(DXM w/ Xanax and Alcohol backup) - Quite experienced - "I found DXM's G-Spot"
Ok, first same prefacing background:
The only reason that Xanax and Alcohol are even listed in the title are because I had taking them before I took the the DXM. I did -not- take them all at the same time, and this was definitely NOT a combo I wanted to just 'try-out'
This was a complete accident!
Also, since I was on a Dissociative, I'm not gonna be able to give any times as to when certain things happened. This is gonna be written more journal entry style, if that's ok
My intention for the day was basically, Take some Xanax, chill, do nothing special. So I took some in the early-mid afternoon (5 o'clock-ish) (5mg), chilled out, and did just that. Good times. Then around 12-1am, They had all but worn off, and I had another 4mg left, so I took those, figured I'd ride them em out a bit, fall asleep, wake up the next day, all's good!
Problem was, at around 3am, I wasn't feeling a thing from em, sure I was relaxed, but I wanted just that little extra kick, so I went and got a beer (A tall can of Ice House [24oz], so basically, the equivalent of 2 beers), from past experiences, I know I can have 2 lighter-ish beers on that dose of Xanax and not reach the dreaded -blackout zone-, which I HATE.
So, I finished off the beer (probably around 4am, chilled.... still nothing, the beer didn't help at all... and I wasn't anywhere near tired enough for bed (surprisingly enough, with that mean depressants in me, but most had worn off by then lol).
So...sitting there bored, I looked for a bit and found some Robitussin, yeah, I know, not the best place to get DXM from (In fact it was there because my girlfriend had gotten for a bad case of laryngitis a little while back) , but it' also readily available, and like I said... it was there lol.
So, I looked at the bottle and saw it was 10mg DXM per 5ml of liquid... I measured it all out, and the total amount in the bottle came to about 259mg. Pretty decent dose, enough to get the job down sure (I usually take 300mg, for a 3rd plateau trip).
My only problem with this, is EVERYTIME I've taken Robitussin as a liquid, I've puked... but, I said "Screw it" mixed it half-and-half with some soda and just drank the sucker a little at a time). I figured, if I threw-up, so be it, I'm bored, it'll suck for a second, then I'll feel fine afterward.
Only... that didn't happen... the complete opposite happen.
I felt it start to kick in, my stomach gurgled a bit, ok nothing expected. I was talking to people online, and I noticed it was becoming harder to hit the right keys... also, not unexpected, then WHAM, the main wave of it hit me...
The next few minutes are basically a giant blur, as the peak of the experience slammed into me like a truck (also, not unexpected
)
Then suddenly.... I was clear-headed... like a splash of cold water to the brain... it was weird. None of the usual confusion or disorientation that I usually get from DXM... I knew EXACTLY what I needed and how to get it.
I started up some music (Industrial and Synthpop radio station), put on earphones and just sat back with my eyes closed watching the pretty lights go by, but everytime I opened my eyes, it broke the illusion, I knew who I was, where I was, what I was doing, what I was on, everything...
I could have voiced perfect logical thoughts to others just fine, but if I tried to write em down, they were a garbled mess.
My mind HAD disconnected from my body, but hadn't gotten fuzzy or confused at all. It was like I want my eyes opened to be able to put words to things, but I wanted them closed so i could enjoy the "pretty lights" I mentioned earlier...
So I wrapped a blindfold around my head!
And it was great!, my eyes were technically open, but everything was blocked out so I was still getting the CEVs, and I guess since my body knew where my arms were, even though I couldn't see them, I could actually move my arms within this parallel lightshow universe I was seeing, and their movement would actually affect the way that the shapes and images flowed.
I was suddenly in complete control of a Dissociative trip! I could make it play out how I wanted it to... it was very weird, but absolutely amazing.
Best Part? I feel GREAT, I feel like I slept all-night, when I know I was awake the whole time (though I did take a short 2hr nap a bit later).
Out of all the times I've used DXM, I've never had an experience THAT good.
Postnote: As I said with the combo information above, that was unintentional, it was just the way my night played out, and to be honest, while I'm sure the Xanax did play a part in the experience (probably helped with getting rid of the anxious/confused feelings dissociatives usually give). I really don't think the alcohol played any part on my experience at all, it was the equivalent of 2 beers a couple hours before I even though about taking the DXM.
