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KingFlyy

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Good afternoon/evening everyone.

I hope you all find yourselves enjoying this Saturday. The weather is absolutely beautiful where I am at. The windows are open, the tunes are flowing, and all is well.

I joined this site long ago, and frequented the boards for a number of years. This was during the early 2000's. I ended up moving away from the board and on to other endeavors. I still continued to expand my horizons through the use of MDMA, LSD, etc., until early 2007 if my timing is correct.

I was around to see the transition from mostly pressies to mostly molly. Good molly was always a top pick but if the pressies were decent I wouldn't turn them down.

The last time I used MDMA was early 2007. I felt I was at a point in my life where there was nothing more for me to gain from the use of MDMA. It has been over four years since I last took the trip down that path and obviously I am beginning to yearn for that state of mind once again.

I wouldn't even have the first idea where to really go to score MDMA anymore although I do frequent shows that if I was on the lookout it could be easily acquired.

I am assuming over the summer I will be put in a position to have the ability to partake once again. Where I stand today I honestly cannot say that I wouldn't take the opportunity.

MDMA was always, and probably will always, be at the top of the list of substances that I have a connection with.

I feel like I am at a point in my life where I am mentally healthy enough to open the gates once again and allow some uncertainty into the equation. I am curious once again to find out what MDMA may be able to show me.

Does anyone have any experience taking years off and then returning?

Was it what you expected?

If you would rather have a conversation through PM I am more than happy to do that.
 
You need to get a test kit. I didn't start seeing pipes until around '08. Pipes suck balls :( Make you feel like you took some PMA mitsubishis or something. Less deadly though. Just as shitty feeling, makes you feel like you're going to die. I never took PMA, but I read the description on erowid and it matches piperazines' pretty well.

www.dancesafe.org for a Marquis reagent delivered faster (more expensive)



^^ click this one and it sponsors us & they have more testers :)



As for experience, I took a year off, and it was like the very first time all over again =D



Welcome back!!
 
I wanna roll again, been sittin on sum pressed pills for about 3 months now. You think thats a long enough break for my serotonin to get itself back in shape? I've heard it can take up to 2years for serotonin to be restored back to normalcy.
 
KingFlyy - Though I've never taken that long of a break from MDMA, I know a few people who have and they said it was one of their best rolls ever. However, they also say they wish they hadn't because now they find themselves not wanting to stop doing it again even though they "know that they should stop." If you feel the want to roll again, by all means do, it should be a lot of fun, just don't let yourself "re-honeymoon" for too long.

Bkhaze - Generally, people say that you should take at least a one month break between rolls, I usually wait at least three though. If it's been 3 months and you feel up for it, you'll be fine. If you want to wait longer, that's totally cool too, it's really all up to you.
 
severely etarded said:
You need to get a test kit. I didn't start seeing pipes until around '08. Pipes suck balls :( Make you feel like you took some PMA mitsubishis or something. Less deadly though. Just as shitty feeling, makes you feel like you're going to die. I never took PMA, but I read the description on erowid and it matches piperazines' pretty well.

www.dancesafe.org for a Marquis reagent delivered faster (more expensive)



^^ click this one and it sponsors us & they have more testers :)



As for experience, I took a year off, and it was like the very first time all over again =D



Welcome back!!
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I found that the dancesafe kit tends to be a better value
 
Yea you should be able to, I know for a fact that EzTest ships internationally, I'm not sure about DanceSafe, but ime you get more tests per kit with the DanceSafe kit as opposed to the EzTest kit.
 
Thank you for the replies everyone.

Sakura. Your first point is spot on with some of my thinking and concerns.

It feels like the first time all over again, even with the anticipation and making the decision to do it.

The main concern is that what will it look like on the other side? Will it be a once every few years or will it be a once every month or two? I have no idea.
 
KingFlyy said:
Thank you for the replies everyone.

Sakura. Your first point is spot on with some of my thinking and concerns.

It feels like the first time all over again, even with the anticipation and making the decision to do it.

The main concern is that what will it look like on the other side? Will it be a once every few years or will it be a once every month or two? I have no idea.
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Well, how often did you roll when you were doing it before? If you had the ability to wait between rolls your first time around, chances are you won't lose that the second time around. However, if you were the kind of person who rolled every weekend, without the 'ability' to wait for long periods of time, you'll probably still be that way.

So ask yourself now, were you responsible with rolling before? If not, have things changed for you in the last few years enough so that you would be now?
 
KingFlyy.....I took a 2 and a half year hiatus from rolling when I moved. Last year I scored a quarter gram of molly on my birthday. I had an insanely intense roll. Probably the hardest it ever hit me in all of my years of rolling. Your in for a treat my friend.

-Wolfman
 
I took like a 8 month break and it was pretty fun when i rolled like 5 days ago. just got weak ass pills.
 
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