You might look into MDMA (ecstasy). It has a long and glorious history of use in therapy.
-from
http://www.thegooddrugsguide.com/articles/e_therapy.htm
Before smileys, glow sticks and Mitsubishis, before raves and techno, Ecstasy had a lengthy, respected, and legal career as a psychotherapeutic drug.
MDMA had been chanced upon by the German pharmaceutical company Merck in 1912 (they also extracted cocaine from coca leaves around the same time). It was patented but since it had no obvious use it soon disappeared off the radar. Contrary to rumors, it was not developed as a diet pill.
-healing the mind-
In 1965, the American biochemist Alexander Shulgin rediscovered Ecstasy while searching for psychotherapeutic drugs.
Uniquely, Shulgin had a special license from the Federal Drugs Administration to develop and synthesize psychedelic drugs. In his career (documented in his book Phikal), he created over 300 substances, including 2-CT-7 and 2CB.
After a dramatic experience with mescaline, he was personally convinced that drugs could heal the mind, and was determined to prove it.
After creating a batch of MDMA, he took a nibble.
"I made it in my lab and nibbled. It gave me a pleasant lightness of spirit. That's all. No psychedelic effects whatsoever. Just a distinct lightness of mood. And an indication to get busy and do things that needed doing."
-couples therapy-
In the early 1980s, Ecstasy (known then as 'Empathy' or 'Adam') was legal and available in bars across America, replacing cocaine as the middle class drug of choice. It was also widely and legally used by a network of over 4,000 psychotherapists in the US, proving itself particularly effective for couples therapy.
The public and unashamed use of such an obviously powerful drug, however, could only go on for so long.
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Shulgin devoted some space to the story in his book
Pihkal. Shulgin gave it to a friend and therapist who was on the verge of retirement, and the drug experience caused the therapist to stay in practice and successfully shared the drug with many therapists and thousands of patients.
You can read more about it at Erowid, here:
http://www.erowid.org/references/refs.php?C=MDMAhttp://www.erowid.org/references/texts/show/1120docid954, including an article by Greer and Tolbert. The abstract to that article is here:
http://www.erowid.org/references/refs.php?C=MDMA and contains links to the entire article.
I have been using DXM successfully for its therapeutic properties. I can't tell you how much it has helped us. I started it for its creativity-enhancing properties but soon discovered it had great value for other purposes.
My partner was sexually abused for years as a child, and our sex life sputtered out because of it. We had not been intimate for a long, long time. But we have been experimenting with DXM for a few months, and she has been working on her sexual issues. It's not a direct approach but rather a way to view it as it comes out. We did not find it traumatic at all. In fact, besides mentioning that it might help her in that area as it has helped me with my own issues. Last week we had sex twice. TWICE. Her idea, no prompting on my part. And I don't get the sense it will go away any time soon.
Fair warning: DXM dampens sexual response but not desire. What we thought about while on DXM could not have been implemented while still under its influence. What that means is that what was resolved when on it did not dissipate when it left the brain.
For me, I was able to get angry with my parents for mistreating me as a child and an adolescent and then forgive them for their mistakes. I have been able to write about my feelings and share them with my parents. I have stopped hiding from people I once knew because of shame I felt for not being anywhere near successful in life according to other people's perception. My failures have more to do with social unacceptability of living as an open lesbian, the reason my parents' treatment of me was so inhumane. But they were products of their time, and whatever mistakes they made have been more than erased by more recent deeds and acceptance.
I must accept that the difficulties I have faced were the result of my sexuality and my openness about it. I did it by choice because being open is the only way to change hearts and pave the way for better lives for others who come after me. It's okay to have failed at the usual measures of success. My life has been a huge success for what has been important to me. If that's not good enough, I can't imagine what could be good enough.
I'm proud of my relationship. I wish everyone had a partnership like ours.
