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Everything just got real Dull.

I've had a similar experience, i believe it was short term psychotic depression after taking pills for a while, started rolling almost 2 years ago, for a while only ingested a pill at a time. Took 2 and they were bunk's, took 3 and was really good. Then still took 1/2 from time to time eventually took 6 in one night then 1 and a half , a few days later my heart rate was 110bpm not doing anything felt like i was going to die. Felt disconnected from reality like i wasnt even the same person, i literally felt like every day was just a dream or parallel universe. rolled again a few weeks later then after that something came up which finally got me to stop rolling in all. a couple day after that i had a new feeling when i woke up i didnt feel like shit and fucked up i felt a little energized. that got me motivated to stop rolling for good and hopefully i can manage. btw i only have taken about 45-55 pills in the 2 year span, only taking 3 and 6 in a night once. mostly starting with 1 and taking more after if i did. tried alot of different pills but i only felt that way how i did just after the 5 and 1 and a half.
E is a weird mysterious drug in the form of a little pill so small, yet it affects lifes and everyone so differently! stay safe!
 
*6 Months Later*

Damn its crazy to re-cap on this and think about what a low point I had hit last year...things have since gotten heaps better. Workin again, seeing a girl that Im close to, less depressed, DJ'ing and producing music.

Hope everything has gotten brighter for you guys aswell!

Cheers!
 
i felt the same way after i quit recently, currently havent popped in about 3 months, but am definitely goin to at an upcoming event week after next. i felt terrible for a couple months, not havin a ride, money or knowing anyone in my new town i moved to, but i just got a job, and been producin the shit out of some music and just staying busy lately and i feel a hundred times better, itll pass dude, exercise and diet are very important as someone stated above. ive gained like 20 pounds since i quit smokin, drinkin and rollin 3 months ago. sometimes you just gotta take a break and let your brain get fresh. nobody wants to feel like a zombie
 
Glad things are looking up for you! I was thinking that down cycle could have been from weed, not E. But as long as it's over ...
 
MasterSplinter said:
*6 Months Later*

Damn its crazy to re-cap on this and think about what a low point I had hit last year...things have since gotten heaps better. Workin again, seeing a girl that Im close to, less depressed, DJ'ing and producing music.

Hope everything has gotten brighter for you guys aswell!

Cheers!
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Good to hear everything is better for you. I feel like im in the position you were in you know...social situations are mostly dull for me and I would rather stay home 9 times out of 10. I havnt rolled since halloween and before that its been 2 months as well. The thought keeps popping into my head "when will i just feel normal again". I hate that feeling where you dont quite feel like yourself >.<
 
Good to see that you have been able to work through your difficult period. The end result is usually worth the effort :)
 
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