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Bluelighter
I like to be in my room, at my desk, listening to some really terrible pop music. You know, whatever is on the radio and not very good, but catchy as hell.
I always use the same straw. It's made from a cut, transparent blue pen, and I have been using it for almost two years now. I've used it from the time I first got into pain killers and whatever else. (I know it's weird, but it's been with me so long I have a strange attachment to it now.)
I used to crush the pills up on my desk and draw lines with a credit card (any credit card, no particular one), but then one day I ran my finger across my desk and picked up a ridiculous amount of powder stuck to my desk that I couldn't see. I actually picked up a credit card and chiseled a small bump from the powder stuck to my desk. So, now I use a mirror.
I always make a cup of the same tea. It's some cranberry "zinger" tea or something stupid like that, but I only drink it when I'm about to do drugs, so my pupils are ready to shrink the moment that I smell the tea. lol
Then, once I'm all set with my terrible music, my mirror, straw, tea... I take the lines up my nose and relax on my bed, in front of my TV, watching movies I've watched a hundred times before but that suddenly become so much more awesome when I'm high. lol
Oh, I forgot to mention what my drug of choice is. Honestly, it's anything in the opiate/opiod class -- oxycodone, oxymorphone, or heroin.
I always use the same straw. It's made from a cut, transparent blue pen, and I have been using it for almost two years now. I've used it from the time I first got into pain killers and whatever else. (I know it's weird, but it's been with me so long I have a strange attachment to it now.)
I used to crush the pills up on my desk and draw lines with a credit card (any credit card, no particular one), but then one day I ran my finger across my desk and picked up a ridiculous amount of powder stuck to my desk that I couldn't see. I actually picked up a credit card and chiseled a small bump from the powder stuck to my desk. So, now I use a mirror.
I always make a cup of the same tea. It's some cranberry "zinger" tea or something stupid like that, but I only drink it when I'm about to do drugs, so my pupils are ready to shrink the moment that I smell the tea. lol
Then, once I'm all set with my terrible music, my mirror, straw, tea... I take the lines up my nose and relax on my bed, in front of my TV, watching movies I've watched a hundred times before but that suddenly become so much more awesome when I'm high. lol
Oh, I forgot to mention what my drug of choice is. Honestly, it's anything in the opiate/opiod class -- oxycodone, oxymorphone, or heroin.
