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Ellycat

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Aug 2, 2008
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Manchester, England.
I didn't start an introduction thread when I first registered on here, so here goes.

Hey, everybody. My name's Steve and I'm 47 living in Manchester UK. Typically where the gear drought is caused by some fungus attacking the opiate poppy in Afghanistan. You'd think they'd tender to the beautiful flower instead of dodging allied bombs.
Anyway, I've been on gear and m'done/subutex for 17 years now and still haven't learned my lesson.
I've just got back from the Golden Triangle after spending 3 months based in Chiang Rai. Ohh heaven. Why the fuck I've come home I don't know. Actually the main reason was I was building a raging habit up over there after finding some lovely cheap white gear up in the mountains, where I regularly went to smoke opium for a day or two. I sort of panicked as the container of gear was only lasting me 2 days and the price equated to around £45 which was well above my budget. Lo and behold I've since found that the Chiang Rai docs do a m'done problem and that was the main reason for jumping on the next plane to heroinless Manchester.
My gear habit progressed from the late 80's rave scene when I was necking MDMA, LCD and speed for fun every weekend. I couldn't handle the comedowns so first it was green eggs, Rohypnol, Moggies, Vals etc. and then onto gear. My first taste was in Goa/India in 1993 and fell in love with the effects. Oh to get the same effects again. I'm currently on a 30mg diazepam daily script and waiting to get back onto Subutex due to all this red tape bollocks. What am I supposed to do, go madly in debt on this adulterated shite? It looks that way.
Watch this space. Please to meet you all and in the meantime, adios..
 
What is LCD?=D;) Welcome to Bluelight!! How do you feel about the sub's? I wish I could get on an ultra low dose of suboxone( I am only on hydrocodones/oral morphine) but it hasn't been in the cards for me yet.
 
Hey mate welcome to the site sorry to hear about ya smack problem....You smoke weed???Its funny how the slang changes from country to country here gear means meth :p

wish i could get 30mg of valium a day prescribed to me :( when i was on em i was prescribed 5-10mg a day :S ended up abusing them doctor caught on a kicked me off em :( fucking prick it was sooooo hard to go cold turkey from that shit...............
 
Hey mate welcome to the site sorry to hear about ya smack problem....You smoke weed???Its funny how the slang changes from country to country here gear means meth :p

wish i could get 30mg of valium a day prescribed to me :( when i was on em i was prescribed 5-10mg a day :S ended up abusing them doctor caught on a kicked me off em :( fucking prick it was sooooo hard to go cold turkey from that shit...............

I never take my Diazes as prescribed. Waste of time imo. Like to neck 1/2 weeks worth at once. Not been caught out yet. My GP is superb though. He even gave me a 3 weeks script on Tuesday just in case I couldn't get my next appt. with him in time. :)
 
What is LCD?=D;) Welcome to Bluelight!! How do you feel about the sub's? I wish I could get on an ultra low dose of suboxone( I am only on hydrocodones/oral morphine) but it hasn't been in the cards for me yet.

Ha ha, I must have got mixed up with my television. ;)
We get 8, 2, 0.4 and 0.2 mg's of subutex in the UK. The lower doses come in handy for tapering off. Are hydrocodones the same as Dihydrocodeines? I've just necked twenty 30mg's of Dihydrocodeines about 15 minutes ago with some Nitrazepam and Diazepam. Hoping for a chilled out Friday afternoon. Didn't take my subby yesterday so I'm hoping they'll work. *fingers crossed*.
 
What is LCD?=D;) Welcome to Bluelight!! How do you feel about the sub's? I wish I could get on an ultra low dose of suboxone( I am only on hydrocodones/oral morphine) but it hasn't been in the cards for me yet.

I've finally managed to get my 8mg subutex script as I'm determined to kick my gear habit this time, especially with the absolute crap that's being banded about. I don't aim to stay on subutex for long as I know all about how difficult it is to get off them the longer you're on them. I'm being reduced to 6mg of subutex when I next see my key worker (in one week).

I've only actually been taking 6mg's of my 8 mg's subutex script as I find that 8 mg's is too high for me, so in effect I'll be reducing to 4mg's in one weeks time. To answer your question; I find subutex a country mile better than m'done and much easier to kick if you taper correctly. I've done it before but Thailand was my downfall. I now have a plan in effect to keep me going back to my gear days. I actually joined a gym last week and after last night's workout I'm in agony. Must take it easy to begin with as I'm no spring chicken now, But I aim to stick at it, especially with boredom being the main reason why I relapse.

Cheers, bro. %)
 
I never take my Diazes as prescribed. Waste of time imo. Like to neck 1/2 weeks worth at once. Not been caught out yet. My GP is superb though. He even gave me a 3 weeks script on Tuesday just in case I couldn't get my next appt. with him in time. :)

ahhh u lucky bugger my doctor perscribed me 50 at a time was ment to be takin 1-2 a day ended up commin back in 12 days each time by the 3rd time i recommend hypno therapy and cut me off.very irresponsible if u ask me
 
Ha ha, I must have got mixed up with my television. ;)
We get 8, 2, 0.4 and 0.2 mg's of subutex in the UK. The lower doses come in handy for tapering off. Are hydrocodones the same as Dihydrocodeines? I've just necked twenty 30mg's of Dihydrocodeines about 15 minutes ago with some Nitrazepam and Diazepam. Hoping for a chilled out Friday afternoon. Didn't take my subby yesterday so I'm hoping they'll work. *fingers crossed*.

fuck dude thats a huge dose last night i had 270mg of codeine and was watching TV with 1 eye open was soooooooooooooooo fucked
 
fuck dude thats a huge dose last night i had 270mg of codeine and was watching TV with 1 eye open was soooooooooooooooo fucked

Unfortunately, dude, I have a whopping opiate tolerance. :(

These are making me itch really bad now and I've taken 200mg's of Diphenhydramine with them. :(

The plus side is I feel slight waves of calmness coming on. Maybe the subutex still in my system is blocking a lot of the DF118's. I've taken 600 mg's of Dihydrocodeine so far and debating whether or not to put the rest down my Gregory.

And yes it was very irresponsible of your quack to just ditch you without tapering you off them first. I do believe it's dangerous to jump off a high dose of benzos. Luckily I only take them once every few weeks so no chance of going cold turkey on those buggers. Take care, bro, and peace out!
 
i was takin them every day for about 2 months along with alot of other benzos and downers

Pritty sure subies stay in ya system for atleast 48 hours my dads been on it for years now hes on 20mg a day i think :)
 
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