Regional Heroin Availability: v10

[Simon12]

Thanks Pink,
Heroin makes me a nicer kinder person and helps a lot with depression and anxiety. It does seem biologically & spiritually unfair that a substance so good can be so debilitating ( that's as "nice" a word I can think of about the price I really will pay. Not yet but it is probably going to happen over time. I try and remember I am probably not the exception either by self control or biology.
It gives me so much but it's interest rates are outrageous !

well ismoked a bag today and feel better thn idi b4 ismoked it, but its just no the same as what it was... i am more convinced than ever that it keeps me nice and level and stops me either gettting down or gettting hyper active!!

yep, been at work a week now, and the to do list is now huge!!! thats what sundays are for.. loads of reports to write, but computers are a distraction in themselves really, far too much temptation

heres lil princess my lil doggy, love her ot bits !!View attachment 9729

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[kkattastic]

Thanks Pink,
Heroin makes me a nicer kinder person and helps a lot with depression and anxiety. It does seem biologically & spiritually unfair that a substance so good can be so debilitating ( that's as "nice" a word I can think of about the price I really will pay. Not yet but it is probably going to happen over time. I try and remember I am probably not the exception either by self control or biology.
It gives me so much but it's interest rates are outrageous !

many people with mental illnesses use gear therapeutically
the psychiatrists seem to think this is pretty normal/acceptable-well they have with me anyway (well,they understand why it is used that way)

 

[charlie clean]

^^^ You're rather the exception, Kkattastic. But if your shrink is sincere why doesn't he prescribe you diamorphine and let you hang up your working boots?

I'm astart with anice tale of a ageing chemist who used to dispense most of the folks Amps back in the day.
He was a fiend himself and very open with it , he would let you fix in his shopout the back i've even had fixes with him .
He just dissapeared one day , i heard from one of his fellow pharmacist that he got a young Fiend pregnant and went to live in India.
Theirs another chap thats a fukin legend but i'll save him 4 a rainy day .
Free Drugs ? Yes Please

The bent pharmacist is seemingly another dying breed. There used to be an Antipodean night manager at one of the major London chemists. Replaced his new BMW every year and squired slinky young foxes round the casinos and night clubs. Every six months, regular as clockwork, he'd be robbed at gunpoint by otherwise unseen assailants. A terrific guy, nobody with a dollar went sick on his watch.

Bumped into one of my own favourites in the town yesterday. Now well into retirement, he was always good for a few valium or dfs in time of dearth. Unfortunately for him, his wife called unexpectedly when he was putting in late duty and let herself in by the back door. Found him in the storeroom with his trousers down and a junkie gal on her knees. When a count was made, he found she'd half-inched half the store. Poor sod was never left alone behind the counter again. Shamelessly enquired after the welfare and whereabouts of his nemesis, didn't seem to care she's now well past her sell-by.

Recalled another junkie burglar who ingeniously plotted to tunnel into the city's major narcotic-dispensing pharmacy and to come up through the floor. Was nearly there when he hacked into a major power cable. Threw him three feet backwards and plunged the block into darkness. Luckily he managed to dust himself down and escaped with empty and badly burned hands.

Legends, I could go on for pages.

 

[ructions]

Hi gang! Hope your all well. I'm just after scoring on my way home from the clinic! Its the first time that i have scored in ages!! Its been about 7 or 8 weeks since my last smoke, strangely it doesn't seem like that long, but it must be at least 7 weeks anyway!

I can't smoke it yet coz my 2 kids are just home from work, i'm waiting for them to get changed & go out. Its torture waiting, its mad coz i can go for weeks without scoring when i have to, but right now i feel like i'm gonna explode if i don't smoke this!!!

Anyway i've had a peek & its a normal tan colour, it looks like proper gear! But at this stage i know that means nothing! The guy that i got it off is a guy that i used to score off before the drought, i have only scored twice off him since the drought & both times it was gear, but a very low grade of gear, too low!! He swears that what he gave me to-day is really good, but i'm not sure? But I just had to score one way or other, i couldn't hold out any longer!!

