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Depending on what you use to get high, that may solve the issue you're having with those pesky shadows.

And yeah, I had a bottle of Ativan around here somewhere, but I lost that too. Benzos have that strange side effect of disappearing and erasing my memory at the same time.

At least some of the mods are high, I'm giving you a hard time Cane, its all good
 
Let's see, Monday evening looks like (well, technically Tues morning)

Buprenorphine, dextroamphetamine, hashish and a few beers

Once the dex starts to wear off I'm going to add some Ativan on top of it all
 
I'm on a good 'ol dose of carisoprodol this evening, its beginning to become a habit. Quite relaxing after a long day.

Tolerance is a bitch, though :(
 
I'm on a good 'ol dose of carisoprodol this evening, its beginning to become a habit. Quite relaxing after a long day.

Tolerance is a bitch, though :(

Living the good life huh? Sounds nice. Waiting until night/evening to get high, ah, those were the days. If the sun is up or down I'll be attempting to get high.

I'm a good boy when it comes to most things....carisoprodol is just seductive because its available in bulk and makes me sleep SO well. I couldn't get through my day while high, really so I have to save such things for nights/weekends.

I can keep the opioids to once a month, but carisoprodol is proving to be another story...
 
I'm on a good 'ol dose of carisoprodol this evening, its beginning to become a habit. Quite relaxing after a long day.

Indeed it is, it's nice to have a downer to look forward to at the end of the day, just seems natural after a while.

Some people would call that a habit, I don't disagree with them, nor do I think it's a problem. I think taking a benzo or another depressant isn't any worse than drinking some beer after work or whathaveyou.
 
Indeed it is, it's nice to have a downer to look forward to at the end of the day, just seems natural after a while.

Some people would call that a habit, I don't disagree with them, nor do I think it's a problem. I think taking a benzo or another depressant isn't any worse than drinking some beer after work or whathaveyou.


AMEN brother, AMEN!!

I can't stand alcohol, but winding the day down after work with whatever benzo/opiate I have handy is equally as therapeutic...and healthier too.

BTW, I love your avatar. The Shining (original 1980 version) is one of my all time favorite movies. I religiously watch it every October.
 
Aww I missed so much fun in this thread last night! My benzo-opiate-benadryl for potentiation coupled with an excruciating 8 hour drive had me passed out by 10pm EST for a good solid 11 hours. Maybe I'll need to jump back on by posting another picture later...
 
i did not sleep last night man not at all instead of go to sleep after the acid wore off i just took a bunch of Adderall and Vyvanse with some whiskey it looks like i'm going on a bender

perhaps later i shall masterbate or call a hooker or go to the zoo or all three

Hari krishna everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
 
@Whipped Dream hell yes, I even changed my location to "Room 237" but I don't think anybody noticed. I was watching The Shining and on BL at the same time, oh well.

Jack Nicholson is one of my top 5 actors, amazzzing job in The Shining.

anyway

@StaySedated:

At least you didn't go the DMV, sounds like it would have been worse while on whiskey/Adderall/Vyvanse.

If you added a hooker to the mix, then, well, you would just be good to go...that would probably help out your position in the BDD mod contention as well.
 
Time to break out those benzodiazepines!

...and maybe a little bit of opiates just for the hell of it?

not yet, the amphetamines are still going strong and i'm going to see how i can keep this up before things get messy.

then i'll put myself in a oxycodone, temazepam, and booze induced stupor and when i'm ready to go nighty-night i'll take some Ambien or Seroquel.
 
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