Using twice a week for years is not using recreationally :/
At the time, I considered it recreational use. That was before I had children and more serious responsibilities. Many people drink every weekend and consider that recreational use. Many people smoke weed every weekend and consider that recreational use. So too, I argue, is popping a few pills each weekend. Mind you, I'm not a raver, so I wasn't sleeping only 2 hours a night or taking part in strobe light shows or listening to extremely loud and fast music (although I do love it on occasion.) I think the mellowness of my use may have had something to do with my ability to use regularly and not have any negative affects. Who knows? I loved every minute of it.