A weird thing happened to me to-day, i take my methadone at 9pm every night & it holds me perfect till 9pm the next night. But to-day from 10am this morning when i ordered the gear i have been going through withdrawals?! I had awful stomach cramps, then i was hot, then cold, along with that awful withdrawaly feeling! I know its all in my head, but all the physical signs were there, it was the longest day in work EVER!! So it was just the fact that i knew i was scoring that send my whole body off on a mad one, this has happened to me before in the past, has it ever happened to anyone else?

So i hope this gear is in some way good, i know it won't be rocket fuel (i hate that expression!) but i just hope is gear. I'm just waiting for the kids to go out & then i will report back & let yous know what its like. Fingers crossed!!! One bad sign so far was the price, it was €20 for 0.35 which is the normal price for gear in Dublin, surely if it was really good he would have charged more? I will report back in a while....................

 

[kkattastic]

^^^ You're rather the exception, Kkattastic. But if your shrink is sincere why doesn't he prescribe you diamorphine and let you hang up your working boots?


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well,he obviously can't condone it but i've seen it with other mentally ill people where the psych asks about illicit drug use as if they expect it and don't even comment that it is something you shouldn't be doing-well,gear anyway-i've heard them tell some they shouldn't smoke weed or take speed cos it can worsen a mental illness

 

[charlie clean]

Yes, true. I know couple of people who are in and out of psychiatric institutions. The doctors get seriously agitated if they use crack or weed but are quite happy to see them on the smack. But none actually dare to prescribe it therapeutically.

 

[brimz]

their ain't alicenced doc in the west midlands as far as i no

 

[basketcase]

just a quick update -n gear i
hello everyone

i tried to find the chat thread thnig but couldn't find it, is it still ere? haven't been on for like a few months now, have been trying my hardest to get on with a smack free life, Not easy at all at all at all, especially things have gone tits up just of late as in lots of pain, so bad i'm on the sick now. have to get sick notes from the doc and send them in. some days id just too hard to walk round the f flat thinkk i need antibiotics again

the gear is still pretty much okish round here, i think it is anyway as i haven't bothered scoring for coupla weeks. it's ok but just not good enough, just not quite right somehow for me. i am tempted to get some, as it just relieves the boredom and gouches me out for a bit. thet've had to put my meths up to 55 a day, what a bastard eh? i was doing really well down to 25 a day, but cos my head is in bits and benzos habitzs gone up annall. and the if i was a n animal they would have put me down, but us humans have to go on suffering lol

what they thinking wehn they put my meths up? i was on take homes before, pickin uop twice za week on thurs and monday before they put it up, now they oput me back onto supervised, but only supervised on the days i go in, so it's supervised on thurs and mon, and the rest i get to take home, how fkn retarded is that? they didn't even tell me eiother, i just found out at the chemist, i went in expecting to take it all home, and he gives me the bittle. i says i'm on take outs, and he says you gotta drink it here when you come in twice week. but they trust me with the rest of it now the clinic say i'm unstable just cos i drink? eh?
i hate drinking meths in the chemist it's humiliating & degrading, wtf if my lanlord came in or whatever?

i want to come back to BL cos i've really missed you all, but chronic pain pisses yer head. the kind of place where things that you enjoyed the best before just don't interest you anymore. and you feel all frustrated and hopeless and shit. hjopefully i'm think am out of that bit now, cos i think the pains getting better a bit (but sometimes it comes back)

stop the world i wanna get off! sorry don't want to sound like a sorry arse

oh thanks you for the PM's evryon e
how is everyone? pinky, ructs, kat, uncle spunny, brimz, misternoodles, and all the reglars and non reglars
zara are you still on out there?, haven't been on for so long, not on anywhere actually

much love - basket

 

