Whatever000
Greenlighter
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- Dec 17, 2010
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Alright I have FINALLY pretty much been forced to quit methadone.
I was taking probably about 50mg (sometimes more, sometimes less, my provider just eyeballed out of his bottles) every day for about 8 months.
The positive thing about the methadone is that it made me really, honestly, FINALLY NOT want to deal with the heroin/IV culture anymore.
The negative thing is the withdrawal...man it hurts.
I am not tapering. Cold turkey (sorta..) I am on day 8 now.
The first 7 days or so i took a lot of xanax and have been following the thomas recipe so i take vitamins every day and hot showers for the aches, etc.
But now the xanax is gone. I seriously can't find it anywhere.
however i did find suboxone.
On days 6 and 7 i took 1 8mg sub and then another 4 because my symptoms were still pretty bad.
Today i had a hard time finding more subs so i withdrew for a bit, got some more xanax and finally got my suboxone.
I think it took away my withdrawals but...i also don't think it did. I still hurt all over. I tried to sleep and i couldn't. So i took another 4mg just now and i'm hoping that will work.
The real question is this. Is using the suboxone when i'm trying to go cold turkey just adding fuel to the fire? Buprenorphine is pretty weak compared to methadone as far as i know and i only intend to take it to just get through the next week or so so i can actually get something done with my stupid life.. But am i just prolonging my suffering? Or is the methadone still leaving my body as i take the suboxone.
Believe me i'd rather kick suboxone like 5x in a row than deal with this methadone bullshit...i didn't know your entire body could be so sore for no reason...But i don't want to be taking the suboxone if its just gonna make these horrific withdrawals worse in the long run. They do alleviate most of my symptoms but i definitely have to take more than i did when i was using them to kick dope. I'm really only gonna take the subs for a couple weeks. I HATE them. They taste horrible and stop doing anything for me after a while.
I searched the whole internet and all i got was a bunch of info i already knew about using either of those drugs to kick other drugs but nothing useful about using suboxone to get off methadone. Aparently the opposite is a really bad idea but thats kinda obvious considering the half lives...
And no, i have no doctors. I have no insurance. I have no "professional" help at my disposal. I have to do this alone. But i am in the right mindset i believe.
Has anyone had similar experience? or any kind of advice or info or anything?
i'd so prefer the benzos but that isn't really an option right now and i can't stop now i'm too deep to go back. I want this garbage out of me..
I was taking probably about 50mg (sometimes more, sometimes less, my provider just eyeballed out of his bottles) every day for about 8 months.
The positive thing about the methadone is that it made me really, honestly, FINALLY NOT want to deal with the heroin/IV culture anymore.
The negative thing is the withdrawal...man it hurts.
I am not tapering. Cold turkey (sorta..) I am on day 8 now.
The first 7 days or so i took a lot of xanax and have been following the thomas recipe so i take vitamins every day and hot showers for the aches, etc.
But now the xanax is gone. I seriously can't find it anywhere.
however i did find suboxone.
On days 6 and 7 i took 1 8mg sub and then another 4 because my symptoms were still pretty bad.
Today i had a hard time finding more subs so i withdrew for a bit, got some more xanax and finally got my suboxone.
I think it took away my withdrawals but...i also don't think it did. I still hurt all over. I tried to sleep and i couldn't. So i took another 4mg just now and i'm hoping that will work.
The real question is this. Is using the suboxone when i'm trying to go cold turkey just adding fuel to the fire? Buprenorphine is pretty weak compared to methadone as far as i know and i only intend to take it to just get through the next week or so so i can actually get something done with my stupid life.. But am i just prolonging my suffering? Or is the methadone still leaving my body as i take the suboxone.
Believe me i'd rather kick suboxone like 5x in a row than deal with this methadone bullshit...i didn't know your entire body could be so sore for no reason...But i don't want to be taking the suboxone if its just gonna make these horrific withdrawals worse in the long run. They do alleviate most of my symptoms but i definitely have to take more than i did when i was using them to kick dope. I'm really only gonna take the subs for a couple weeks. I HATE them. They taste horrible and stop doing anything for me after a while.
I searched the whole internet and all i got was a bunch of info i already knew about using either of those drugs to kick other drugs but nothing useful about using suboxone to get off methadone. Aparently the opposite is a really bad idea but thats kinda obvious considering the half lives...
And no, i have no doctors. I have no insurance. I have no "professional" help at my disposal. I have to do this alone. But i am in the right mindset i believe.
Has anyone had similar experience? or any kind of advice or info or anything?
i'd so prefer the benzos but that isn't really an option right now and i can't stop now i'm too deep to go back. I want this garbage out of me..
