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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents
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OD-- sweet mercy, that would be killer. A wonderful death, mind you. PB cups aren't hard to make though, and I'd bet that they would be tasty done as a pie. Giving me all kinds of ideas...
ATM-- content. I've got a lot going on in life at the moment, but fuck it, I'm taking it easy tonight. Tomorrow will take care of itself.
Edit: I think that was your 18-thousandth post n3o! Congrats!
ATM-- content. I've got a lot going on in life at the moment, but fuck it, I'm taking it easy tonight. Tomorrow will take care of itself.
Edit: I think that was your 18-thousandth post n3o! Congrats!
ocean
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^I'm old too. I've been going to bed earlier than normal........... ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
N3o- here I was proud I was coming up on 10k!!!! 18k?!?!?! Jesus! :O
My word: unsure.
I'm on a see saw with trusting ppl right now.
I feel like maybe I am trusting in some of the wrong people.
N3o- here I was proud I was coming up on 10k!!!! 18k?!?!?! Jesus! :O
My word: unsure.
I'm on a see saw with trusting ppl right now.
I feel like maybe I am trusting in some of the wrong people.
Legerity
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I've never tried Reeses peanut butter cups, but something tells me I would like them
Me: lazy
I was SO going to go to the gym today but I totally can't be arsed.....
NEVER had PB cups? If you are feeling lazy and skipping the gym then this is the best time to try them. One of my all time faves...
EDIT: They have jumbo sized ones too, mmm
theartofwar
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up for 3 days now , no uppers , lots of downers.
curious - started staying consistent w my journal and have found out a lot of things about myself I was unaware of.
upset - i do not wish to quit cutting, i realize that it hurts people that care for me , so I will continue to try not too.
curious - started staying consistent w my journal and have found out a lot of things about myself I was unaware of.
upset - i do not wish to quit cutting, i realize that it hurts people that care for me , so I will continue to try not too.
zombiesarepeaceful
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Lost.
Since my lease and govt funding is up in 3 months, I'm moving 1 hr away. Where there's more jobs. Bigger city. I'm having issues findin an apt on such short notice that will accept a cat, and I refuse to give up my cat. I have one very good friend up there who agreed to let me stay w him til I find a place. I swear we were separated at birth.and there's an assload of temp agencies I can work for there. But I'm worried cuz I take my ged on the 18th & what if I don't pass? Then I keep lying about having it &hoping no one checks. I'm scared cuz I'm the kinda person who needs to be independent. Needs a secure income. But this is my chance to get away & I'm not turning back.
Really I've waited for a real reason to get out of this town. No one will know I'm gone cuz I've been working 11 day work weeks and never see anybody soive already done half the job of falling off the face of the eart. I'm not telling anyone I'm moving. I'm just leaving. Its a nice feeling.
Since my lease and govt funding is up in 3 months, I'm moving 1 hr away. Where there's more jobs. Bigger city. I'm having issues findin an apt on such short notice that will accept a cat, and I refuse to give up my cat. I have one very good friend up there who agreed to let me stay w him til I find a place. I swear we were separated at birth.and there's an assload of temp agencies I can work for there. But I'm worried cuz I take my ged on the 18th & what if I don't pass? Then I keep lying about having it &hoping no one checks. I'm scared cuz I'm the kinda person who needs to be independent. Needs a secure income. But this is my chance to get away & I'm not turning back.
Really I've waited for a real reason to get out of this town. No one will know I'm gone cuz I've been working 11 day work weeks and never see anybody soive already done half the job of falling off the face of the eart. I'm not telling anyone I'm moving. I'm just leaving. Its a nice feeling.
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Ds
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TINK
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misplaced
First Birthday I have ever spent alone.
n3o - PM your address to me and I will send you a care package
First Birthday I have ever spent alone.
n3o - PM your address to me and I will send you a care package
Legerity
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^^Happy B-Day! Don't let that get you down
Exhausted Trying to re-adjust my sleep schedule to normal human hours. Woke up at 7:30 instead of noon....blargh. Somebody make sure to regularly slap me to make sure I don't nap and mess it up.
Exhausted Trying to re-adjust my sleep schedule to normal human hours. Woke up at 7:30 instead of noon....blargh. Somebody make sure to regularly slap me to make sure I don't nap and mess it up.
Mariposa
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I hate that!
I ate a bunch of girl scout cookies when my hormones were out of control the last couple weeks.
Porbably gonna gain 10 lbs from that .
My word: hoping!!
I'm hoping that I will get a good heavy sleep tonight!!
lol, I bought a pack of Thin Mints and the lemon cream cookies from a Girl Scout when I saw the table at the grocery store over the weekend.
My word: excited. I'm getting a new hair color and cut tomorrow.
"Here" is, however, the bright/dark side -- the alpha and the omega, simultaneously prior to birth and post-mortem. And it certainly applies here
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misplaced
First Birthday I have ever spent alone.
n3o - PM your address to me and I will send you a care package
Happy B-Day Tink, your not alone in being alone on your B-Day, if ya get me?
B-Day's can be overrated alright, give yourself a little treat or just make a promise to be there for yourself while your feeling out of sorts.
ATM: Surprisingly pleasant today.
tathra
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fucking pathetic.
the only friend i have, the only place i can go socialize is my heroin dealers house. somehow i dont think this is going to work out well, with me trying to quit. my choices are either so sit at my place alone constantly with nobody to talk to and no social interaction, or go hang out at my dealer's house and say fuck sobriety because its a better option than going insane from forced isolation since i cant make friends.
the only friend i have, the only place i can go socialize is my heroin dealers house. somehow i dont think this is going to work out well, with me trying to quit. my choices are either so sit at my place alone constantly with nobody to talk to and no social interaction, or go hang out at my dealer's house and say fuck sobriety because its a better option than going insane from forced isolation since i cant make friends.
TINK
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^^ get a hobby
misplaced
First Birthday I have ever spent alone.
n3o - PM your address to me and I will send you a care package
Wait a minute...it's your birthday and you're sending me a package?? This won't do at all!! I will reciprocate with a package of Aussie goodies
Me: early
Woke up at 5am for no reason this morning....hey at least I won't be late for work
panic in paradise
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*sttrreettcch*
~ ohhh my,, bit of discomfort in the L4L5 lumbar region in general...
dull spreading invasive nauseating and frustrating, breath relax distract stretch. -- sends fresh blood about
~ ohhh my,, bit of discomfort in the L4L5 lumbar region in general...
dull spreading invasive nauseating and frustrating, breath relax distract stretch. -- sends fresh blood about
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