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sinfulsandro

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A " friend" has been experimenting with e for quite some time over the years, has probably dropped around 120 to 140 caps of MDA over the past five years. Within the past 3 weeks " friend " has dropped about 1000 mg's of MDA ( 1 g) which is much more neuro toxic than mdma is as it affects more of the seratonin receptors. For the past week friend has been a little sluggish, having almost like a pressure sensation, (not headache) feeling in his head. As well is having some problems with short term memory. Obviously the dosage taken in the past three weeks is neuro toxic, considering last week a .4 was railed and nothing happend. What is worry some is how long it will take to get back to normal without having this sluggish, pressure, dumb feeling. The receptors are probably over loaded and are not absorbing anymore seratonin and will re activate within the next 4 to 6 weeks. Whats funny is due to a healthy life style, there has been no depression side affect from this drug, just feeling as dumb as a fuckin brick.


My question would be to anyone else, how much mda / pills have you dropped / rolled, and what was your mental hang over like, and how long did it last. AND WHO EVER SAYS THIS STUFF IS NOT NEURO TOXIC IS AN IDIOT!
 
I don't think anyone on here would claim it isn't neurotoxic. The amount of noticable damage though when used responsibly is minimal to non existant in most users it seems.
 
sinfulsandro said:
A " friend" has been experimenting with e for quite some time over the years, has probably dropped around 120 to 140 caps of MDA over the past five years. Within the past 3 weeks " friend " has dropped about 1000 mg's of MDA ( 1 g) which is much more neuro toxic than mdma is as it affects more of the seratonin receptors. For the past week friend has been a little sluggish, having almost like a pressure sensation, (not headache) feeling in his head. As well is having some problems with short term memory. Obviously the dosage taken in the past three weeks is neuro toxic, considering last week a .4 was railed and nothing happend. What is worry some is how long it will take to get back to normal without having this sluggish, pressure, dumb feeling. The receptors are probably over loaded and are not absorbing anymore seratonin and will re activate within the next 4 to 6 weeks. Whats funny is due to a healthy life style, there has been no depression side affect from this drug, just feeling as dumb as a fuckin brick.


My question would be to anyone else, how much mda / pills have you dropped / rolled, and what was your mental hang over like, and how long did it last. AND WHO EVER SAYS THIS STUFF IS NOT NEURO TOXIC IS AN IDIOT!
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True story, I have a friend who does 5 lines of molly, each line .1 gram, and he does it back to back, all in the matter of about 6 seconds. So yeah, that's about .5g's down the hatch in under 10 seconds. And also, throughout the night he takes 5 capsules of molly, each capsule .1 g, not at the same time, but just throughout the night.. like 1 every hour. Also with that, he throws in 2 tabs, pokeballs, at about the same time he takes his 3rd and 4th molly.

So that's about more than a gram of mdma in a night.. and he does it weekly, well obviously because if you take 1g.. you're gonna be hooooked on that. And then he usually comes down by smoking oxycontin. Is he okay? Well, lets just say his attention span is pretty bad but he is still very well coordinated, he can play basketball and wrestle fine, he's one of the bests wrestler in the nation. But there are times when I use to catch him having a "dumb" moment, you know those moments where your spaced out and your face is all disordered and your like "drrrrrrrrrr".. yeah, that's about it. He graduated high school easily, he's in college.. getting B's.. so yeah..

Yes, he has overdosed once before at an event. Fortunately, they pumped all of it out of him and he lived. Lol, I thought that after he od'd he would consider not taking mdma ever again but that was kinda like a slap in the face to him and he just wanted to do it more to prove that he can handle it..

Lol, :p, now I just gotta wait for bluelighters to flame this reply by saying.. "IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO DO A GRAM IN A NIGHT, YOU WILL OD!!!".... hehe :p

Also, before I stumbled onto bluelight, I never knew how long people actually took "breaks" because most of my friends are frequent ass rollers and they do it like every week/every 2 weeks, there pc is like @ 50 and it hasn't even been a year yet.. so I was kinda shocked when people were posting there pc on here and it turned out to be a very low number even after it surpassed a year.. (i.e. 3 a year or etc)..

Personally, I really think it's self control.. lol, I always see kids coming down and running and asking for more candy.. *sigh*.. you just gotta know when to stop. I personally only do them at events, I have done it at a kickback once. I usually only take about 1 every 2-3 months.. gotta let myself hydrate...

But anyways.. I'm guessing it's gonna take a while for him to get to normal because .4 grams.. lol, I have never gone pass .3 grams and I feel sluggish for like a week after rolling.. just stay away from the eEeEEeEEeeeee <3
 
nuero toxicity

I stopped using e after about a year of taking it once a month (sometimes every couple weeks.) I was only taking 1 to three pills at a time. Since then I have had anxiety, panic attacks, flash backs -where it feels like I am rolling a bit. I am having all kinds of weird trippy things happen to me. I sometimes depersonalize. I have friends start to hear voices etc. We are kind of shocked as we know and have seen tons of people do much more than us and have less side effects.