Ok, first same prefacing background:
The only reason that Xanax and Alcohol are even listed in the title are because I had taking them before I took the the DXM. I did -not- take them all at the same time, and this was definitely NOT a combo I wanted to just 'try-out'
This was a complete accident!
Also, since I was on a Dissociative, I'm not gonna be able to give any times as to when certain things happened. This is gonna be written more journal entry style, if that's ok
My intention for the day was basically, Take some Xanax, chill, do nothing special. So I took some in the early-mid afternoon (5 o'clock-ish) (5mg), chilled out, and did just that. Good times. Then around 12-1am, They had all but worn off, and I had another 4mg left, so I took those, figured I'd ride them em out a bit, fall asleep, wake up the next day, all's good!
Problem was, at around 3am, I wasn't feeling a thing from em, sure I was relaxed, but I wanted just that little extra kick, so I went and got a beer (A tall can of Ice House [24oz], so basically, the equivalent of 2 beers), from past experiences, I know I can have 2 lighter-ish beers on that dose of Xanax and not reach the dreaded -blackout zone-, which I HATE.
So, I finished off the beer (probably around 4am, chilled.... still nothing, the beer didn't help at all... and I wasn't anywhere near tired enough for bed (surprisingly enough, with that mean depressants in me, but most had worn off by then lol).
So...sitting there bored, I looked for a bit and found some Robitussin, yeah, I know, not the best place to get DXM from (In fact it was there because my girlfriend had gotten for a bad case of laryngitis a little while back) , but it' also readily available, and like I said... it was there lol.
So, I looked at the bottle and saw it was 10mg DXM per 5ml of liquid... I measured it all out, and the total amount in the bottle came to about 259mg. Pretty decent dose, enough to get the job down sure (I usually take 300mg, for a 3rd plateau trip).
My only problem with this, is EVERYTIME I've taken Robitussin as a liquid, I've puked... but, I said "Screw it" mixed it half-and-half with some soda and just drank the sucker a little at a time). I figured, if I threw-up, so be it, I'm bored, it'll suck for a second, then I'll feel fine afterward.
Only... that didn't happen... the complete opposite happen.
I felt it start to kick in, my stomach gurgled a bit, ok nothing expected. I was talking to people online, and I noticed it was becoming harder to hit the right keys... also, not unexpected, then WHAM, the main wave of it hit me...
The next few minutes are basically a giant blur, as the peak of the experience slammed into me like a truck (also, not unexpected
)Then suddenly.... I was clear-headed... like a splash of cold water to the brain... it was weird. None of the usual confusion or disorientation that I usually get from DXM... I knew EXACTLY what I needed and how to get it.
I started up some music (Industrial and Synthpop radio station), put on earphones and just sat back with my eyes closed watching the pretty lights go by, but everytime I opened my eyes, it broke the illusion, I knew who I was, where I was, what I was doing, what I was on, everything...
I could have voiced perfect logical thoughts to others just fine, but if I tried to write em down, they were a garbled mess.
My mind HAD disconnected from my body, but hadn't gotten fuzzy or confused at all. It was like I want my eyes opened to be able to put words to things, but I wanted them closed so i could enjoy the "pretty lights" I mentioned earlier...
So I wrapped a blindfold around my head!
And it was great!, my eyes were technically open, but everything was blocked out so I was still getting the CEVs, and I guess since my body knew where my arms were, even though I couldn't see them, I could actually move my arms within this parallel lightshow universe I was seeing, and their movement would actually affect the way that the shapes and images flowed.
I was suddenly in complete control of a Dissociative trip! I could make it play out how I wanted it to... it was very weird, but absolutely amazing.
Best Part? I feel GREAT, I feel like I slept all-night, when I know I was awake the whole time (though I did take a short 2hr nap a bit later).
Out of all the times I've used DXM, I've never had an experience THAT good.
Postnote: As I said with the combo information above, that was unintentional, it was just the way my night played out, and to be honest, while I'm sure the Xanax did play a part in the experience (probably helped with getting rid of the anxious/confused feelings dissociatives usually give). I really don't think the alcohol played any part on my experience at all, it was the equivalent of 2 beers a couple hours before I even though about taking the DXM.
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