It doesn't work like that with opiates. The more you have, the more you use. There is never extra. It's just like the first law of junkie-ism.
i used too too hand out Pokeballs(ecstasy) to my frens all the time when i lived in socal. i never used to ask for money, sometimes i would trade for weed and xanax. they'd insist they pay so i would just tellem buy me food later or something like that but when they did give me cash i only accpeted the cost i got it for. occasionally i would hand pill out to ppl i jus met if they're gonna be hanging out with us for some time. id probably continue this trend when i go back to visit.
I'm not looking to become a junkie, but I think that I've learned my lesson. It just never comes back around, and I understand why, but I've just never taken my opiates so seriously, I guess.
But that was, up until recently, the prescription pain-killer scene. It's a little more serious and high-anxiety now that I'm more into the dope scene. It seems like everyone is looking to score a free bag for this reason or that, because so-and-so has a solid connect and it's the "finder's fee" or because so-and-so is driving... so the bags I get now are mine. lol
i didn't mean to insinuate that you were a junkie. I guess it would be better said if I put it as" The first law of dope is that nothing is free, the more you have, the more you use, and there is never anything given away.