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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Legerity said:
^^Hope you feel better! I'm the same with the ciggies :(

Now: Excited. Found a university that has an addiction education certificate I can complete online. Sent in my registration so hopefully I'll be able to start some classes in April.

Reading about, discussing, and experiencing addiction seems to be all I really do anyways. Might as well make it academic ;)
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Yay! Happy for ya, good luck with it!=D

Tired but Restless
 
Asclepius said:
Can you pleeeeeeze ship some endorphins my way?
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Sending some via express post right now :)

Asclepius said:
I feel like a 5 year old, wrapped in the body of a 90 year old with the self-conciousness of a whiny, pubescent kid ...WTF? I was bouncing around the place last week... I guess it might be hormonal
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I can totally relate to this hun. Lately it seems that each week I'm on opposite ends of the mood spectrum.
Hope you're feeling better soon <3


Me: yawning :|
 
PA-- I hear you. The second I hit the couch, I'm done. If it's right after work, I'm properly fucked for the evening. But if I can keep moving right from work, then I'm usually okay until after 8. Then, unless I had a good yoga class, I'm pretty well done regardless. How on earth did I used to stay up for days on end?

Oh, right. Heh. :)

PIP-- Much love to you man; if I had half the hand you've been dealt, I'd be doing far more poorly than you. It's hard, but you're quite possibly the toughest person that I know-- stoic or not. I'm sending you an energetic pretzel and weisswurst care package by psionic post :) Be well, good sir.

ATM: Accomplished. Did precious little at work, but got a fuckton of crap done at home. Mostly centred around cooking tasty food, but also catching up on domestic things that I've let slide during my latest slump. It's so much easier to maintain than to have to pull oneself up; I need to remember that when I start sliding.
 
Pip- That seems to be going around. I've been depressed for days now.........well, maybe longer but actually dealing with it for days now. Didn't even want to get online- and you all know I'm addicted to the internet ;)

My word today: procrastinating. (hehe- that is my word everyday)
 
remorseful.

I need to try to think a bit more before I speak.. I was frustrated with a problem with this software because it was importing incorrect data and costing me a bunch of time. I ended up calling technical support which I don't like doing in the first place and ended up talking to someone who knew even less about the problem then me and was giving me obviously incorrect information.. I asked to be transferred to someone else politely and she said she could help me and I asked again politely and she still wouldn't transfer me.. I ended up explaining to her in rather unkind terms about why I wanted to talk to someone else and it was immediately obvious I hurt her feelings quite a bit. :(
 
Much <3 to anyone having a hard time atm, I am doin good this eve, trying to stop thinking too much about stuff outside of myself, I do better when Im self contained sometimes...sometimes, it's a tricky one.

ATM: Good/ish :)


villian said:
remorseful.

I need to try to think a bit more before I speak.. I was frustrated with a problem with this software because it was importing incorrect data and costing me a bunch of time. I ended up calling technical support which I don't like doing in the first place and ended up talking to someone who knew even less about the problem then me and was giving me obviously incorrect information.. I asked to be transferred to someone else politely and she said she could help me and I asked again politely and she still wouldn't transfer me.. I ended up explaining to her in rather unkind terms about why I wanted to talk to someone else and it was immediately obvious I hurt her feelings quite a bit. :(
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Sweet that you've such a conscience about this...but s/he is getting paid to do it, I'm sure s/he will get over it, it wasnt a personal attack on her/him im sure!...
If I ask someone to transfer me and they wouldn't, without a decent explaination, I'd be royally pissed off too- then again I can be a bit hot-headed sometimes(but only if its merited), call centre/tech support is a royal pain in the ass. Where I am from they usually transfer calls to India!...INDIA!!! Where some poor, badly trained soul, who is getting paid pittance, has to deal with the Ire of the masses; infuriated by the lack of service that said serrvice have failed to maintain because they are cutting corners on cost and reaping in the money!!!!!!! Grrr...Dont get me started! :!;)
 
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Annoyed

This Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday have been full of suck, and tomorrow is the last Jerzday for who knows how long! Argh!
 
terrified. so fucking scared because of what happened last year that instead of being able to talk to and flirt with this girl, despite all signs of interest and openings she gave me earlier tonight, all i could do is stand there frozen, like a deer in headlights.
 
tathra said:
terrified. so fucking scared because of what happened last year that instead of being able to talk to and flirt with this girl, despite all signs of interest and openings she gave me earlier tonight, all i could do is stand there frozen, like a deer in headlights.
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:( I know that feeling, Fear can be so immobilising and then its so easy to beat yourself up. Look after yourself, try not to berate yourself; maybe you just need time now to deal with your stuff and aren't ready to deal with this girl right now.

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worried and a little afraid
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<3<3
What up, Sugarpuf?

ATM: Taking it easy.
 
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