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[alantis360]

happy birthday Soli and del!

 

[Bomboclat]

Happy birthday Soli, and happy belated birthday A!

 

[helium-4]

Happy birthday Solistus and Delysd!

 

[delta_9]

So apparently there was some big sports related event here in America this past weekend. I didn't know much about it, so a neighbor of mine briefly filled me in, and from what I gathered it centers around a game called "football" and happens once per year.

Also it appears to be a rather poor excuse for people to get together and spend even more money on things such as event tickets, gas money, pay per view, food, alcohol, and random and useless sports related paraphernalia and memorabilia. Fist fights, profanity, damage to property, and unhealthy food being served were rampant.

A truly disgusting and shameful act for our countrymen.


Edit - On a lighter note, Happy day of birth to you two :D
Much love you are among my favorite members here.

 

[adrian89987]

^meh I had an enjoyable night watching the game


wowza, what a long busy day. Time to try and convince myself to do some more work.

 

[delta_9]

I'd like to apologize to adrian89987, Shambles, and the OP of the "10 strip" thread, as well as whomever else I may have offended or been rude to.

I'm going through withdrawals at the moment and my moods and attitudes are all kinds of fucked. I'm saying and doing things which are not me, so please don't take any negative things I say to heart.

I love and care for all of you and deeply WANT you to know this.

I will be logging off soon as this is not the place for me right now.

Again, my apologies to ALL. Bluelight is my second family and I don't want my relationship here to end up like my relationship with my real family(which is FUCKED beyond pretty much all repair).

Once more, I love you and you all mean a great deal to me.

I hope you understand and if you do thank you so much.

with Peace, Love, and Respect
-Josh

 

[phenethylo J]

I hope I did good on my physics exam today.

 

[Shambles]

It are my birthday! Don't feel obligated to give me gifts of drugs, though. Sexual favors are also acceptable.

Mine was yesterday

Massive bidet to the both of ya

Although I recall no such on my bidet a coupla months back

I'd like to apologize to adrian89987, Shambles, and the OP of the "10 strip" thread, as well as whomever else I may have offended or been rude to.

I'm going through withdrawals at the moment and my moods and attitudes are all kinds of fucked. I'm saying and doing things which are not me, so please don't take any negative things I say to heart.

I love and care for all of you and deeply WANT you to know this.

I will be logging off soon as this is not the place for me right now.

Again, my apologies to ALL. Bluelight is my second family and I don't want my relationship here to end up like my relationship with my real family(which is FUCKED beyond pretty much all repair).

Once more, I love you and you all mean a great deal to me.

I hope you understand and if you do thank you so much.

with Peace, Love, and Respect
-Josh

No apologies necessary. Not even in the slightest. Truly. Have had the odd dalliance with benzo w/d and they are truly hideous - right up there jostling for "top dog" status in the "Worst possible w/d from any drug ever" status. If the vaguely snappy and somewhat short-tempered posts are all you are apologising for then please stop apologising - I post worse when I've spent a night on the ol' booze 'n' bluez (benzos) combo. Like tonight.

My own personal bete noir is heroin and crack. I lost over a decade to those two lil blighters. And they caused me to do things that even now some years later fill me with utter (and well deserved) shame. I know a lil thing or two about addiction - and so do many others here.

I would agree with those suggesting just plain deleting the numbers on your phone that are questionable. For me that was never enough (burnt deep into my brain either way, as you mention) and I had to move to a new country (Wales is not England even though both are part of the UK ) and totally cut all contact with everyone I've ever known to kick my addictions. That would be extreme... but ya gotta do what ya gotta do. I'm sure you know what your situation requires and will act on it as and when suitable. Much and all the luck in the world - don't hesitate for a second in PMing me for any reason. Especially since we recently popped the PM cherry

Also, trite perhaps but currently pleasing my lugs... Meaning or not... for me "Yes" but for others just a damn fine tune... or just an amusing vid. You decide

 

[Legerity]

An evening of beer and over-sized restaurant hamburgers. Can't say much for my productivity...

@delta_9: Don't know your story man but all the best with the withdrawals. Hang in there!

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

i'm benzod the FUCK up
im quitting amphetamines
and i feel mad good
im just so content, no worries, just peace...
seriosuly, i am quitting amphet this time. theres no enough left for me to get hgih so im done. im addicted and i need to quit. this time i WILL quit though. looking forward to being free from amphetaminse
you guys dont mind me do you? mnid me posting and shit? you guiz like me right?

