K'd-OUT-in-AZ
Bluelighter
I think 15mg would be alright.
Go ahead with 15mg, it should be fine. You don't want to be completely fucked up at school.
I just read this entire thread and I feel a little sick inside - not from ANY drugs I've taken but from the general feeling of standing on the beach and looking up at a long pier with no rails at the end and watching in amazement as hoards of fellow human beings are all rushing, literally pushing each other, as they run headlong to the open end of the pier and one following another jump off the deep end!! Is this what our culture truly is? Can you you sooth the hatred for me surging in your veins over this posting just a second and listen to "one old man's thoughts" who has just been through more hell than I ever knew existed in the mortal body.
There is NO SUCH THING AS EXPERIMENTING with any drug; Prescription, illegal or any way any substance came to be that was engineered to alter your "mood" or perceptions of "reality" so you can have a wonderful time even for a short time.
I just went through hell fire itself detoxing from 31 years of opiate use and all of it, 100% from day one, was as innocent as can be determined by this "culture" we live in. The drug was an opiate from the Darvon family called "Propoxyphene" of which I took, again completely with my Dr.'s "help" SIX CAPSULES a day almost every day of my life until the FDA pulled it the last week of November 2010! From just one old retired 28 year veteran Sheriff's Deputy, who has MANY TIMES arrested and locked up "drug users" because they had broken the law and their "drug of choice" was illegal. I actually put many in what we called "drunk tanks" and watched them over the next several hours through the little window writhe in pain and agony from detoxification and never once felt sorry for any of them because "they got themselves into this mess now let them suffer the consequences" - ALL THE WHILE I WAS ON A LEGAL DRUG and because I had been since 1980 never truly realized I was already hooked and someday in the future there would come a time when I would be forced to stop taking the "prescription" immediately and then the "monster in the closet" that I had always laughed at now came out into full view and proceeded to beat the living hell out of me even as I myself writhed in agony not willing to believe this was actually happening TO ME!!!
PLEASE - destroy that HYDROCODONE pill... Which is in the exact same family of OPIATES as the Propoxyphene I took for 31 years... Don't start down that road that so many thousand will now tell you began for them EXACTLY the way you describe as you go on a public forum and ask advise from what has to be other drug users about how best to "enjoy" the pill you obtained somehow.
OK... Now let the flood gates open and every addict who reads this who is fast in the clutches of that monkey on your back unload on me!!! It is simple human nature that so many who are in their private lives as miserable as you and I both know you are have some Satanic need to make others just as miserable as they are.
One last PLEA!!!
Destroy that Hydrocodone pill and resolve to NEVER take and kind of narcotic except under the strict supervision of a medical doctor and then for as short a period as possible.
Last question:
Why is it that it always seems to be some old fart like me who has personally experienced the HELL of addiction and somehow survived it who ALWAYS is the one standing up and tearfully begging anyone who reads this to never "experiment" with drugs????
rant, rant, rant.....I'm a cop....destroy that pill....rant, rant, rant, rant....
I just read that fuckers previous posts, he made it 3 days into withdrawal before wimping out and getting off easy on suboxone(how he described it). I bet he didn't offer one of his prisoners that courtesy.
"It was in the 3rd day after not taking anything that I began experiencing "weird" sensations that started out mild enough and I really began thinking all is well.
It started with simple restless leg syndrome that progressed to the point of the most excruciating experience I've ever known. By now my chest, arms and hands were involved. So was my neck muscles and I found it impossible to sit and then to my horror I discovered it was equally hard to move about.
With my eyes fixed firmly on my phone and maybe seconds before calling an ambulance I forced my self to try the Internet one more time. To my direct question posed to Google I was shown several URL's having to do with a drug called SUBOXONE."
