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What was your morning fix V. don't hog the bong, man!

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60mg codine
5mg valium

tried to stop the valium completely but after 48 hours without any I got these incredible emotional whirlpools of shit going on in my head for ne reason, so i decided to taper the benny factor, but dropping the oxy and going back to codine has seemed to be a lot smoother than i feared, i was taking like 240 to 320mg a day of codine before they gave me the oxy, but now just 60mg today cos i got a headache more than anything, and tomorrow it will be 30mg, and by tuesday, all the codine shitty wd symptoms will be pretty much over the big hump.

then its healthy food and some exercise for a month or three, then I can stand in a rational position and re evaluate my relationship with drugs.

So I'm a bit sketchy round the edges this morning, but the ship seems to be on an even keel.
 
Life was so much better in the morning's living through chemistry. It seems like it's been forever when in reality I just haven't gotten high in 3 days lol.
 
delta_9 said:
Hey thanks man <3 So true though gotta keep my head held high and stay strong, as there have been so many times I've almost slipped.
In between week 9 and 10 now. :)
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Just curious, are you recovering from an addiction? Or did you just quit using casual drug use for a specific reason?

Either way - best of luck, and getting past 2 months is not easy. Congrats! :)
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Just curious, are you recovering from an addiction? Or did you just quit using casual drug use for a specific reason?

Either way - best of luck, and getting past 2 months is not easy. Congrats! :)
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Yes, recovering from a benzo addiction.
Still tapering so it's not as though I haven't used any substances, but I haven't gotten "high" at all in the past 2 months.

Many thanks for the support. <3
I look forward to when this is all behind me. :)
 
delta_9 said:
Yes, recovering from a benzo addiction.
Still tapering so it's not as though I haven't used any substances, but I haven't gotten "high" at all in the past 2 months.

Many thanks for the support. <3
I look forward to when this is all behind me. :)
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It will be sooner then you think, a year from now you'll look back and wont even remember the whole ordeal. Your life is going to improve 10 fold once you taper off. Good luck and stay strong.
 
10mg cyclobenzaprine (aka Flexeril), some coffee I shouldn't have had, and now working on the first bowl of the day. Yes, it's 3:30pm here (or 15:30 for those who prefer 24 hr time) but when you wake up after noon, it's still morning. Fuck lady pains, I wish I had more than a small amount of benzos remaining, and I'll be spending my day on my laptop cuddling with a heating pad. Fuck this.
 
Took my weekly double-dose of methadone and I'm about to take 100mg of hydroxyzine. No clonazepam today, as I took some yesterday evening.
 
Dexedrine
Cannabis
Buprenorphine

delta_9 said:
Yes, recovering from a benzo addiction.
Still tapering so it's not as though I haven't used any substances, but I haven't gotten "high" at all in the past 2 months.

Many thanks for the support. <3
I look forward to when this is all behind me. :)
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Which benzos?

I use benzos on a very rare/infrequent basis. During a month, despite being in extreme pain and not having full agonist opiates to use to deal with the pain, I only used one benzodiazepine four times, and I had plenty of benzos to choose from.

I have always been careful to not get addicted to benzos, even when I was using them more frequently.

Were you using them for medicinal reasons, or was it like a "habit"?

Either way I wish you the best in your recovery man. It took me over a year to get back to being like my old self after I gave up heroin, but in time it happened.

It seems you did your research about your stack and all so I hope that it all works out for the best. :)

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10mg cyclobenzaprine (aka Flexeril), some coffee I shouldn't have had, and now working on the first bowl of the day. Yes, it's 3:30pm here (or 15:30 for those who prefer 24 hr time) but when you wake up after noon, it's still morning. Fuck lady pains, I wish I had more than a small amount of benzos remaining, and I'll be spending my day on my laptop cuddling with a heating pad. Fuck this.
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First bowl by 3:30 PM? Not too bad, I typically am on my 2nd or 3rd gravity bong by that time.
 
This morning wasn't too exciting. Last night I finally got a solid sleep (5-6 hrs, which is good for me), first time since my MDPV came a few days ago.

75mg methadone
Cup of coffee, cigarette
Sniffed/vaped the last bit of PV I had, maybe 30mg or so. Over the course of a couple hours. Finally done with that shit for now, time to re-cooperate.

Some benzos would be killer right now, wish I could get my K-pins refilled today.. damn.
 
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First bowl by 3:30 PM? Not too bad, I typically am on my 2nd or 3rd gravity bong by that time.
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Yeaah, normally I'd be a couple bongs in by then. In the last couple weeks I've been trying to not start smoking pot until evening, 8pm or later (not the typical wake-and-bake I've pulled off for most of the last few years, more on than off too)...but I've clearly failed at that quite a few times in the last several days, but I'm blaming ladytime and using that as an excuse. 8)
 
50mg Valium when I woke up, the another 50mg within half and hour or something. Been stumbling about but no-one's noticed so it's all good. Been a while since I've had this stuff and on a quite work day (don't be using this high an amount when working with dangerous equipment) it seemed appropriate.

Also got temazepam 30mg sho should be interesting.
 
I got the day off soo:
25mcg/h Fentanyl patch
30mg Temazepam
50mg of Ketamine
 
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