I don't know if this belongs here but I was very shaken by what might have been a near death experience, or total ego loss, i think i actually experienced ego loss like the people who smoke DMT. I had huffed alot of gas earlier the day of this event, i know its bad for me but i try not to do it too often, its just the trips are so bizzare and maybe i have a fetish for bizzare trips. But anyway i had bought some incense and took a couple big hits outta my one hitter and after like 30 minutes to an hour i was completely crazy/psychotic and then after that passed I had some weird dejavu and it was just beyond words to explain it. while the visuals were not as intense as i imagine smoked dmt is, it felt as though infinity was running out, and i think i saw infinitey, but it had something to do with a deadorant commercial on the tv. but the feeling of approaching the end, or some great climax, had almost traumatized me i think. and i smoked some more incense this morning and i also got pretty uncomfortably high. i have a slight fear that maybe doing gasoline the few times that i have done it has already caused some brain damage and i'll never trip the same on hallucinogens again...
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