Mr Blonde
Bluelighter
^ I'll PM you details... and try and find some linkable documentation for tomorrow. 

machines for methadone and buprenorphine? that sounds like a pretty cool idea, though raises a few concerns in my mind.
where'd you hear that, brother; through work or on the grapevine? any reading link available?
^^^ But I believe is much safer and healthier through the vein than that syupy brown shit if you like to bang your takeaway's (which is not a great ideas for your veins anyways).
The ceiling dose doesn't apply for everyone. I too can have a tolerance up to that amount, maybe even higher. 2 grams is the most I've gone to, I'm at 1.6 right now.
Think of it like the enzyme deficiency that stops some people from getting anything (euphoria, pain relief) out of codeine. It doesn't effect everyone.![]()
Dude honestly what are you expecting the methadone to do for you?Hey Guys lately or no a while not been feeling bit crap on the done, it's 15mg but when i used to take it i felt it a bit, i changed pharmacy looks the same stuff but ever since it just don't feel nothing?, I know Sigma is the distributor, its in suspended solution not like they can skim it, but why the hell do i feel so lousy??? I'ts not a withdrawal lousy its a wake up tired as shit, depressed, tired feeling?. I want that feeling of well being back, when i first went on it some 8years ago. I'ts getting to the point i feel insanely fucked up, and anxiety is horrid.. Or if it doesnt get better soon i will seek out oxy. That brings me to next topic, i had a car accident in 2005, why don't docs give u breakthrough pain meds??, like Oxy on top of methadone they do in the USA. I feel even 1 of them a day might just perk me up and also help with pain i get now and again, i can get panadene forte but yuk, be ok if i could just get Codiene without that shit in it paracetemol, but i doubt i can get codeine phosphate as its like Oxy these days . My thoughts are extremely fked up too, i mean thinking that the stuff is different in the pharmacy, makes me want to go back to the old pharm, but i like this pharm as nobody is there when i go. So i have to try to rid myself of these thoughts of it being somehow shitty stuff that doesn't work, why else do i feel so crap?.
. The other thing is i gained alot of weight, 115kilos, used to be 86 starting it 8years ago, would that do it?. I just don't know anymore, GP says try anti depressants then i get really angry thinking well i didn't need them before the dose used to take care of that stuff a bit, calm me. Why the hell isnt it calming me now?, I feel antsy alot, on edge, ummmm just effin lousy!..... Ok any thoughts on why it maybe?, i have to do something i cant go another 8months like this???., I'm going to break and try to self medicate or something to feel better, this morning i got up i was so effin tired it wasn't funny, Just a dead weight shit feeling, some days i don't even shower? cuz I am so effin tired i just throw clothes on get coffee, and Jump on the Pc.
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^ Why don't you just do a CWE on the Panadeine Forte and not have to worry about the APAP as much?
No idea on why the methadone isn't working as well, but talk to your prescriber about it.
Dude honestly what are you expecting the methadone to do for you?
When you first get on it there is a mild sense of well being and opiate glow, you'd be lucky if this lasts 3 months. Once you've been on methadone for a while, it dosn't even seem psychoactive in the sense. It just keeps your opiate receptors dosed up so you dont hang. There's no high, there's no euphoria that lasts for years and years. Welcome to methadone man.
Well that sucks doesnt it? feeling nothing not even well being, no wonder i want to score something.
One thing though, gaining all that weight and it being so long since you've changed your dose, a dose increase is definetly called for id say. But yeah if your depressed methadone aint gunna fix that. Maybe the answer dosn't lie in drugs, but in other aspects of life.
Is CWE hard to do, never done it