forbiddenlife5
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- Feb 26, 2011
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First off i'm a 5'6 125 pound gay male, so i never wanted to believe the fact that it takes me so much more to get fucked up on anything than most people. After like the 20th person said how do you do so much of whatever it may be, than i questioned myself and researched i do triple the amount of what i should be. I'm not addicted to anything and i never use any kind of substance without waiting two weeks to do it again.
I'll give some examples the first time i did meth (not even knowing about which was a mistake from hell) i did 12 hits, and i wanted more but the tweeker i was with, said i did more than him, i felt fine till 24 hours i threw up once, and threw up for 7 hours scared out of my brain and didn't want to go to the hospital (i also didn't eat one thing) that was a year and a half ago, since than i did meth 6 times, 4 of those times i smoked 6 large hits of good quality meth, and the other two times, i snorted 3 large lines on an empty stomach and one of those times i did two capfuls of ghb with it.
When i did ecstasy one real good pill fucks up all my friends but it just doesn't fuck me up enough, and i could take upto 3 to reach my desired fuck up
Shrooms- 4grams on an empty stomach (not going to lie it was a bad trip) but i handled it better than the several people with me who did 3 grams
Cocaine- i relatively pure cocaine, and everyone did 1 line every half hour, but i did 3 (2inch) lines at once, two times to feel pretty damn good
Ketamine- (previously posted this before) 6 bumps (2 large lines), that got me fucked up, while others at the rave did two bumps and were flying around
Xanax BARS- did two first time on empty stomach was fucked up but never blacked out, like a few of my friends who have a little bit of a tolerance to it did
Adderall- 60mg's each time, when i read most people dose around 10-20 with no tolerance
Alcohol- this is probably what is the hardest to fuck me up, on a night of drinking i have 8 shots of vodka, or any hard liquor 40% within one hour, and i get stuck with alcohol poisioning but i never end up getting to drunk and never once blacked out.
And i can't remember the few other drugs i've done the only ones i haven't done are heroin and pcp, right now i did two big lines of meth of earlier, when alot of people and research shows dosage for people with no tolerance to do small bumps or a small line, now keep in mind i did all the drugs listed above a few times each but not within two weeks of eachother so i never had a tolerance, and don't get me wrong, i did have bad comedowns and after effects with some of those drugs however thats how many dosages it would take for me to be able to say "im fucked up" while still being in my senses, never blacked out once, and also no previous drug use in my family, i guess now i realized the amount i take of things especially with someone little as me, with no tolerance is alooot, can someone explain why?
I'll give some examples the first time i did meth (not even knowing about which was a mistake from hell) i did 12 hits, and i wanted more but the tweeker i was with, said i did more than him, i felt fine till 24 hours i threw up once, and threw up for 7 hours scared out of my brain and didn't want to go to the hospital (i also didn't eat one thing) that was a year and a half ago, since than i did meth 6 times, 4 of those times i smoked 6 large hits of good quality meth, and the other two times, i snorted 3 large lines on an empty stomach and one of those times i did two capfuls of ghb with it.
When i did ecstasy one real good pill fucks up all my friends but it just doesn't fuck me up enough, and i could take upto 3 to reach my desired fuck up
Shrooms- 4grams on an empty stomach (not going to lie it was a bad trip) but i handled it better than the several people with me who did 3 grams
Cocaine- i relatively pure cocaine, and everyone did 1 line every half hour, but i did 3 (2inch) lines at once, two times to feel pretty damn good
Ketamine- (previously posted this before) 6 bumps (2 large lines), that got me fucked up, while others at the rave did two bumps and were flying around
Xanax BARS- did two first time on empty stomach was fucked up but never blacked out, like a few of my friends who have a little bit of a tolerance to it did
Adderall- 60mg's each time, when i read most people dose around 10-20 with no tolerance
Alcohol- this is probably what is the hardest to fuck me up, on a night of drinking i have 8 shots of vodka, or any hard liquor 40% within one hour, and i get stuck with alcohol poisioning but i never end up getting to drunk and never once blacked out.
And i can't remember the few other drugs i've done the only ones i haven't done are heroin and pcp, right now i did two big lines of meth of earlier, when alot of people and research shows dosage for people with no tolerance to do small bumps or a small line, now keep in mind i did all the drugs listed above a few times each but not within two weeks of eachother so i never had a tolerance, and don't get me wrong, i did have bad comedowns and after effects with some of those drugs however thats how many dosages it would take for me to be able to say "im fucked up" while still being in my senses, never blacked out once, and also no previous drug use in my family, i guess now i realized the amount i take of things especially with someone little as me, with no tolerance is alooot, can someone explain why?
