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Screwed.



Impending exam that I am *not* prepared for is not good for the head. Especially seeing as having to repeat an exam AGAIN will only result in my being in massively deep shit with the 'rents who have enough going on.

Hopefully once this piece of YUCK is done, getting to see my fella again and having a big night out with mates will pull me out of this slump.
 
^^Oh nothing...slipping means I'm taking more and more opiates/muscle relaxers than I had been. Although my daily number is still good and my DOC is a weak opioid(hydrocodone) I have been falling hard into old patterns. Even got my morph script filled for the first time in a few months but I am trying hard not to take one.
 
Sick: threw up all over my floor and I don't even know why. Now I'm about to throw up again.
 
^Don't start posting pics now.

Me: Still sick, ugh. Two appointments that must be accomplished, vomit or not!
 
Zombied! Feeling emotionally "flat" and struggling to even think.

I'm detoxing from meth/amps, and this definitely reminds me how much I rely on the drug to function.
 
^^ Hang in there hun, you know it's the best thing for you to do <3


Me: concerned
I've got a throat infection a-brewin' and a singing performance assessment at uni tomorrow.....I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do if I'm full-on sick tomorrow!! :(
 
Panic

Can't stop seeing these images I feel like I'm about to lose it. the paranoia is really bad.
 
Jebus man, is lithium something that you're supposed to detox from? I'm no expert, but from the bits that I've been able to cobble together over the years I seem to recall that lithium doses are pretty touchy, and messing with them (up or down) cause bad things to happen. Take care of yourself-- k?

ATM: sleepy. Got a great sleep last night, after a day full of exercise, but needed another hour or so. Now I'm lazy, and likely won't get to bed early enough to catch up. The cycle continues.
 
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