 

[tBirdee]

^ No dude I dig your posts

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

i'm benzod the FUCK up
im quitting amphetamines
and i feel mad good
im just so content, no worries, just peace...
seriosuly, i am quitting amphet this time. theres no enough left for me to get hgih so im done. im addicted and i need to quit. this time i WILL quit though. looking forward to being free from amphetaminse
you guys dont mind me do you? mnid me posting and shit? you guiz like me right?

Learning to appreciate the GABAergics, are we? Just don't end up appreciating them too frequently (not that you need to be told that). Me? I just can't wait to get back to the GBL (but alas, I may have to wait another month or so), I'll try not to do it every day this time, but no promises...

 

[Legerity]

i'm benzod the FUCK up
im quitting amphetamines
and i feel mad good
im just so content, no worries, just peace...
seriosuly, i am quitting amphet this time. theres no enough left for me to get hgih so im done. im addicted and i need to quit. this time i WILL quit though. looking forward to being free from amphetaminse
you guys dont mind me do you? mnid me posting and shit? you guiz like me right?

I always enjoy reading your posts. Getting off the amps is doable, keep reminding yourself of the reasons why you want to. Lots of good support in The Dark Side too if you need to vent

 

[pharmakos]

i just wanted to share with SOMEONE...

i just discovered i actually enjoy the taste of a DPT trip. eyeballed a little bit out of a 500mg baggie. no idea how much it was, definitely well under 100mg though. wish me positive vibes guys.

edit -- meant to say DRIP, not TRIP... same difference?

 

[Winding Vines]

i the night watch....

hey guys, missed you.

BTW TNW, that was really irresponsible of you. Get a scale.

ps- happy birthday delsyd.

and anyone know how somekindalove is doin?

 

[Winding Vines]

As an aside, I see two HPPD threads on the front page. I know there aren't a lot of threads on it, but figured maybe by this point there should be one Big & Dandy megamerged HPPD thread, which may help for the who people get confused on whether to post in PD or HL.

Just a thought.

 

[adrian89987]

I'd like to apologize to adrian89987, Shambles, and the OP of the "10 strip" thread, as well as whomever else I may have offended or been rude to.

I'm going through withdrawals at the moment and my moods and attitudes are all kinds of fucked. I'm saying and doing things which are not me, so please don't take any negative things I say to heart.

I love and care for all of you and deeply WANT you to know this.

I will be logging off soon as this is not the place for me right now.

Again, my apologies to ALL. Bluelight is my second family and I don't want my relationship here to end up like my relationship with my real family(which is FUCKED beyond pretty much all repair).

Once more, I love you and you all mean a great deal to me.

I hope you understand and if you do thank you so much.

with Peace, Love, and Respect
-Josh

s'ight man, my comment in that thread was completely unnecessary and not too nice either.
.

 

[pharmakos]

i the night watch....

hey guys, missed you.

BTW TNW, that was really irresponsible of you. Get a scale.

ps- happy birthday delsyd.

and anyone know how somekindalove is doin?

thanks dear

i don't feel it was too irresponsible considering i was eyeballing out of a 500mg baggie. this particular vendor seems to be consistently spot on with his measurements... i've measured previous orders from him, just not this one. i definitely erred on the side of caution... three bumps over an hour. that first bump probably couldn't have been more than 20mg... i'm estimating that i did somewhere around 150mg total over that hour (in three total consecutively larger doses), but i really don't have EXACT figures of course. there is definitely well over half left however.

i should buy a scale though, you're right.

oh, and i can definitely confirm that DPT has a very sexual nature. all i'll say is... whoa.

and feliz navidad delsyd!

 

[SKL]

anyone know how somekindalove is doin?

He is well. He quit all drugs except his suboxone maintenance and is focusing his Internet-mental efforts on a new forum for connecting people who are interested in therapeutic uses for psychedelics, you may have heard of it other than that is doing pretty well, job going, personal life sufficiently interesting but not too interesting, ya dig, no complaints!

to you & all my other BL friends!

 

[Winding Vines]

I sent ya a PM. Well awesome that you are clean my friend! But that doesnt mean you should never be on pidgy anymoar. I miss you!