Hi Trip2TheMoon
Its such good news to hear that there is good gear in Scotland!!! That means that its starting to spread all over!! Next stop Dublin!!! Yay!!!! :D
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Hi Trip2TheMoon
Its such good news to hear that there is good gear in Scotland!!! That means that its starting to spread all over!! Next stop Dublin!!! Yay!!!! :D 
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
Yeah i'm exactly like you, when i get stressed i can't eat a thing, sometimes days go by before i'd notice! Weirdly since the drought came & since i haven't been able to score i stopped eating nearly all together, its like i'm pining for gear! In my warped mind i have used this as an excuse to go back using when/if this drought ever ends, i'm thinking i used to be healthier when i used gear coz i ate regularly. But i know thats me making excuses for myself to start using again!
I hope you don't get evicted, i know only to well how stressful something like that can be, we can face almost anything once we have a secure roof over our heads, but the threat to lose a home is a nightmare! Best of luck, i hope that it works out ok for you.
The eviction is happening. My boyfriend just made things ten times worse by bangin gon my neighbours door and having a go at him for upsetting me. (Neighbor has verbally abused me three times when he's been frustrated at noise, sometimes when there has been none, its a long story) I went down and told my bf to leave it, it wasn't his issue and that I would deal with it through mediation with my housing association. My neighbor said 'I'm afriad it's too late for that'
I asked for a mediation meeting 4 weeks ago with my housing officer, he said he would sort it, he hasn't. I've rang him three times today, but he wont answer phone. Nobody else in the office will deal with me as they said its my neighbour hood officers issue. I feel totally victimised. Now i'm sat here in tears, on my own and needing to score again. So i might just do that.
trip2themoon
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Hi Trip2TheMoon
Don't mean to be a downer here but it seems that locally it's still pretty bad. My town boarders Glasgow and there doesn't seem to be much decent in our big city...
4x4ledbury
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are you trying to get on the script or summat from what i seen on bl of you(im not a stalker) you seemed more of a hardcore party girl not a recluse smackhead ? but each to their own i quess
roll on saturday any ufc fans on bl maybe not the smackthread but you never know
thanks for getting back to me , iv got a feeling it might be the same stuf i was getting but now its been jumped on (my stuff).
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
I aint a recluse smackhead, I use smack yes, and still get out and about, a lot!! You'd be surprised how often my house or mates houses has been full of my mates all having a smoke, listening to music and having decent conversations. Partygirl, yes that's me. I want to get on a script as i've no will power to try and stop a habit myself, I let something that I did once in a while get a small hold on me. I need to sort myself out before August, so decided that a script now to nip it in the bud is what I want to do. My drugs worker at the project I go to put me forward for one.
Right, now i'm off for a lie down, then out for a drink and maybe some crack as I've a lot to forget about.
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kkattastic
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if all you say is true you would surely be better to do what will be a pretty easy rattle and get it over with
getting a script will make it much harder to quit
and as time goes on it will seem impossible
methadone is,as we all discussed recently,very much an enabler
trip2themoon
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No problem, glad to chip in with the Scottish updates as there doesn't seem to be many of us here.
There are other people near me who have that sandy coloured stuff which looks the same as the decent stuff I've been getting but much weaker. The decent sandy stuff heats to a nice chocolaty brown bettle but some of the stuff of the same colour heats to yellowy transparent colour. I hadn't thought that people would take that decent stuff a jump on it because the good stuff is not fantastic. That's shite that it's being cut because I think there would be plenty of the decent stuff for everyone and it will sell fast so bulking it up for profit is silly..
4x4ledbury
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yeah i do like a good 20 stone once a week has a treat but even the white aint what it was 4 years ago damn you rip off britin cant you see we all love good quality class a DRUGS
That is some good advice there Kat!! Cherry you really should only go on a methadone program as a last solution! You haven't been using heroin that long so it would probably be a better idea to try to just quit first.
I remember when i first started using, i had been using regularly only for about 6 weeks & then i just stopped. I did feel awful but i was back feeling fine after 3 days.
Unfortunately i started using again a month later, i used every day for 6 months & then i quit again, this time i couldn't just give up so i bought Methadone off a mate & i started on 40mls & dropped it down every day for 3 weeks & then i was fine. I was 100% clean & feeling good!!
But again 3 months later i stupidly started using again & until the drought i had been using every day for years. I got on a methadone program 4 years ago & i take 60mls a day. So i ended up with 2 habits & that is not nice. But since i went on the Methadone program i have never given up, just like Kat says it has enabled my habit......
So think long & hard Cherry before you step any further into this world, its not all fun & games. Look how quick Heroin has crept into your life, it was less the 2 weeks ago that you were saying you would only using in moderation, look how far you've come in that short time.
Look after yourself, i know its a difficult time when your so stressed over your eviction, but a methadone program could lead you to a much worse place. Take Care.
brimz
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white is the only thing that has stayed as good if not got better imo.
