suchislife
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 18, 2011
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Im not an addictive personailty and im kind of strong minded but until i tried smoknig heroin, I used to do it every now and then few months apart some times id do it 3 day in a row then stop for months,
One day i obtained the number of the supplier and i started to get once a week. That was fine untill i got my hand on alot more money, so i started to get 2-3-4 times a week every day smoke to every 2nd day. I'd stop for 2 days then the 3rd day id just want that feeling again I'd make any excuse to get it (Bad day someone pissed me off etc..) i did get the slight runny nose and irritated feeling nothing crazy it was more mentally.
Meanwhile im working 5 days a week. Anyway enough is enough i want to get back to how i was and do it once a blue moon cause its a nice feeling to enjoy everyonce in awhile. So far its been 3 days since i had my last dose of 0.2 ive had valiums and xananx to help take the edge i dont have a craving for it. But this saturday it would have been 6 days since last does of 0.2 is it ok to have 0.2 for that night without getting withdrawls the next day?
And then start my re-schedule from there wait another 2 weeks before i get another 0.3 or 0.2 and get my routine back ? I smoke by the way i'd never inject.
Advise would be great and no please dont say STOP all together i know theres a way you can enjoy the best of both worlds and i want to know the way to do it.
One day i obtained the number of the supplier and i started to get once a week. That was fine untill i got my hand on alot more money, so i started to get 2-3-4 times a week every day smoke to every 2nd day. I'd stop for 2 days then the 3rd day id just want that feeling again I'd make any excuse to get it (Bad day someone pissed me off etc..) i did get the slight runny nose and irritated feeling nothing crazy it was more mentally.
Meanwhile im working 5 days a week. Anyway enough is enough i want to get back to how i was and do it once a blue moon cause its a nice feeling to enjoy everyonce in awhile. So far its been 3 days since i had my last dose of 0.2 ive had valiums and xananx to help take the edge i dont have a craving for it. But this saturday it would have been 6 days since last does of 0.2 is it ok to have 0.2 for that night without getting withdrawls the next day?
And then start my re-schedule from there wait another 2 weeks before i get another 0.3 or 0.2 and get my routine back ? I smoke by the way i'd never inject.
Advise would be great and no please dont say STOP all together i know theres a way you can enjoy the best of both worlds and i want to know the way to do it.