[brimz]

just a quick update -n gear i
hello everyone

i tried to find the chat thread thnig but couldn't find it, is it still ere? haven't been on for like a few months now, have been trying my hardest to get on with a smack free life, Not easy at all at all at all, especially things have gone tits up just of late as in lots of pain, so bad i'm on the sick now. have to get sick notes from the doc and send them in. some days id just too hard to walk round the f flat thinkk i need antibiotics again

the gear is still pretty much okish round here, i think it is anyway as i haven't bothered scoring for coupla weeks. it's ok but just not good enough, just not quite right somehow for me. i am tempted to get some, as it just relieves the boredom and gouches me out for a bit. thet've had to put my meths up to 55 a day, what a bastard eh? i was doing really well down to 25 a day, but cos my head is in bits and benzos habitzs gone up annall. and the if i was a n animal they would have put me down, but us humans have to go on suffering lol

what they thinking wehn they put my meths up? i was on take homes before, pickin uop twice za week on thurs and monday before they put it up, now they oput me back onto supervised, but only supervised on the days i go in, so it's supervised on thurs and mon, and the rest i get to take home, how fkn retarded is that? they didn't even tell me eiother, i just found out at the chemist, i went in expecting to take it all home, and he gives me the bittle. i says i'm on take outs, and he says you gotta drink it here when you come in twice week. but they trust me with the rest of it now the clinic say i'm unstable just cos i drink? eh?
i hate drinking meths in the chemist it's humiliating & degrading, wtf if my lanlord came in or whatever?

i want to come back to BL cos i've really missed you all, but chronic pain pisses yer head. the kind of place where things that you enjoyed the best before just don't interest you anymore. and you feel all frustrated and hopeless and shit. hjopefully i'm think am out of that bit now, cos i think the pains getting better a bit (but sometimes it comes back)

stop the world i wanna get off! sorry don't want to sound like a sorry arse

oh thanks you for the PM's evryon e
how is everyone? pinky, ructs, kat, uncle spunny, brimz, misternoodles, and all the reglars and non reglars
zara are you still on out there?, haven't been on for so long, not on anywhere actually

much love - basket

had a shit day myself but won't go in 2 it good to see ya around , take care

 

[ructions]

What a load of BOLLOX!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is all that i can say about the gear that i scored to-night!! Low grade bollox! Sorry about the bad language, but i'm so pissed off!!

The gear looked a nice tan colour, it burned absolutely perfect on the foil, lovely dark shiny beetle leaving nice dark trails on the foil. I wish i knew how to put photos on Bluelight coz i'd love to show yous just how perfect this gear looks! But it is Low Grade CRAP!! There is a slight taste of heroin off it BUT its only SLIGHT!!! I feel like i've gone back in time to two months ago coz NOTHING has changed, except for the fact that the bash that they are making is looking more & more like the real thing as the months go by! Practice has made perfect, perfectly crap!!!

Between my Bf & I we got 4 bags (2 each) what a waste of €80! I have to say that i did enjoyed the whole scoring part, the excitement of it, the wondering if this time i'd hit the jack-pot?! & then getting the foil ready & digging out my tooter (which had a bit in it, it had been sitting there the last few weeks & i didn't realize that there was a bit in my tooter!!!) But the smoking part was one BIG let down as bloody usual!!! Deep down i knew it would be rubbish, but i hadn't scored in nearly 2 months, so i just had to test what was out there!!

So my North Dublin report is Crap, crap & more CRAP!! There is no change so save your cash!!! A-AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh...................!!! I WANNA CRY!!!

 

[brimz]

What a load of BOLLOX!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is all that i can say about the gear that i scored to-night!! Low grade bollox! Sorry about the bad language, but i'm so pissed off!!

The gear looked a nice tan colour, it burned absolutely perfect on the foil, lovely dark shiny beetle leaving nice dark trails on the foil. I wish i knew how to put photos on Bluelight coz i'd love to show yous just how perfect this gear looks! But it is Low Grade CRAP!! There is a slight taste of heroin off it BUT its only SLIGHT!!! I feel like i've gone back in time to two months ago coz NOTHING has changed, except for the fact that the bash that they are making is looking more & more like the real thing as the months go by! Practice has made perfect, perfectly crap!!!

