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(Methoxetamine/100 mg) Experienced: Struck by the holy spirit

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Frogster

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Gender: Male
Age: 31
Weight: 87 kg
Dose, RoA: 100 mg, oral
Set, Setting: normal morning, home alone

I'm really no religious or very spiritual person, apart from my previous etheogen journeys. But the Methoxetamine experience that i had yesterday was fucking remarkable in that sense.

I find it nice to have some MXE in the morning to start the day, usually some 60 mg insufflated, separated in three bumps over lets say 2 hours along with breakfast.

That time i decided to just put a bigger amount of MXE (100 mg) inside my cup of green tea, sweetened with a teaspoon of dextrose. Upon drinking the tea in a standard slow way, no different taste than that of the tea alone was noticed.

The come-up of MXE started gradually and smoothly about 30 min after i finished my cup of tea. As my mind went deeper and deeper into the MXE headspace, i noticed for the first time that this time i would go deeper than ever before.

And then, i hit the M-Hole!!! Still perfectly conscious with no fears, i have been struck by what i can only call "the holy spirit" I felt the presence of my ancestors, and i knew that it was salvation. Tears came out of my eyes as i shouted: "Hallelujah!"

Coming down began about 30 mins after the "hallelujah", again gradually and smooth. No physiological after-effects noticed until now, one day after the experience.

Psychologically, maybe this has been my religous-spiritual awakening, but nonetheless it was yet another great drug experience. I for sure don't feel that i have to go on a mission. That experience, great as it was, is not a privilege of mine. Anyone could have it, or not.

Stay safe and cool! <3 =D %) =D <3
 
nice! i'm a little upset though since now my expectations of MXE are even higher ;)

i'd be great if you also gave an update maybe a week, and a month, after your original experience to assess any longer-term spiritual/therapeutic impact.
 
Gonna get some of this for next weekend, sounds quite an interesting substance. Any recommendations for dosage and setting for a first time user who's never tried ket.
cheers y'all:)
 
it is very important to increase the dosage slowly to get an idea of MXE's mindspace. The dissociated state can be quite disturbing. 10 mg snorted or sub-lingual is a good starting point i guess.
 
I dived in at the deep end and shniffled 50mg strait off, don't reccomend it as it might seem intense if you don't like that sort of thing!

If you can relax, and make sense of the manic MXE mindset, you can really have a wonderful time. I can totally relate to the spiritual awakening described in this report, I had a similar experience my first time round. For me, the "M-hole" or "down MXEco" as my friend called it is truely awesome.

I took it over a week ago now, and I'm craving that feeling pretty badly. So much so, I have another 100mg to consume tonight ;-) I've not had such cravings since meph.
 
benjalex said:
For me, the "M-hole" or "down MXEco" as my friend called it is truely awesome.
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haha quality your friend is a genius!!

benjalex said:
I took it over a week ago now, and I'm craving that feeling pretty badly. So much so, I have another 100mg to consume tonight ;-) I've not had such cravings since meph.
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This bit worries me, I craved meph badly too and I have finally got back on track since those days.
 
Lazyscience said:
mxe was a bit too crazy for me. i couldnt make logical sense of anything and it was disturbing.
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haha maybe its just me but that sounds sick!!! godamn i want to try mxe, if i only i could find some :X . I really want to try ketamine as well, but mxe sounds more appealing because of the slight opiate like affects.
 
blue_bomber said:
This bit worries me, I craved meph badly too and I have finally got back on track since those days.
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I feel the same. I'm going to have to show some serious self control, because it's really cheap for 100mg and that'll easy last you for a night, or more.

If you're going to get some, make sure you buy as much as you intend to take in one session, because the fiending urge is strong too.

I honestly won't be surprised when this is all over the news because some idiot buys a gram, sniffs it all and ends up in hospital or worse.
 
benjalex said:
I feel the same. I'm going to have to show some serious self control, because it's really cheap for 100mg and that'll easy last you for a night, or more.

If you're going to get some, make sure you buy as much as you intend to take in one session, because the fiending urge is strong too.

I honestly won't be surprised when this is all over the news because some idiot buys a gram, sniffs it all and ends up in hospital or worse.
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Yeah unfortunately the smallest amount my usual source sells it is 500mg so will prob weigh off 50-65mg stick the rest in the post as i said before to prevent any temptation.
 
blue_bomber said:
Yeah unfortunately the smallest amount my usual source sells it is 500mg so will prob weigh off 50-65mg stick the rest in the post as i said before to prevent any temptation.
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Good idea! Even though it isn't a stim, be prepared not to sleep for a good few hours after you've taken it, your mind goes nuts on this stuff.
 
benjalex said:
Good idea! Even though it isn't a stim, be prepared not to sleep for a good few hours after you've taken it, your mind goes nuts on this stuff.
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ha sounds very interesting, not sure what to expect from it really as it doesn't sound like anything i have taken before!
 
In a worst care scenario, think of it as a really bizarre dream where you're feeling like your physically travelling for thousands of miles, you melt, distort, turn into whatever shape imaginable and probably feel a sense of telepathy either towards actual people or to fictional entities if it's anything like ketamine. Even if that doesn't sound like it, it's not the thing that will get you actually scared, you're emotionally distant, it's very fun and afterwards you might even feel extremely refreshed for a week. Some people just don't enjoy it that much, but I don't know anyone who'd describe it as scary. Too weird yeah.
 
Frogster said:
Gender: Male
Age: 31
Weight: 87 kg
Dose, RoA: 100 mg, oral
Set, Setting: normal morning, home alone

I'm really no religious or very spiritual person, apart from my previous etheogen journeys. But the Methoxetamine experience that i had yesterday was fucking remarkable in that sense.

I find it nice to have some MXE in the morning to start the day, usually some 60 mg insufflated, separated in three bumps over lets say 2 hours along with breakfast.

That time i decided to just put a bigger amount of MXE (100 mg) inside my cup of green tea, sweetened with a teaspoon of dextrose. Upon drinking the tea in a standard slow way, no different taste than that of the tea alone was noticed.

The come-up of MXE started gradually and smoothly about 30 min after i finished my cup of tea. As my mind went deeper and deeper into the MXE headspace, i noticed for the first time that this time i would go deeper than ever before.

And then, i hit the M-Hole!!! Still perfectly conscious with no fears, i have been struck by what i can only call "the holy spirit" I felt the presence of my ancestors, and i knew that it was salvation. Tears came out of my eyes as i shouted: "Hallelujah!"

Coming down began about 30 mins after the "hallelujah", again gradually and smooth. No physiological after-effects noticed until now, one day after the experience.

Psychologically, maybe this has been my religous-spiritual awakening, but nonetheless it was yet another great drug experience. I for sure don't feel that i have to go on a mission. That experience, great as it was, is not a privilege of mine. Anyone could have it, or not.

Stay safe and cool! <3 =D %) =D <3
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It happened to me too. The m-hole was simultaneously like the end and beginning of my life. It was very dreamlike skipping around through my deepest memories that had led me to this moment of enlightenment. The m-hole represented the moment I was born, and not "born again" like, this WAS my entrance into the world and everything before had been some sort of spiritual training. It lasted 45 min. I just needed a chemical trigger to activate a holy self realization. It was a huge transition in my life. I can't explain.
 
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