UnfortunaTLEY
kkattastic
Bluelighter
That is some good advice there Kat!! Cherry you really should only go on a methadone program as a last solution! You haven't been using heroin that long so it would probably be a better idea to try to just quit first.
I remember when i first started using, i had been using regularly only for about 6 weeks & then i just stopped. I did feel awful but i was back feeling fine after 3 days.
Unfortunately i started using again a month later, i used every day for 6 months & then i quit again, this time i couldn't just give up so i bought Methadone off a mate & i started on 40mls & dropped it down every day for 3 weeks & then i was fine. I was 100% clean & feeling good!!
But again 3 months later i stupidly started using again & until the drought i had been using every day for years. I got on a methadone program 4 years ago & i take 60mls a day. So i ended up with 2 habits & that is not nice. But since i went on the Methadone program i have never given up, just like Kat says it has enabled my habit......
So think long & hard Cherry before you step any further into this world, its not all fun & games. Look how quick Heroin has crept into your life, it was less the 2 weeks ago that you were saying you would only using in moderation, look how far you've come in that short time.
Look after yourself, i know its a difficult time when your so stressed over your eviction, but a methadone program could lead you to a much worse place. Take Care.
cherry should also consider that i have to sell my ass to support my habit
that is a pretty nasty thing to have to do
but i do have to do it
plenty of girls who use say they will never do that if they have a script
but they always do in the end
brimz
Bluelighter
been enabling me for the best part of 15plus years , not a descion 2 be taken lightly.
IMO Subutex would be a better option prehaps Methadone is almost a Fukin life commitment 4 alot of people.
charlie clean
Bluelighter
Thats the kinda tales i was after
Now show us yours?
A memory there of horrible little girls who cheated me every time..nothing to with heroin but an experience probably familiar to many a junkie lad. Something to put forward with a straight face when the next arsehole enquires about ''the causes'' of your addiction?
I digress. Good to find if the drought's not definitely over, there's certainly been a little rain of late. And very curious to hear of your pharmacy skullduggery...or, if within the statute of limitations, of your SWIM.
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
thank you for all the advice. i already ruled out a meth substitute. i know friends who got stuck on a meth addiction longer than their smack habit. i been doing smack on and off for three years but its only for past two months that it has become every day or other day, recently its every day.to the person who mentioned that they sell their as for their habit, i also friends with a girl who used to have to sell herself to feed her habit. . she has now stopped that and is back on a script. i waffle. . . i just actually cooked a meal for first time in a while. i got lots to think about at the moment. however. . . I'm off out to go score one of each.
strungout2010
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After having a Lil 5 day mini break, scored a teenth today and it's prob the best bit of gear iv had in a few years. Rock hard light tan.
Don't normally use gear and jollop on same day , but after drinking 80 mill this morning was goofin out half way through my first smoke.
Phoned my fella straight back to hold me a Q. And he said this is the new parcel there's loads of it. Sounds Very promising.
This is from east London btw.
Don't normally use gear and jollop on same day , but after drinking 80 mill this morning was goofin out half way through my first smoke.
Phoned my fella straight back to hold me a Q. And he said this is the new parcel there's loads of it. Sounds Very promising.
This is from east London btw.
Hooks
James Fogle, the Author that the book the movie screen play was adapted from by van Zandt recently robed a pharmacy after years of retirement. Guess he was addicted to the rush of robbing pharmacy's
trip 2 the moon Do people from Edinburgh call people from Glasgow "soap dodgers?"
James Fogle, the Author that the book the movie screen play was adapted from by van Zandt recently robed a pharmacy after years of retirement. Guess he was addicted to the rush of robbing pharmacy's
trip 2 the moon Do people from Edinburgh call people from Glasgow "soap dodgers?"
I'm a new member, but have known of bluelight for years now, and happy to finally join. I pretty much just read the first, second, and last page of this thread, so i don't know everything that was discussed. However, down here in south TX, a g of the good pure-white horse runs around 100-120, 80-100 for black tar, and 60-80 for the cut brown-powder. Though I don't personally use, i have tried the white before and it was out of this world. A bit too strong actually, felt a lot like hydromorphone.
brimz
Bluelighter
I'm astart with anice tale of a ageing chemist who used to dispense most of the folks Amps back in the day.
He was a fiend himself and very open with it , he would let you fix in his shopout the back i've even had fixes with him .
He just dissapeared one day , i heard from one of his fellow pharmacist that he got a young Fiend pregnant and went to live in India.
Theirs another chap thats a fukin legend but i'll save him 4 a rainy day .
Free Drugs ? Yes Please
kkattastic
Bluelighter
I sell my ass for my habit but i only have an H habit so i have the luxury of being able to work from home and only need to see a few clients a week
if I was using whites I would,no doubt,have to work the streets which is frighteningly dangerous and really takes it's toll on you-and of course you are very likely to get a criminal record if not a prison sentence
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