, and I'm feeling absolutely luxurious at the moment....Pandora is being nice and playing some Killers right now. Life is awesome.




Hey what's everyone doing for the 4th of July (for those of us that reside in the U.S.)? (no offense Effie)=D
 
It had !!!s and ???s before didn't it?

edit: haha you ARE a ninja NT
 
Haha :D

Am impressed by my observational skills at this stage in the day/level of opiatedness and general doziness.. I like the change, is more aesthetically pleasing :)
 
Why thank you! I've got a small amount of alprazolam in my system and I haven't really messed around with Xanax in a while so its a welcome change, even with a bit of lorazepam in my system, which I'm used to. Bupe with those makes it quite warm. :)
 
Big up the bupe crew! Haha. I've got buprenorphine and etizolam on the go and it's very pleasant, once I have *finally* done all the housework I think I'll pop a hydroxyzine and crawl into bed :)

I had some Xanax for the first time in ages the other day too. I just fell asleep :(
 
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