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Trying X for the first time.....nervous

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I have always been the paranoid type and re-think things 100 million times before I do it. I just think that imagine I never feel the same again after a roll like my brain wont function the same ect.

I have a blue heart-shaped pill NYC

any help
 
first of all welcome to bluelight!

second- i love ur name lol

third- yeah i was nervous too, but believe me, ecstasy is one of the best drugs out there. It opened up doors for me, and ive had a lot more empathy towards everyone since i started rolling. Just make sure your in a comfortable environment (preferably with friends). just swallow it (or chew) and wait awhile and bang, you'll understand why its called 'ecstasy'.

try and take it on an empty stomach, and taking some antioxidants pre/post roll wouldnt hurt.
 
Matt58 said:
Cant tell ya what's in your pill.
Check this thread
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=478639

And pillreports.com

Although a test kit would be the best.
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Check out pill reports too.
Just be smart dude, listen to your body and enjoy yourself.

My friend gets anxiety before each roll, even though she's been at it for years. She's actually the person who first introduced me to mdma.

You'll have fun :) <-- obligatory smiley face
 
NO
do NOT take that pill
DO NOT
those were on edata and swizol was talking about them, NASTY DANGEROUS ass roll
i cant find it right now, but PM a dude named like swizol1, i remember that pill beign DANGEROUS, as in meth+pipes+MDMA
at least i remember right
and swizol is in NE so he is probably talking about the same pill you've got
 
LSDMDMA&9402263 said:
NO
do NOT take that pill
DO NOT
those were on edata and swizol was talking about them, NASTY DANGEROUS ass roll
i cant find it right now, but PM a dude named like swizol1, i remember that pill beign DANGEROUS, as in meth+pipes+MDMA
at least i remember right
and swizol is in NE so he is probably talking about the same pill you've got
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dam I dont know if your fucking with me or not! not cool lol:(
 
see i dont quite remember, but i'm being 100% serious
greenlighters cant PM so let me PM swizol and ask him, i KNOW he said something about hearts in the northeast being real bad
 
Please Please get a test kit if you are going to roll for the first time. The Northeast has too much garbage right now, it's very likely you'll get a shitty pill that doesn't have MDMA in it, and will make you feel like shit.
 
If someone tells you the pill is bad, your best bet is to lay off it. Sure your feeling comfortable at home right now and looking at the pill like, it can't be that bad. But once you drop it and are in the situation be prepared to be raped, and maybe go to the hospital. If someone says they may be pipes, down the toilet it goes.
 
As a first timer i would recommend that you try it the first time amongst friends and not at a nightclub or party. And it's not really worth it with just one pill, better to wait untill you have a couple of good pills and that you know what's in them.
 
foxyloxy55 said:
Please Please get a test kit if you are going to roll for the first time. The Northeast has too much garbage right now, it's very likely you'll get a shitty pill that doesn't have MDMA in it, and will make you feel like shit.
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Honestly there is nothing but garbage all over right now, scene is gettin desperate and shady. However as stated previously get yourself a test kit and that way you never have to question. It really takes away the nerves
 
AfterGlow said:
My advice to the paranoid 1st timer ...

1. test your pills
2. start by taking half a pill. you can always take more.
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This, or at least, don't take more than one. I took 2 tablets my first time, one an hour and 15 minutes after the first one because I didn't feel anything. From later experience I now know that they were about 80-90mg of MDMA in each one. I had a terrible time, I was at a club and became incredibly depressed. People were asking all sorts of questions about what I took because I looked so upset and frazzled, but I know at least 5 other people who took the same pills that night and they all had a wonderful time. Too much is not a lot of fun, especially if you're inexperienced!

And, yes, I was young and reckless once upon a time. ;)

If I would do it again I would wait until I got MDMA powder -- the pills are generally garbage.
 
dont take more than 2 or 3 your first time. i took 4.5 my first time through out 4 10 hours and had a good time but i didnt really need the last pill and probably did more bad than good. and if you do decided to roll again wait at least 2 months so you can enjoy it more.
good luck
 
LSDMDMA&9402263 said:
NO
do NOT take that pill
DO NOT
those were on edata and swizol was talking about them, NASTY DANGEROUS ass roll
i cant find it right now, but PM a dude named like swizol1, i remember that pill beign DANGEROUS, as in meth+pipes+MDMA
at least i remember right
and swizol is in NE so he is probably talking about the same pill you've got
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Hello,

I am also in the NE (Central NY) and yes, the blue hearts are pipes. There are also red hearts around here that are also pipes along with Orange Stars. Get a testing kit before use of ANY 'E.'

I'd rather be dissapointed in a buy, rather than dead.
 
for your first time...do some research about the drug. (which I am sure u already have done)...make sure your around people that are experienced and that u can trust. most important is make sure the pill is legit! esp if its your first time. get a test kit. make sure you are in a controlled comfortable environment so that if the music or lighting is to overwhelming u can turn it off...dont do it at a club or party because you cannot control that stuff. education, legit pills, trusted experienced friends, a comfortable and safe place full with lots of fluffy pillows, blankets, good trance, good lighting is the key to have a good first time! dont worry....being nervous is normal esp ur first time. I have done it quite a few times now and still get a butterflies b4 I drop. I usally have to sit there with the pill in my hand for about 10-15 mins until I get the guts to drop it. lol be careful, safe and have fun!! :D
 
I used to do acid back in the day...time and responsibilities have changed. I'm in a bupe program and trying to lead the straight and narrow for my kids. I do want to do e once the kids are like teens or out of the house (they are 3 and 5) can you imagine a 50 something gal trolling for e? I won't have a clue how to go about it, as I don't know now. I do have a friend who will be getting out of jail next year who I am sure will still be in the scene then if he is still alive and will hook me up. Do you all think I will be able to get any in like 12 years? I darn well am not gonna hold onto some for that long. lol. Is it like acid at all? I have had some awesome trips that were mellow, and others that were nightmares. I hope that isn't the case.
 
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