Between my Bf & I we got 4 bags (2 each) what a waste of €80! I have to say that i did enjoyed the whole scoring part, the excitement of it, the wondering if this time i'd hit the jack-pot?! & then getting the foil ready & digging out my tooter (which had a bit in it, it had been sitting there the last few weeks & i didn't realize that there was a bit in my tooter!!!) But the smoking part was one BIG let down as bloody usual!!! Deep down i knew it would be rubbish, but i hadn't scored in nearly 2 months, so i just had to test what was out there!!

So my North Dublin report is Crap, crap & more CRAP!! There is no change so save your cash!!! A-AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh...................!!! I WANNA CRY!!!

i feel 4 ya i really do .

 

[ructions]

just a quick update -n gear i
hello everyone

what they thinking wehn they put my meths up? i was on take homes before, pickin uop twice za week on thurs and monday before they put it up, now they oput me back onto supervised, but only supervised on the days i go in, so it's supervised on thurs and mon, and the rest i get to take home, how fkn retarded is that? they didn't even tell me eiother, i just found out at the chemist, i went in expecting to take it all home, and he gives me the bittle. i says i'm on take outs, and he says you gotta drink it here when you come in twice week. but they trust me with the rest of it now the clinic say i'm unstable just cos i drink? eh?
i hate drinking meths in the chemist it's humiliating & degrading, wtf if my lanlord came in or whatever?

i want to come back to BL cos i've really missed you all

much love - basket

Hi Basket!!! :D Its so lovely to see you back on Bluelight! I for one have really missed you!!! I'm sorry to hear that you have been in so much pain, thats not nice, i hope your ok?!

As you can see nothing much has changed my end, i feel like i've been repeating myself for the last 7 months, i'm getting bored listening to myself at this stage!!! Just like you i had given up even trying to score, i hadn't bothered at all for the last two months until to-night, & then that was one BIG let down, so you see? nothing has changed!!!

I have to do the very same as you in the chemist, i pick up twice a week in the chemist, those two days i have to take my methadone there & then in front of them, & then the rest of the week is take away. There is a little room in my chemist were i take my meth, but the pharmacist has to walk through the shop holding mine & my Bf's meth in see-through cups & i'm always nervous in-case someone i know comes in & sees, it does my head in!!

As i'm sure you've noticed the drought threads have totally slowed down & the social thread is gone altogether! From reports on here it seems that a lot of England seems to be back up & running properly again, there are plenty of genuine reports of good gear. But Ireland is still in drought & Scotland seems to be still in drought as well. I really thought that things would start to improve from May onwards coz of the harvest, but it doesn't seem to have made it to Ireland yet.......

So its lovely to hear from you again make sure that you stay in touch & let us know how your getting on, Take Care of yourself Basket!!! XXX :D

 

[ructions]

i feel 4 ya i really do .

Aw Brimz, i've had it this time, i'm totally done with it!! I'm not going back scoring again until i have hard evidence that the drought is over in kippy Dublin!!! I'm not wasting anymore cash & i'm not getting myself all excited over nothing!

Its mad to think that all this time there has been people in Dublin buying that rubbish gear week in week out! The gear i got does hold off the withdrawals but thats about all it does! I could have understood someone at the start of the drought that wasn't on a script buying the stuff to stop them getting sick, but surly anyone not on a script would be well clean by now coz there was more then 3 months that went by over here were you couldn't even buy the low grade stuff, so surly anyone would have been well through cold turkey. The mind boggles as to why people over here are STILL buying this rubbish regularly, are they buying it just coz it looks good?

Anyway i'm NOT going to even try to work it out anymore, i spent months doing that in the past i'm just gonna hibernate again, & i'll come out when its over!!

Nitey~nite to all the Bluelight crew It really cheered me up to see BasketCase back on B.L. to-night!!! Nite everybody!!! Wake me up when its over!!!!

 

[brimz]

Aw Brimz, i've had it this time, i'm totally done with it!! I'm not going back scoring again until i have hard evidence that the drought is over in kippy Dublin!!! I'm not wasting anymore cash & i'm not getting myself all excited over nothing!

