insomnia604
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- Jan 26, 2011
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The other day I manged to get a hold of some heroin for the very first time. 3 points of pure white powder. My contact, who is sweet and very experienced, claimed it was good stuff. She coached me on how much to take and how often. Of course, I did a lot of my own research as well.
With all the hype around Heroin I was expecting quite a lot from it. I snorted a little bit at a time.. 10-30 minutes apart. Almost immediately I felt the onset of a drowsy buzz. It was difficult to focus but I was coherent and in control.
After an hour of dosing, I had to lay down. The nausea was overwhelming. Now, I am no stranger to vomit. I had even been warned about this and assured the vomit would be bearable, perhaps even pleasant. But I just didn't feel like it would alleviate anything.
Computer off. TV off. Lights off. Eyes shut. The nausea melted away and I experienced a feeling that can only be described as.. the best sleep I ever had. Even though I didn't fall asleep until hours later. I felt blurry and dopey but amazing. Not a life-altering amazing like people claim. Just a peaceful fuzzyness.
Unfortunately I only felt well when completely flat on my back. Any attempt to sit up to snort some more quickly aggravated my gag reflex. Standing up could only be done 8 seconds at a time. Eventually I gave up and ended my night.
Night #2 went much the same way only with even more nausea and far less buzz. I didn't even hit the stage where all the lights had to be off. I was annoyed and gave up.
I took a night off to educate myself. Most people recommend doing 1/4 of a point right away. I was doing far less.. which would explain why I did not feel great enough to tolerate vomiting. Many also insisted that consecutive nights for first-timers was not a good idea.
So here we are. Night #4 will be my third attempt. Most would give up but I refuse to let my $60 go to waste without attaining at least one incredible high. I am determined.
Heroin, I will solve you.
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substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_bodyload
roacode_nasal
With all the hype around Heroin I was expecting quite a lot from it. I snorted a little bit at a time.. 10-30 minutes apart. Almost immediately I felt the onset of a drowsy buzz. It was difficult to focus but I was coherent and in control.
After an hour of dosing, I had to lay down. The nausea was overwhelming. Now, I am no stranger to vomit. I had even been warned about this and assured the vomit would be bearable, perhaps even pleasant. But I just didn't feel like it would alleviate anything.
Computer off. TV off. Lights off. Eyes shut. The nausea melted away and I experienced a feeling that can only be described as.. the best sleep I ever had. Even though I didn't fall asleep until hours later. I felt blurry and dopey but amazing. Not a life-altering amazing like people claim. Just a peaceful fuzzyness.
Unfortunately I only felt well when completely flat on my back. Any attempt to sit up to snort some more quickly aggravated my gag reflex. Standing up could only be done 8 seconds at a time. Eventually I gave up and ended my night.
Night #2 went much the same way only with even more nausea and far less buzz. I didn't even hit the stage where all the lights had to be off. I was annoyed and gave up.
I took a night off to educate myself. Most people recommend doing 1/4 of a point right away. I was doing far less.. which would explain why I did not feel great enough to tolerate vomiting. Many also insisted that consecutive nights for first-timers was not a good idea.
So here we are. Night #4 will be my third attempt. Most would give up but I refuse to let my $60 go to waste without attaining at least one incredible high. I am determined.
Heroin, I will solve you.
Tagged by bindingaffinity
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_bodyload
roacode_nasal