He wasn't even on that high of a dose. I would like to see how he would handle a large heroin habit like some of the people he laughed at. We all know that withdrawal is a horrifying experience but I have no empathy at all for this guy.
ok so heres what happened. I took 15mg. Everything started out great. After just 10 minutes i started smiling uncontrollably. I felt like i was on a cloud. It started getting more and more instense by the minutes and soon i was starting to "nod" like most you guys say. or atleast i think i was. It was so intense that i was just staring into space and my head would slowly start falling down. then i had had to get up and thought my legs may give out on me and i could have fainted.
Then this is where it went downhill. All the sudden It was getting so intense and i was questioning myself whether or not it was getting to intense. Then i felt like i was gonna throw up and it was coming fast. I quickly got up and went to the bathroom. as soon as i left the door to go to the bathroom i started throwing up but nothing came out since i hadnt eaten anything all day. then when i got to the bathroom i started dry heaving some more. then i noticed i felt like i was sweating.
After like 5 minutes i started feeling better and went back to class and then i started to feel pretty good again but not as much as it use to. then i switched classes and went to my final class and there i found that i was alittle bit more social but i wasnt really feeling really good or anything.
then when i left to go home i started feeling sick again. This was 15 minutes ago from this post. Then i started dry heaving again in my driveway. Now im feeling better again.
Overall i dont know what to think of this. I felt VERY good for like an hour and 15 mins but then after that it went downhill and if i threw up in school and something actually came out that would suck big time.
Now my question here is where do i go from here? I have no clue what dosage i should take now. Im obviously a huge lightweight. should i stick to 10mg or go back to 15mg? will i be fine the next time i take 15mg?
if i took 20mg i swear to go i would have fainted. lol
ok so heres what happened. I took 15mg. Everything started out great. After just 10 minutes i started smiling uncontrollably. I felt like i was on a cloud. It started getting more and more instense by the minutes and soon i was starting to "nod" like most you guys say. or atleast i think i was. It was so intense that i was just staring into space and my head would slowly start falling down. then i had had to get up and thought my legs may give out on me and i could have fainted.
Then this is where it went downhill. All the sudden It was getting so intense and i was questioning myself whether or not it was getting to intense. Then i felt like i was gonna throw up and it was coming fast. I quickly got up and went to the bathroom. as soon as i left the door to go to the bathroom i started throwing up but nothing came out since i hadnt eaten anything all day. then when i got to the bathroom i started dry heaving some more. then i noticed i felt like i was sweating.
After like 5 minutes i started feeling better and went back to class and then i started to feel pretty good again but not as much as it use to. then i switched classes and went to my final class and there i found that i was alittle bit more social but i wasnt really feeling really good or anything.
then when i left to go home i started feeling sick again. This was 15 minutes ago from this post. Then i started dry heaving again in my driveway. Now im feeling better again.
Overall i dont know what to think of this. I felt VERY good for like an hour and 15 mins but then after that it went downhill and if i threw up in school and something actually came out that would suck big time.
Now my question here is where do i go from here? I have no clue what dosage i should take now. Im obviously a huge lightweight. should i stick to 10mg or go back to 15mg? will i be fine the next time i take 15mg?
if i took 20mg i swear to go i would have fainted. lol

well i really liked taking it at school. its just the throwing up part.
And im scared that if i eat food when on it then i will actually throw something up instead of dry heaving which is better.
i was just sitting there in my chair and it had to have looked obvious that i was high lol. I am alittle scared to try 15mg again though. I really dont know what I'll do. maybe i should take 10 mg because after all i want to use as little as possible. plus i have 20 mg left so i could still use it 2 separate times.
I dont know we'll see what happens. maybe i'll do this again on friday
well i really liked taking it at school. its just the throwing up part.
And im scared that if i eat food when on it then i will actually throw something up instead of dry heaving which is better.
i was just sitting there in my chair and it had to have looked obvious that i was high lol. I am alittle scared to try 15mg again though. I really dont know what I'll do. maybe i should take 10 mg because after all i want to use as little as possible. plus i have 20 mg left so i could still use it 2 separate times.
I dont know we'll see what happens. maybe i'll do this again on friday