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@Asclepius: Ah just felt taken advantage of but in the end it may all be good. But I'm still waiting for a picture that you mentioned :)
 
This thread really helps put into perspective how individual and sensitive people are as a whole. No more taking other peoples bad moods personally or as something I may have provoked.

Mood today: ace, fucking ace
 
@ Leg: Not the same one, its a bit less recent but...
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ATM- Contemplating a threesome with Ben and Jerry
 
unstable.

my anxiety is worse than ever. Was recently told that I have psychosis, and suspected schizophrenia, and I've just had a long talk with a girl I met a month ago about how I truly. I wake up everyday wishing that I wasn't alive, mostly because my anxiety seems so unbearable, that I can't bring myself to even leave the house. I'm still slightly optimistic in the sense that I cannot imagine things getting worse.
 
^Hang in there Zooms<3, hope the anxiety wanes in time, like you said, sometimes things can only improve from what they have been<3






Contemplating a threesome with me what i see & everything else that may be
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Indeed :)

I like this one...
There was a young man from kanass
Who's nuts were made out of brass
in stormy weather
he'd clack them together
and lightning shot out of his ass ;)

ATM-Tired and a little Moronic :)
 
Accepting, lonesome, speechless, concerned.
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I just had the most impactful therapy session I have ever had. I am beginning to think there may be something seriously fucking wrong with my head (as in more than the obvious)—something that has driven me to get off on my own suicidal ideations. If you think you can relate, I can assure you, you are probably very, VERY wrong. I wish more than anything I could talk to someone else in my position, but that is such a rarity, and this is too fucked up for me give details about. Jesus fucking Christ, man. There are no words.
 
SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Accepting, lonesome, speechless, concerned.
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I just had the most impactful therapy session I have ever had. I am beginning to think there may be something seriously fucking wrong with my head (as in more than the obvious)—something that has driven me to get off on my own suicidal ideations. If you think you can relate, I can assure you, you are probably very, VERY wrong. I wish more than anything I could talk to someone else in my position, but that is such a rarity, and this is too fucked up for me give details about. Jesus fucking Christ, man. There are no words.
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^ Currently feeling the same way, that no one could possibly get what I feel/am going through/dealing with. Might be different things than you, but I get that feeling of having no one who can relate. I'm fucked in the head and feel like there is no hope.
 
^ SciCo, be grateful for what you have, man. If I am not alone (and according to every single human being who has heard half of it, I have a rather uh, 'unique' story), you are probably actually very far from alone! Life is so fragile and beauteous; I never realized that up until it was almost too late. Try your best to keep your chin up. Chances are, many people have felt something at least somewhat similar. This is all we've got—don't let those blues get you to a place where you really are a bit more alone.
 
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SideOrderOfOpiates said:
^ SciCo, be grateful for what you have, man. If I am not alone (and according to every single human being who has heard half of it, I have a rather uh, 'unique' story), you are probably actually very far from alone! Life is so fragile and beauteous; I never realized that up until it was almost too late. Try your best to keep your chin up. Chances are, many people have felt something at least somewhat similar. This is all we've got—don't let those blues get you to a place where you really are a bit more alone.
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Thank you for that, very kind of you to say so. I've found the practice of saying "thank you" to the Universe for even the most mundane things to be a pick me up....the loneliness is palpable, but I know others have gone through similar and much worse. And in my mind and heart, in a way, I'm with them. Just have to remind myself that loneliness can be a self-imposed prison...

You stay hopeful and thankful for your realization, and for taking steps to bring you to the healthy/happy place you deserve to be in. <3

Ps I'm a chick :)
 
SciCo said:
Thank you for that, very kind of you to say so. I've found the practice of saying "thank you" to the Universe for even the most mundane things to be a pick me up....the loneliness is palpable, but I know others have gone through similar and much worse. And in my mind and heart, in a way, I'm with them. Just have to remind myself that loneliness can be a self-imposed prison...

You stay hopeful and thankful for your realization, and for taking steps to bring you to the healthy/happy place you deserve to be in. <3

Ps I'm a chick :)
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^ Not a problem! You know, I actually do the same exact thing, haha! You've undoubtedly got the right idea! Thank you for the kind words, as well!
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PS. My apologies if any offense was taken in regards to the "man" statement. It is a bit of a habit and wasn't even really meant to distinguish gender.
 
^ No offense at all. I call everyone "dude" and "guy", so I get it ;)
 
PAIN!!!

Jesus fucking christ I'm in pain. My underwear were rubbing against the head of my dick all day at work and now it hurts so bad I feel like puking if I move. This is gonna be fun.

/tmi
 
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