How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

[godlovesugly]

confused...


to say the least.

 

[SideOrderOfOpiates]

Disappointed, indifferent, accepting.

I should not have to 'parent' my parent.

 

[Carver Slice]

Relaxed and blissful.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

doin well chillin @ OpIyuM's n enjoiyin a good ol bl get togeher..

I'm so glad to hear you're having a good time TAoW + OpiYum!

whats up, buddy?

Too much to go into at the moment; thank you for asking though.

I feel a bit better, but mostly hungry and upset.

Mostly because I have, another, unexpected huge bill to pay now.

 

[SirTophamHat]

useless

 

[STiLife]

lonely

and relapse

 

[paranoid android]

Wishing i was somewhere else with someone. That's what i want now more then anything in the world

Other then that i'm just sore

 

[Dave]

lame

 

[godlovesugly]

fuckin depressed.

8) <--- i feel like this

 

[rangrz]

nauseated, stunned and reeling.

 

[panic in paradise]

"nauseated"

uhhhuh.

and fuk'N hunnnggrry
but no way do i want to imagine smelling food
the smell of coffee makes me whirl...

 

[paranoid android]

Lonely and tired. My sleep patterns are completely fucked

 

[Asclepius]

^^ hungry and nauseous, bad combo.
^*Hugz*

Aimless and confused-I actually forgot what day it was.

 

[needles420]

alone and scared

 

[Asclepius]

^Whats up needless?

 

[rangrz]

dizzy and sleep deprived.

fuck yeah, shifts rolling into each other (dizzy from gabapentin..bloody nerve pain)

 

[needles420]

^Whats up needless?

combo of really bad episode of depression today, had a panic attack after my posts last nite and still continuing today, fear of harming myself and having no one to turn to while i'm gasping for oxygen. past few months have shown me that i'm fighting this war alone, and when i do reach out for help i'm turned down. i can't even spill my guts out because as soon as i start talking about anything i am judged without attempt to understand or am told "well i've had this and this happen, so it's not that bad as me just pull out of it". no one realizes that everyone is different and either can or can't cope with certain things, whether they are/seem minor or signifigant.

 

[villian]

excited

for the future!

 

[SideOrderOfOpiates]

Currently feeling: Tenacious.
PS. Happy ED, Bluelighters!

 

[Asclepius]

combo of really bad episode of depression today, had a panic attack after my posts last nite and still continuing today, fear of harming myself and having no one to turn to while i'm gasping for oxygen. past few months have shown me that i'm fighting this war alone, and when i do reach out for help i'm turned down. i can't even spill my guts out because as soon as i start talking about anything i am judged without attempt to understand or am told "well i've had this and this happen, so it's not that bad as me just pull out of it". no one realizes that everyone is different and either can or can't cope with certain things, whether they are/seem minor or signifigant.

Sorry things are so difficult for you at the moment Needles.
Listen we all have our individual experiences that no one else understands exactly but we also share some common traits. I know that you cant 'pull out of it' as I have been there myself.
Am so sorry that people have brushed you off, alot of people here on TDS have similar experiences so you are not completely alone in this needless.
Have you checked out the Self harm support Thread: Here
It can help to know that others have gone through/are going through something similar. Feel free to PM me if you want.