Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
wish i would have seen your post before i posted Captain haha
it's OK.

I think an important point to keep in mind is also that if you know the doctor will be less willing than normal to prescribe a medication you need, and you do need it for a legitimate reason, then bring in a parent who is willing to hold onto your medication and dull it out responsibly.
Family can be a really important part of your recovery for this reason.
Some people are able to hang onto their own meds the whole time, other people may give their meds over to an entrusted family member only some times, etc. - there is no shame in needing help with this.
If you actually are suffering without the medication, and your parents can see this out of you, they should be willing to help you get it from the doctor.
If they can tell you are actually just scheming to get "a high", then they will also likely be able to tell this and won't help you get it.
Keep in mind if you have a parent hang onto the meds for you and you break this trust by busting into something of theirs to get at it, you'll likely lose the trust to keep up this relationship.
Choose wisely, but know yourself well enough to try to know the likely outcome of the situation.