Before I say anything I must first mention I spent a period of my youth manufacturing and studying first hand illegal drugs and developing marketing strategies for their sale in the US for a foreign government which financed all my work. That being said I hold some college experience am very knowledgeable in the fields of neurology, chemistry and biology. I have tried many many different drugs and as a result have learned much about myself and the world around me in relation to how i see it and probably made a sound bridge for health problems 10 years from now.REMEMBER I NO LONGER USE ILLEGAL DRUGS. I SIMPLY ADVOCATE THEIR SAFE USE AND EDUCATION OF THE TRUE RISKS BENEFITS AND NEGATIVE EFFECTS. I RECEIVED EVERY DRUG I EVER INGESTED ILLEGALLY FROM A MAGICAL FAIRY NAMED GARY WHO WOULD PLACE IT ON MY DOORSTEP WHILE I SLEPT. SO NOW YOU DON'T NEED TO ASK ME WHERE I GOT THEM!And finally, all drugs are unsafe and will cause terrible health problemswith enough use. Scientific fact Even the mildest of pain relievers cause harm to your liver and brain when metabolized and distributed in large enough amounts through the body. IMO humans aren't meant to ingest anything but organic natural healthy foods free of chemicals and anything unnatural, prepared fresh daily from healthy fresh as possible sources. But where is the fun it that ?
Okay so I get the new "legal cocaine" not even 4 hours before free DMT. An unknown untested MPDV analogue mixed with sum pure deemsters. Sounds crazy and I guess it is. I spend the morning thinking from every angle the pros and cons, risks etc. From every angle I could think of I asked and tried to answer questions. Took points of view from others, took steps to remove all possible risks and had a wonderful time and learned so much in the process.
Drugs: Tranquility brand concentrated bath salt. marketing trick of the century. OTC highs from these untested basement made desinger drugs. Spice, salt and even brownies lol. Drugs sucessfully marketed simply by some clever labeling. My friend got the "salt" I ingested under a microscope and determined it was a slightly diluted RC. A MPDV analogue and salt mixture. The mixture containing 1 parts pink salt and 4 parts MDPV analoge. I naturally felt assured excited and positive so I snorted some. Total subtance was 200g in a smal cylindrical container at 20 bucks. I snorted a half gram several hours before the journey. All at once in a line and like an instant wave and I was jacked. This was my 3rd time using though so I knew my limits...
Dosage: I used a powder scale so my doses were measured to the hundredth. I suffer from paranoid schizophrenia I am litterally rediculously cautious during the entire ingestion process from measuring to ocd chopping it to a fine powder etc. So I split .6g of pure DMT into exactly 80mg piles. i made 4 since i was with 2 great friends and loved ones. We smoked our piles of DMT out a pure, clean glass bong. No water. I laid a screen in the bowl and then a bed of ashes. Then my 80mg in the dead center. I put more ashes on top and successfully took 2 huuuuuuge rips before it was tapped out. Smoking duration including prep was not even a minute per person. All experienced heads...
Mood: My emotions, mood, disposition and many other factors are affected by my mental illness. Most people have a normal middle emotionally. I either have way too much or none at all. It has a lot of drawbacks but leaves me with a useful social skill. I have shown evidence of having incredible willpower. And ability to hide my feelings completely physically. Enough control to will pain out of existance, lift beyond my means, learn more advanced things than before effortlessly etc. That particular day I was in an especially good mood. I received .6g of DMT free!!! had a super secret safe place to lose my mind and great friends and loved ones around me on the same level. Perfect spring weather things couldn't be better. Not a thing...
The Journey:
Okay so I arrive at my journey destination with my love whom I will call gf and a head full of legal coke at a few minutes before noon. I drank a nutrient supplement before the journey with plans to drink after as well. I'm ready and eager for my 9th DMT trip total. The GF and I both suffer from severe mental illness. Her bipolar type 3. Me paranoid schizophrenia and debilitating ADHD. I don't take a medication for ADHD because as I have got older I learned self control and mastered will power. Marijuana helps with sleep. I learned to will distractions away for a while and take care of business.
An important note, at the time I had only recently been diagnosed with schizophrenia and had yet to find a working mixture of medication to stop the intense visions, voices, bodily sensations and undescribable paranoia. Though it was written I have suffered all my life and I see that now. 3 MAOI's were in my system along with 2 anti-psychotics. No noticeable affects from the combination of chemicals that I could notice, but my illness involves mind sickness. If humans have the will, the knowledge and the creativity you can overcome anything. I have seen proof...
I didn't feel the effects until about 10 minutes after my second bong rip. It came on slightly and built to a nice body hum and a positive thought pattern and deeply thinking and analyzing the entire world around me. No outer body high but comparable to a .1g dose of 2c chemical with no visuals until i closed my eyes. Then a whole bunch of geometric patterns swirled and changed in dull shiny color on my eyelids. Very hypnotic. Normally it is a struggle to stay awake on DMT for most, but with the stim in my system i was amped and spun but in total comfort and control. Didn't smoke any weed or use anything but the salt and the deemsters smoked out of a clean meth pipe. Held for a minimum of 30 seconds.
