ok update from yesterday. its very strange but while i was on the hydros i felt sleepy like an intense type of sleepy like just waking up out of bed and staying that sleepy for an hour and a half, kept almost falling asleep (i believe thats nodding?) and watched tv and played some xbox. after like 2 hours i was feeling pretty much sober and thought " well that was kind of boring" but today thinking about it again im like "actually that was kind of nice" haha. strange i know. it was just nice not worrying about panic attacks or anxiety that amphetamines (and once with weed) has been causing me. and today i feel nice instead of weird and jittery that other drugs make me feel the next day. ive got 3 left and will probably take some more in a couple weeks or so.