goopygillscarbo
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I just want to know more about the effects of ecstasy. I did it for the first time with my best friend of mine a couple of weeks ago. His dealer texted him to only give me one because it was my first time but he gave me two before he saw the text, he took 3. He said they were called green poke balls. After about 40 minutes I started feeling relaxed but energetic at the same time and felt warm cold and the same time but was shivering. I have a hard time remembering what exactly happened, but I remember it was an overall amazing, good, warm feeling. We just laid in his bed and I couldn't stop shaking. I felt like my whole body was orgasming or very close to orgasming, for a while I thought my eyes were orgasming too. I'd get really hot then really cold. So I was just lying in bed writhing in pleasure and rubbing my body while trying not to moan too loud for I don't know how many hours. We also talked a little bit and I felt a lot more open (I'm usually very shy and self-conscious). Although I still did feel embarrassed for some things I was doing which I was unhappy about because I thought I wouldn't be afraid or embarrassed while rolling. I did want to talk to people though, I told his friend over the phone he sounded hot and I wanted to fuck him (which I'm sooo embarrassed for now). We kissed some but he's 100% gay so he didn't want to do a lot with me and he seemed very in control of himself.
I fell asleep about 6 hours later and slept for about 5 hours. I kept having nightmares and waking up but felt nauseous and going back to sleep. When I did wake up for a while I thought I'd slept a full 24 hours. I was panicky and depressed for a bit and felt like if anything bad happened I wouldn't be able to handle it and would kill myself. I felt like I'd been drinking alcohol. A few times it seemed like I saw static in my vision (not sure how else to explain). I felt weird and shitty the whole day and just shitty and nauseous the next day so wasn't eating and was kind of regretting doing it because I felt so horrible. My friend said he'd never seen anybody roll as hard as me and that I took too much.
I'd like to do it again because I like the confidence but want to be more in control of myself. What can I expect for future times I take it? And does what the pill is cut with make a big difference in the effects?
I fell asleep about 6 hours later and slept for about 5 hours. I kept having nightmares and waking up but felt nauseous and going back to sleep. When I did wake up for a while I thought I'd slept a full 24 hours. I was panicky and depressed for a bit and felt like if anything bad happened I wouldn't be able to handle it and would kill myself. I felt like I'd been drinking alcohol. A few times it seemed like I saw static in my vision (not sure how else to explain). I felt weird and shitty the whole day and just shitty and nauseous the next day so wasn't eating and was kind of regretting doing it because I felt so horrible. My friend said he'd never seen anybody roll as hard as me and that I took too much.
I'd like to do it again because I like the confidence but want to be more in control of myself. What can I expect for future times I take it? And does what the pill is cut with make a big difference in the effects?