I was very surprised because the only way to describe my feelings of the combo was near perfect synergy. The only fallback was intense chest tightness for about 10 minutes at the start. The salt kept me alert without any dampening to the DMT. It actually made both significantly stronger effect together. The peak lasted about an hour and the comedown was less emotionally strange than previous journeys. I didnt feel the dopamine overload feeling you get in the back of your head in waves on the trip either. I remembered every detail about the trip. Years later it's crystal clear and will always be a very fond moment of my youth.
The experience was great. I got really high. It's almost my fav journey only after a very high oral dose a few months later. If you are going to try this yourself remember to always be honest about your limitations and stay positive. Any steps you can take in preparation will make your journey safe and meaningful.
Thank you,
Okay so I get the new "legal cocaine" not even 4 hours before free DMT. An unknown untested MPDV analogue mixed with sum pure deemsters. Sounds crazy and I guess it is. I spend the morning thinking from every angle the pros and cons, risks etc. From every angle I could think of I asked and tried to answer questions. Took points of view from others, took steps to remove all possible risks and had a wonderful time and learned so much in the process.
Drugs: Tranquility brand concentrated bath salt. marketing trick of the century. OTC highs from these untested basement made desinger drugs. Spice, salt and even brownies lol. Drugs sucessfully marketed simply by some clever labeling. My friend got the "salt" I ingested under a microscope and determined it was a slightly diluted RC. A MPDV analogue and salt mixture. The mixture containing 1 parts pink salt and 4 parts MDPV analoge. I naturally felt assured excited and positive so I snorted some. Total subtance was 200g in a smal cylindrical container at 20 bucks. I snorted a half gram several hours before the journey. All at once in a line and like an instant wave and I was jacked. This was my 3rd time using though so I knew my limits...
Dosage: I used a powder scale so my doses were measured to the hundredth. I suffer from paranoid schizophrenia I am litterally rediculously cautious during the entire ingestion process from measuring to ocd chopping it to a fine powder etc. So I split .6g of pure DMT into exactly 80mg piles. i made 4 since i was with 2 great friends and loved ones. We smoked our piles of DMT out a pure, clean glass bong. No water. I laid a screen in the bowl and then a bed of ashes. Then my 80mg in the dead center. I put more ashes on top and successfully took 2 huuuuuuge rips before it was tapped out. Smoking duration including prep was not even a minute per person. All experienced heads...
Mood: My emotions, mood, disposition and many other factors are affected by my mental illness. Most people have a normal middle emotionally. I either have way too much or none at all. It has a lot of drawbacks but leaves me with a useful social skill. I have shown evidence of having incredible willpower. And ability to hide my feelings completely physically. Enough control to will pain out of existance, lift beyond my means, learn more advanced things than before effortlessly etc. That particular day I was in an especially good mood. I received .6g of DMT free!!! had a super secret safe place to lose my mind and great friends and loved ones around me on the same level. Perfect spring weather things couldn't be better. Not a thing...
The Journey:
Okay so I arrive at my journey destination with my love whom I will call gf and a head full of legal coke at a few minutes before noon. I drank a nutrient supplement before the journey with plans to drink after as well. I'm ready and eager for my 9th DMT trip total. The GF and I both suffer from severe mental illness. Her bipolar type 3. Me paranoid schizophrenia and debilitating ADHD. I don't take a medication for ADHD because as I have got older I learned self control and mastered will power. Marijuana helps with sleep. I learned to will distractions away for a while and take care of business.
An important note, at the time I had only recently been diagnosed with schizophrenia and had yet to find a working mixture of medication to stop the intense visions, voices, bodily sensations and undescribable paranoia. Though it was written I have suffered all my life and I see that now. 3 MAOI's were in my system along with 2 anti-psychotics. No noticeable affects from the combination of chemicals that I could notice, but my illness involves mind sickness. If humans have the will, the knowledge and the creativity you can overcome anything. I have seen proof...
I didn't feel the effects until about 10 minutes after my second bong rip. It came on slightly and built to a nice body hum and a positive thought pattern and deeply thinking and analyzing the entire world around me. No outer body high but comparable to a .1g dose of 2c chemical with no visuals until i closed my eyes. Then a whole bunch of geometric patterns swirled and changed in dull shiny color on my eyelids. Very hypnotic. Normally it is a struggle to stay awake on DMT for most, but with the stim in my system i was amped and spun but in total comfort and control. Didn't smoke any weed or use anything but the salt and the deemsters smoked out of a clean meth pipe. Held for a minimum of 30 seconds.
I was very surprised because the only way to describe my feelings of the combo was near perfect synergy. The only fallback was intense chest tightness for about 10 minutes at the start. The salt kept me alert without any dampening to the DMT. It actually made both significantly stronger effect together. The peak lasted about an hour and the comedown was less emotionally strange than previous journeys. I didnt feel the dopamine overload feeling you get in the back of your head in waves on the trip either. I remembered every detail about the trip. Years later it's crystal clear and will always be a very fond moment of my youth.
The experience was great. I got really high. It's almost my fav journey only after a very high oral dose a few months later. If you are going to try this yourself remember to always be honest about your limitations and stay positive. Any steps you can take in preparation will make your journey safe and meaningful.
Thank you,