I have no idea if the stuff we were getting had something else it other than mdma. But my brain feels fried. I have not had any e since nov 29 and my brain still feels awful. 6 weeks of rest and I still get flash backs. I had seratonin syndrome I assume. The zaps etc. I think I may have had a mild seizure. I have stereotypic behaviors like rolling my head and rocking back and forth.

I would suggest if you start having any kind of sensations like I have detailed that you take a long, very long break. Many months. I just hope I get back to normal.
 
PLEASE - do not turn this into a dicksizing thread.

I personally have been rolling for many years and as you can imagine taken a lot of pills/powder/molly etc - even after a very heavy session (lasting a couple of days etc) then I would expect to be feeling back to normal in about one week.

You (your friend) just needs to take a break - get some rest, eat well etc
 
pokemaster420 said:
True story, I have a friend who does 5 lines of molly, each line .1 gram, and he does it back to back, all in the matter of about 6 seconds. So yeah, that's about .5g's down the hatch in under 10 seconds. And also, throughout the night he takes 5 capsules of molly, each capsule .1 g, not at the same time, but just throughout the night.. like 1 every hour. Also with that, he throws in 2 tabs, pokeballs, at about the same time he takes his 3rd and 4th molly.

So that's about more than a gram of mdma in a night.. and he does it weekly, well obviously because if you take 1g.. you're gonna be hooooked on that. And then he usually comes down by smoking oxycontin. Is he okay? Well, lets just say his attention span is pretty bad but he is still very well coordinated, he can play basketball and wrestle fine, he's one of the bests wrestler in the nation. But there are times when I use to catch him having a "dumb" moment, you know those moments where your spaced out and your face is all disordered and your like "drrrrrrrrrr".. yeah, that's about it. He graduated high school easily, he's in college.. getting B's.. so yeah..

Yes, he has overdosed once before at an event. Fortunately, they pumped all of it out of him and he lived. Lol, I thought that after he od'd he would consider not taking mdma ever again but that was kinda like a slap in the face to him and he just wanted to do it more to prove that he can handle it..

Lol, :p, now I just gotta wait for bluelighters to flame this reply by saying.. "IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO DO A GRAM IN A NIGHT, YOU WILL OD!!!".... hehe :p

Also, before I stumbled onto bluelight, I never knew how long people actually took "breaks" because most of my friends are frequent ass rollers and they do it like every week/every 2 weeks, there pc is like @ 50 and it hasn't even been a year yet.. so I was kinda shocked when people were posting there pc on here and it turned out to be a very low number even after it surpassed a year.. (i.e. 3 a year or etc)..

Personally, I really think it's self control.. lol, I always see kids coming down and running and asking for more candy.. *sigh*.. you just gotta know when to stop. I personally only do them at events, I have done it at a kickback once. I usually only take about 1 every 2-3 months.. gotta let myself hydrate...

But anyways.. I'm guessing it's gonna take a while for him to get to normal because .4 grams.. lol, I have never gone pass .3 grams and I feel sluggish for like a week after rolling.. just stay away from the eEeEEeEEeeeee <3
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such a waste, you gotta snort like .3 for it to have an effect really, and it BUUUURRNS. anyway, i'd eat 2 grams twice a week for 3 months and i have a panic and anxiety disorder now. my last dosing was in may and consisted of 2 grams molly, 100mg adderall. over the course of the following 4 days later i can't take a hit of weed without not being able to breathe and by the 2nd day i was bed ridden/cold/hot flashes/muscle cramping/extreme pain all around and it landed me in the hospital and that was that.

i'd parachute .5 every couple hours til our 4-5g bag was gone (we were getting these from our dealer for $150 cause we did it so much)

anywho my doc then put me on SSRIs in june which i hated and refused to use so i started off on xanax in july then transferred to klonopin in august. tolerance built so high that three months later i went from .5 xanax or klonopin a day to 6mg of klonopin a day.

NOW in almost february, i'm on zoloft after trying to cold turkey the klonopin and ending up in the ER three times. BUT i've weened myself down to 2-3 mgs a day. i feel the most normal i've felt but man o man did molly fuck me up.

@ second bolded part: that's what made my husband and i go crazy on molly. we looked up that it's near impossible to OD on pure molly and just went ape shit. but 2 hours in molly gets metabolized into MDA (which the OP said is a more dangerous drug), so when we took in it such high doses we were really fuckin ourselves up

all in all its been what, 8 months later? i started feeling alright again once i got on klonopin but that's just a mask. i'd wake up sad and unmotivated every morning for 4 months straight. nothing worked except medication. but now ..8 months later... i can finally wake up not wanting to die and hating everything and everyone. i was diagnosed borderline/manic depressive/add/ocd blah blah blah because of the effects MDMA had on me. so i began medication for all of those disorders that fucked me up more
 
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