Its mad to think that all this time there has been people in Dublin buying that rubbish gear week in week out! The gear i got does hold off the withdrawals but thats about all it does! I could have understood someone at the start of the drought that wasn't on a script buying the stuff to stop them getting sick, but surly anyone not on a script would be well clean by now coz there was more then 3 months that went by over here were you couldn't even buy the low grade stuff, so surly anyone would have been well through cold turkey. The mind boggles as to why people over here are STILL buying this rubbish regularly, are they buying it just coz it looks good?

Anyway i'm NOT going to even try to work it out anymore, i spent months doing that in the past i'm just gonna hibernate again, & i'll come out when its over!!

Nitey~nite to all the Bluelight crew It really cheered me up to see BasketCase back on B.L. to-night!!! Nite everybody!!! Wake me up when its over!!!!

you had to dip your toes in just to see i can understand that , shame bout the outcome.
Hang in their it can only get better.
i haven't had the really good stuff 4 awhile but i;ve had other things on my mind , their maybe gear in england but its fukin xpensive n still no garuntees really.
nite.

 

[goaheadanjuna]

you had to dip your toes in just to see i can understand that , shame bout the outcome.
Hang in their it can only get better.
i haven't had the really good stuff 4 awhile but i;ve had other things on my mind , their maybe gear in england but its fukin xpensive n still no garuntees really.
nite.

easy brimz, well up in hull the gear is good, id give it 7/10 pre drought, and a few peeps have it, no weight though only .2 for £10 all the way, its the light tan, runs nice on the jimmy and nice in the pin, sorry to hear things have gone tits up down your end, take it easy people

 

[jspun]

Basketcase What up basket. Great to here from you! I drop by this thread occasionally- doing well- staying away from subs (mostly) but tapering benzos.

You missed it a few weeks ago, we had a recreation of the war of 1812 on this thread only the yanks were the ones invading. Was ashamed at some of my countrymen's talking shit on this side of BL's pond (but Charlie, Brimz, Pink and a few others counterattacked on the analogous NADD thread. Set Anglo-American relations back atleast 200 years (and we managed to alienate the Irish too.)

Anyway, like Kat said, some of us need gear or a suitable substitute because conventional treatments for mood disorders don't work for us. I'm in that category. If I even take subs, if I take it sporadicaly my mood goes from the gloomy doldromes of unoccupied opiate receptors to an instant elevation in my mood. My most prolific posts were when I was taking a good dose of sub back in January. I slip every now and then and post everyones ears off.

That sucks that you have chronic pain- can you see a pain specialist or is your goal to taper opiates? Given the two with chronic pain I would work on tapering the benzos first, but do what you can- don't over do it. Undertreated pain is a major source of depression and frustration. Anyway, I hope things look up for you.

Runcts Sorry to hear you keep getting skunked. Your disappointement and frustration are palpable. Hope things improve for you.

When I smoked gear- the best dope I'd get would leave a grey or light black trail. The best dope had a low melting point. The worst usually tasted a nauseus sickly sweet and leave a crunchy trail, the beetle would sometimes fly off the foil. One time we got gear- we were dope sick (mexican spanish- malies), my girl started smoking and the piece flew off the foil and we couldn't find it. 30 minutes later our cat came crawling up to get and my wife while petting and scratching the cat found the piece stuck to her leg adlacent to her paw. Luckily she didn't lick it off. We relished that piece despite the taste of cat hair.

Anyway, when we would complain about the sickly sweet crap, the connects we come up with better dope next time usually- they just wanted to see how far they could get- who knows how much carcinogenic garbage our connects would cut the dope with. Then the next day it would have the vinegar taste of better tar. The lovely bitter tar with that lovely dope taste hard to describe like bitter flowers- now that was the fire- stated getting ahold of that latter as the mexicans had to compete with oxy. One of the obstacles that used to piss me off were connections that whose comprehesion of the English language varried as it suited them. But I knew alittle Spanish- credito and manana being 2 words I used most.

At any rate back home from NYC. If it makes you feel better Brimz- I had a shit day to liierally- it involves giving a bowel prep to a confused patient.

