What should I do here?

[auhsoJ]

You realize that 500mg/week is 10 times the amount that a "normal" guy produces, right? I understand your post might have been facetious, but don't assume that the gains you made were normal when compared to natty's. The amount of test you had in your system was nowhere close compared to a guy who naturally has high test, or even a teenage kid. Believe me, it did more than make you feel normal.

Oh I'm well aware. I'm sure a normal guy can't increase all his lifts in a few weeks either. Training natty sucks unless you have the gift (and bone structure). I should know because I did it for years. Body dis-morphia rules, bro.

Normal as in I felt I could walk up to strangers and display my oh-so-quirky sense of humor without caring about the repercussions. Actually that whole feeling commanding thing that many people seem to have.

 

[Voxide]

Oh I'm well aware. I'm sure a normal guy can't increase all his lifts in a few weeks either. Training natty sucks unless you have the gift (and bone structure). I should know because I did it for years. Body dis-morphia rules, bro.

Normal as in I felt I could walk up to strangers and display my oh-so-quirky sense of humor without caring about the repercussions. Actually that whole feeling commanding thing that many people seem to have.

I get those psychological effects also. Really doubt it's a placebo either. Test has very interesting mental effects when you're on cycle. Can't find any scientific info on this anywhere though.