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Random MSN Gibberings LXI: "The Gringo that every girl wants"

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Feels good when shave all the hair off your doesn't it. haha.

How did they notice your anxiety? I think I'm pretty good at hiding my own despite being hideously quiet.

It really did feel good to shave my face today :D Was probably the best shave of my life. It was a brand new razor with a brand new blade and it was sooooo smooth. I had gotten used to using old blades because I was too skint to buy new ones with lots of tug and pull on the hairs but there was not one once of pain in the shave I had today :)


They noticed my anxiety because I was really quite edgy, and was avoiding eye contact at all opportunities, when I get really anxious and someone is talking to me my eyes go a bid mad too they start to almost cry while feeling horribly dry at the same time, so it was pretty obvious I wasn't in a good way. On top of me having a terrible unshaven face, I probably looked a right state, well not probably, I did look a right state. Thankfully as the day went on and I started to get used to being back in the real world again rather than shacked up in my room on my own the anxiety subsided quite a lot and I was feeling alright by the end of the day.


Wow, that was a long reply. For most people it will be a tl;dr 8)
 
hope everyones having a good evening. now my housemate is kinda taking the piss even more. i feel for another trap she can use to play me. for fucks sake.

and i've technically been doing work today, on precious government money, that involves making two pictures sit next to each other and the caption look good. thought i wasn't just a cog in their beurocracy but they well and truly got me.
 
to be fair. i think i'm playing the man. he's paying me stupid money for 13 reports a year.

i just wish one of them didn't have to look good and be longer than 2 paragraphs, but i think its kinda like a mini initiation thing. if you're too thick to work out the typesetting package, your science probably isn't tight. but, like most science, most typesetting is just another mans work moulded to your needs.
 
This is gonna be a long 'week'. Work monday to Friday which I can possibly just about cope with then I'm doing a course all day Saturday & Sunday meaning no free time then back to work on Monday, come off the following Wedneday evening though for 4 days. Will be stressed out by then I'm sure. :|

Missing the blues and jazz festival this weekend too. :(
 
It really did feel good to shave my face today :D Was probably the best shave of my life. It was a brand new razor with a brand new blade and it was sooooo smooth. I had gotten used to using old blades because I was too skint to buy new ones with lots of tug and pull on the hairs but there was not one once of pain in the shave I had today :)


They noticed my anxiety because I was really quite edgy, and was avoiding eye contact at all opportunities, when I get really anxious and someone is talking to me my eyes go a bid mad too they start to almost cry while feeling horribly dry at the same time, so it was pretty obvious I wasn't in a good way. On top of me having a terrible unshaven face, I probably looked a right state, well not probably, I did look a right state. Thankfully as the day went on and I started to get used to being back in the real world again rather than shacked up in my room on my own the anxiety subsided quite a lot and I was feeling alright by the end of the day.


Wow, that was a long reply. For most people it will be a tl;dr 8)

Fair enough dude. Glad you're on the mend :) You still moving down to Bristol?
 
WOOTWOOTWOOT!!!!!!!

Just confirmed on guestlist for Swindon Invincible
dance Fest, Leftfield, krafty Kuts, Jack Beats, VALVE soundsytem, and errrrrr, brand new fucking heavies....guest list, acess all areas, aftershow parrrttttaaayyyyyyyyy.

Bring on the bass.

Fuckin ell, Leftfield Soundsytem v Valve Soundsystem FIIGGHHHHTT!!!!!!!
 
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Fair enough dude. Glad you're on the mend :) You still moving down to Bristol?

Thanks :)

Bristol still depends on a lot of factors, got to get past the reference check, the occupational health form (which is a big factor as I have to admit the amount of sick days I have had in the last year) There are also some other things to consider too.

But I am hoping that Bristol can still be part of my plans. Would really like to live there.
 
Well as I said earlier, there are still a lot of factors to consider, and not all of them are in my hands so I can't really say anything more until I either get given a firm offer of the job down there or get told they no longer want me for the job down there. It is partly a waiting game, and partly a Mugz decision game.
 
morning all, wanted to start a friday thread as im off tomorrow :D

wish i could afford to see afx on sat :( might chill in hyde park near the stage hehehehe, fairies were generous yest :P also a mate of mine gave me 2.5 g of k to test for 15 quid as im 'the resident k expert' lol, so i recrystallized it in filtered of insoluble bits and its lookin heavenly, wont try that till after work later though, gotta pop in and check the fishies today too, praying my buddy (the koi i bonded with on acid) is ok lol, he looks like hes suffered braindamage or is maybe blind? keeps bumping into wall etc :\ ah well, what you muthafuckin muthas upto? als had this in my head all night da mysteries of chessboxin'
 
Yeah its nice again , I'm takin my Mum out 4 her birthday latter so i gotta behave mysel although it is my benzo day n i could have a load n a boot aswell but i 'm not cause my Ma will clock it straight away.
N that would be disrespectfull i think.
Its gonna be difficult cos not Eating till 6:30 .
Have fun.
Peeps
 
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