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Lucky

I was speeding through a school zone today (whoop-de-doo) and I look behind me....see a cop. Now I'm one of those people who drives with one eye on the road and one eye in the rearview mirror. I freaked out, cause I always get paranoid when a cop is behind me, and did the only thing I knew to do in that situation..don't keep driving and further incriminating yourself. I pulled into a gas station, pretended to pull up and get gas...he followed me through the lot, but once he saw that I was at a pump, drove away....I've only been pulled over once in my life and don't intend to repeat it...I got lucky :o
 
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Lucky

I was speeding through a school zone today (whoop-de-doo) and I look behind me....see a cop. Now I'm one of those people who drives with one eye on the road and one eye in the rearview mirror. I freaked out, cause I always get paranoid when a cop is behind me, and did the only thing I knew to do in that situation..don't keep driving and further incriminating yourself. I pulled into a gas station, pretended to pull up and get gas...he followed me through the lot, but once he saw that I was at a pump, drove away....I've only been pulled over once in my life and don't intend to repeat it...I got lucky :o
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eek! thats never fun...i had this happen to me. i was pulled over in a school zone, ran through a stop sign. then i noticed a cop behind me, freaked out. didnt know i had a warrant...i was arrested for that and marijuana possession when he looked in my car and through my purse. that was the worst day of my life. i never wanna go through that ever again. you are lucky! lesson learned perhaps, just be more careful next time :]



right now, i feel: lethargic.

took 100mg trazodone last night. slept all day. still feeling blegh and tired from it...
 
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dopamine depleted to be exact. took some amphetamines this morning and now im feeling stressed and uninterested in everything =/

got my high school diploma today and was feeling great (amphetamines had some to do with it of course) and now im just thinking "i have to hurry and get a job, make calls to thank family for money, get ready for college, move out of house and probably hardly see my parents",having regrets ,ect. also dont want to do anything like read or play xbox or watch tv.

this happens everytime after i use and ,like everything else i enjoy,
i feel like ill never do it anymore or look foward to anything . but i know this will pass and ill want to do all the things i enjoy again including this drug which i know i should stop. but i hope it doesnt take to long. suppose to hang out with my girlfriend tommarow and the last thing she needs is for me to be all boring and untalkative and snap at her for little things.

ha i know this isnt a serious problem but it kind of helped typing how i feel out :)
 
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dopamine depleted to be exact. took some amphetamines this morning and now im feeling stressed and uninterested in everything =/
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I know that feeling all too well! Sucks, doesn't it?
 
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ha yes very. dont think i can sleep on my own either so i guess ill be taking something to help with that
 
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