'medicine cabinet'
Bluelighter
so, last night was quite possibly one of the worst experiences i can even recall. so i have been on metadone for a while now, about a year. have been on 110mgs for most all of that time except in the beginning when they were working my dose up.
anyways my sister comes over last night to smoke some pot with me and she has been messing around with oxy and opana and stuff, and tells me she is clean off all of it. She pulls out a little pill bottle and i asked her what was in it and she wouldnty show me. last month she was really WDing for her first time and she told my parents and they grounded her and ect ect....weve all been there.
So she dumps out the pill botlle on the table and among some crappy muscle relaxers she had half an 8mg sub, and a chunk of white pill. i asked her what it was and she said it was an old piece of opana she had in there. i told her she needs to cut it out and said you should let me try that piece of pill. i knew it would be like putting a drop of water in the ocean, but i didnt want her to do it bc i dont want to see her get addicyed again.
she agreed. i did the small line of powder and about 45mins later i start to get that feeling of oh shit i am about to go into WD. and an hour later, i was in WD hell. turns out she lied to me and it was really a chunk of subutex> or maybe even revia, i dnt know. i was cold sweating and was thrashing around. i cant remember even feeling that horrible that quick.
i took a few fioricet and flexerils and smoked weed and like 2 hourds after that i was knocked out enough to fall asleep. when i woke up i still felt kinda off, so i went and got my methadone and took a few more fioricet to help sedate me.
my question, i have another 110mgs of metadone, now will that small amount of bupe have any affinity on the receptors considering it was a really small amount? im thinking maybe 1mg, maybe less. im lucky it wasnt more of the pill.
and yes, i never EVER take something if i dont know what it is, but it was my younger sister, and i have no reason notto believe it wasnt a small piece of opana like she said.
also for those who use opana Er, is the center hard and waxy like an OC, or is it hard and crumbly like a dilaudid?
i have been in precip WD b4, but OMFG this was horrendous.. i knew something wasnt right when my nose started running and my bowels started getting angry. if anyone reading this has a question if you can do sub after methadone. FUCK NO!
anyways my sister comes over last night to smoke some pot with me and she has been messing around with oxy and opana and stuff, and tells me she is clean off all of it. She pulls out a little pill bottle and i asked her what was in it and she wouldnty show me. last month she was really WDing for her first time and she told my parents and they grounded her and ect ect....weve all been there.
So she dumps out the pill botlle on the table and among some crappy muscle relaxers she had half an 8mg sub, and a chunk of white pill. i asked her what it was and she said it was an old piece of opana she had in there. i told her she needs to cut it out and said you should let me try that piece of pill. i knew it would be like putting a drop of water in the ocean, but i didnt want her to do it bc i dont want to see her get addicyed again.
she agreed. i did the small line of powder and about 45mins later i start to get that feeling of oh shit i am about to go into WD. and an hour later, i was in WD hell. turns out she lied to me and it was really a chunk of subutex> or maybe even revia, i dnt know. i was cold sweating and was thrashing around. i cant remember even feeling that horrible that quick.
i took a few fioricet and flexerils and smoked weed and like 2 hourds after that i was knocked out enough to fall asleep. when i woke up i still felt kinda off, so i went and got my methadone and took a few more fioricet to help sedate me.
my question, i have another 110mgs of metadone, now will that small amount of bupe have any affinity on the receptors considering it was a really small amount? im thinking maybe 1mg, maybe less. im lucky it wasnt more of the pill.
and yes, i never EVER take something if i dont know what it is, but it was my younger sister, and i have no reason notto believe it wasnt a small piece of opana like she said.
also for those who use opana Er, is the center hard and waxy like an OC, or is it hard and crumbly like a dilaudid?
i have been in precip WD b4, but OMFG this was horrendous.. i knew something wasnt right when my nose started running and my bowels started getting angry. if anyone reading this has a question if you can do sub after methadone. FUCK NO!