Anyway, In NADD, I read about the open air markets and the shit going down in Canada, Chicago, and on the Eastern Seaboard are outragesous. Learned new regional slang- the word for gear on the east coast (in particular New Jersey is diesel.) I'm glad I hadn't read the thread before my trip- been craving lately - fortunately a combo of benzos, meetings, and occasional subs keep me relatively sane.

 

[maxalfie]

Pay Day Delight

Just got home an hour ago from scoring. The gear round here has been very up and down quality wise lately. Had heard it was good yesterday so chanced it and bought myself a teenth.
Luckily it turned out to be of good quality, its very light coloured and a very soft powder if you know what I mean.
I don't know what it is like in a pin as try to leave them alone now.
Things are still not the same as they were pre-drought but it is an improvement on the situation a few months ago.

 

[cherrycolouredfunk]

I sell my ass for my habit but i only have an H habit so i have the luxury of being able to work from home and only need to see a few clients a week
if I was using whites I would,no doubt,have to work the streets which is frighteningly dangerous and really takes it's toll on you-and of course you are very likely to get a criminal record if not a prison sentence

yeah. my close friend recently stopped working the streets. . she was raped Recently by a gang. she got herself back sorted with a meth script and no longer does white. she also did 4 years in prison aye.

 

[megawoof]

seriously just had the best gear since xmas £110 for a eighth it comes in rock form go im in heaven right now so there is stuff around just when i thought id never see decent gear again

 

[basketcase]

Hi Basket!!! :D Its so lovely to see you back on Bluelight! I for one have really missed you!!! I'm sorry to hear that you have been in so much pain, thats not nice, i hope your ok?!

As you can see nothing much has changed my end, i feel like i've been repeating myself for the last 7 months, i'm getting bored listening to myself at this stage!!! Just like you i had given up even trying to score, i hadn't bothered at all for the last two months until to-night, & then that was one BIG let down, so you see? nothing has changed!!!

I have to do the very same as you in the chemist, i pick up twice a week in the chemist, those two days i have to take my methadone there & then in front of them, & then the rest of the week is take away. There is a little room in my chemist were i take my meth, but the pharmacist has to walk through the shop holding mine & my Bf's meth in see-through cups & i'm always nervous in-case someone i know comes in & sees, it does my head in!!

As i'm sure you've noticed the drought threads have totally slowed down & the social thread is gone altogether! From reports on here it seems that a lot of England seems to be back up & running properly again, there are plenty of genuine reports of good gear. But Ireland is still in drought & Scotland seems to be still in drought as well. I really thought that things would start to improve from May onwards coz of the harvest, but it doesn't seem to have made it to Ireland yet.......

So its lovely to hear from you again make sure that you stay in touch & let us know how your getting on, Take Care of yourself Basket!!! XXX :D

aw cheers ructs, it's nice to be missed :D and it's good to speak to all of yous again

sorry to hear you getting ripped, nowt worse than that big disappointment

I've just had a peek at some of the recent posts and some places do seem to be better gear wise, but seem to be more southern England?which maybe makes sense as Major cities London, Birmingham will get the good stuff first, then filter out to the smaller southern towns. Can't say much for rest of the North but in Yorkshireland it's been the same mediocre stuff for the last few weeks. which is why I haven't bothered, I gave up trying a long time ago.
Get the cravings of course, but one thing this drought has done for me , it broke the chain of using gear every single day for the last 7-8 years or so (been on 16 yrs altogether). there wasn't a single day that went by that i didn't have any gear, even when i had my meths. so at least the drought has broken that vicious circle, and i can go just on the meths for sometimes few weeks a time. just dipping my toe in the smack pond every now and again to see what i'm missing which isn't much!

i was doing quite well before, down to 25ml to 30ml/day, but because things haven't gone to plan, meths gone up to 55. could do with more actually! if i can manage this pain, i can cope. it says a lot about the gear round here when methadone takes the pain away more than gear itself. (think it's actually scribed as a pain killer in the US)

anyway, maybe the good stuff just hasn't reached parts of the North, Ireland and Scotland yet. it's too an unreliable source to be bothered with, but that doesn't stop me wanting a nice boot every now & again!

anyway take care, I will try and stay round fer a bit, pain permitting like!