Okay so i started taking 20mg Adderall XR orally (I am not prescribed to this, my friend gives them to me), and for the first week it was working very well. I would take it at about 7:30. Usually about an hour to and hour and a half after taking it, i would feel a peak, where i felt like i was in a slight dream state, and then get a sudden boost of energy and desire to do tasks, work, etc. I also very very happy, alert, and conscience. After about an hour of this peak, it would calm down, and i felt very energized, awake, and ready to do tasks without the weird dream like feeling. I very much enjoyed the way this 20mg capsule played out. The effects would just about wear off at night around 9, and i would still be pretty awake and not sleep until 10 or 11, which was fine.
However i stopped experiencing this effect the way i liked it. I would still get a descent desire for work (main reason i take it), however i did enjoy feeling the descent energy boost and speedy feeling. So i took 2 20mg Adderall XRs orally. This brought back the feeling of when i first did 20mg, plus about 50% of that effect on top of it (I wouldn't say plus 100% because i had a slight tolerance obviously). I did not really enjoy this too much because i got a little too nervous and started to panic and my heart rate went a little too high for my liking. I simply didn't need the full 40mg. However i highly suspect 30mg would be just right for what i need.
Now i know the deal about how XR has beads, and half are triggered instantly while the other is triggered about 4 hours after consumption. And i know that if you were to simply split the beads in half, you could get unequal proportions of each.
So finally, my question to you guys is if i crush the beads into a powder and mix the powder, the instant release and time release would all be combined in one powder mixture (now that i think about it, all of it may be instant release now because i think the only difference between the time release beads and instant is a thin coating over the time release, but im not sure), and so could I take half of that either in an empty capsule, parachute, shot, etc?
I just can't get anything besides these 20mg capsules, so im really trying to figure this out, and i hope you can help.
Thanks
However i stopped experiencing this effect the way i liked it. I would still get a descent desire for work (main reason i take it), however i did enjoy feeling the descent energy boost and speedy feeling. So i took 2 20mg Adderall XRs orally. This brought back the feeling of when i first did 20mg, plus about 50% of that effect on top of it (I wouldn't say plus 100% because i had a slight tolerance obviously). I did not really enjoy this too much because i got a little too nervous and started to panic and my heart rate went a little too high for my liking. I simply didn't need the full 40mg. However i highly suspect 30mg would be just right for what i need.
Now i know the deal about how XR has beads, and half are triggered instantly while the other is triggered about 4 hours after consumption. And i know that if you were to simply split the beads in half, you could get unequal proportions of each.
So finally, my question to you guys is if i crush the beads into a powder and mix the powder, the instant release and time release would all be combined in one powder mixture (now that i think about it, all of it may be instant release now because i think the only difference between the time release beads and instant is a thin coating over the time release, but im not sure), and so could I take half of that either in an empty capsule, parachute, shot, etc?
I just can't get anything besides these 20mg capsules, so im really trying to figure this out, and i hope you can help.
Thanks
