UK/Eire Heroin Drought Discussion: v6

[kkattastic]

hi every1,this my 1st post,but bin checkin it out since drought started,bin alot of help,nice to see peeps strickin together+helpin each other tru this drought,like most on ere,avnt ad atin decent since start nov.14 years on the yak+never seen atin as bad as this,but av learned to accept it+yis bin great help,thanx guys..managed to get bit last wed and 1+half after cookin up+butcherin meself,jus cudnt get myselfwas crackin ad spent 4 hours travelin to get it,mate ad a jab+told me it wasnt bad,for last year veins av been in bad way,takes the gud out of it,gettin abit in ere+bit in deir.jus wondering any1 no if veins do sort of come back if u stop using for a while,sum pple say they do,but mine dont seem to.

to my knowledge,they can come back but it takes it's sweet time

 

[billburrows]

hi every1,this my 1st post,but bin checkin it out since drought started,bin alot of help,nice to see peeps strickin together+helpin each other tru this drought,like most on ere,avnt ad atin decent since start nov.14 years on the yak+never seen atin as bad as this,but av learned to accept it+yis bin great help,thanx guys..managed to get bit last wed and 1+half after cookin up+butcherin meself,jus cudnt get myselfwas crackin ad spent 4 hours travelin to get it,mate ad a jab+told me it wasnt bad,for last year veins av been in bad way,takes the gud out of it,gettin abit in ere+bit in deir.jus wondering any1 no if veins do sort of come back if u stop using for a while,sum pple say they do,but mine dont seem to.

About time you bought yourself a roll of tinfoil methinks.

 

[kkattastic]

Alright BC007!! I've no news at all my end, i know of 2 people in town selling bash, but i haven't come across anything good at all, i gave up looking a few weeks ago.

Any news your end? I haven't got a chance to read threw the posts yet. I'm so used to this poxey drought now that i can't even imagine been able to score at all again!!

I started a new job to~day, luckily i only have to go to the chemist every second day to get my meth. I'm dreading tomorrow trying to make it back before the chemist closes, although at least Thursday is a late night opening, but i have to go to the clinic on a Thursday before i go to the chemist. I forgot how much hassle it is to get to chemist and work!!

i'm guessing you know the chemist
just tell hi you might cut it fine some nights and if he can he will wait for you

 

[head candy]

we haven't had a drought like this one since street heroin came to the UK
before that it was all pharmacy robberies etc
we had small droughts that last a week or maybe even 3
but this is something inexplicable
mostly because it is incomprehensible why nobody has stepped in to make some wedge off the gap in the market

not worth even doing a chem as they don't carry the same gear in the dda box's those were the days when drugs were drugs I rember about 10 years ago my mate had bought this old house that had belonged to a doc who had died he had left his old leather doc bag in the garage my mate phoned me to tell me what he had found I was at is place in mins I opend it up about 30 morph amps different sizes some amp called cyclomorph
More called amphacain all with 3 sets of glass works my mate said I can have them what a party I had must of been from the 50s

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[ructions]

very quiet today

Hey ructions, dont worry my love, their not going to cut people's meth, at least i hope not, they (support workers, gov't ppl ect..) that kicked off at this idea.. so its been put on the shelf for now...

Phew!! I was starting to panic!!! :D

 

[blondin]

hi every1,this my 1st post,but bin checkin it out since drought started,bin alot of help,nice to see peeps strickin together+helpin each other tru this drought,like most on ere,avnt ad atin decent since start nov.14 years on the yak+never seen atin as bad as this,but av learned to accept it+yis bin great help,thanx guys..managed to get bit last wed and 1+half after cookin up+butcherin meself,jus cudnt get myselfwas crackin ad spent 4 hours travelin to get it,mate ad a jab+told me it wasnt bad,for last year veins av been in bad way,takes the gud out of it,gettin abit in ere+bit in deir.jus wondering any1 no if veins do sort of come back if u stop using for a while,sum pple say they do,but mine dont seem to.

sorry to dissapoint but my veins went 8-9 years ago after yrears of abuse and none have come back apart from one after 6 years and that will only take a few shots over a few weeks - when they go they go for good.Thed one that wil last the longest is the femoral but when that gets fucked- and it will it usually means either dvt's or ampiutation , do what i did mate and go back to smoking.

 

[ructions]

I know someone put up a link yesterday saying that it was being shelved but this isn't the case where I am. Last week started reducing 5ml, every 2weeks now, also, anyone new on a program has just 12 weeks to stabilise & start reducing.

Ah!! FFS!!! This is bad!!! Really bad!!!

 

[basketcase]

hi every1,this my 1st post,but bin checkin it out since drought started,bin alot of help,nice to see peeps strickin together+helpin each other tru this drought,like most on ere,avnt ad atin decent since start nov.14 years on the yak+never seen atin as bad as this,but av learned to accept it+yis bin great help,thanx guys..managed to get bit last wed and 1+half after cookin up+butcherin meself,jus cudnt get myselfwas crackin ad spent 4 hours travelin to get it,mate ad a jab+told me it wasnt bad,for last year veins av been in bad way,takes the gud out of it,gettin abit in ere+bit in deir.jus wondering any1 no if veins do sort of come back if u stop using for a while,sum pple say they do,but mine dont seem to.

hello red dev, ow ya doin luv?

i smoked the gear for about 7 years before pins, been on it 16 yrs altogether (7 yrs smoking & 9 yrs on pins)

i know what you mean about bad veins, i'm a lass, so we have worse veins than blokes.
about the veins coming back, some of them do recover to a certain extent, but are never the same again, some of them completely collapse, cos veins aren't meant to have a pin stuck in them every day plus the citric acid does major damage, more so than the gear itself.
if i was you, i would try and sack the pins, if i can do it, everyone else can. i used to think i had a needle fixation, but now i know it's not true and it's all in my head.

it's sad, because the gear, even before the drought, has been going downhill in quality for fair few years, and more and more ppl have turned to IV ing, just to make it last longer and get a stronger hit etc

whacking it might be ok at 1st, but your veins soon fuck up, and like i said, once they collapse they never recover, and you end up with circulatory problems and all sorts of other problems, plus the pissed off/frustrating feeling you get with not getting yourself

anyway, i am glad you are finding this forum helpful, and if you want advice and suppoert on anything and everything you have come to the right place

so welcome to bluelight, you will find a lot of sound ppl on here, i haven't been on here long, but sure you will find a lot of ppl in the same boat as you, and they are such as sound bunch, don't know what i would have done with out them myself

right, i'm gonna get off now and watch tv, listen to some top choons, chill out and go to bed wiv me bf and hot wotty botty (up early again)

see ya later all, take care

 

[blondin]

Just heard from a very reliable source that there's gonna be something good & big in London in just over a week & not at these silly prices!! Prob still dearer but not much over in price!!

theres been good gear in london for weeks and pretty normal prices - .4 for 20 quid

 

[blondin]

some people can use occasionally
i hoped that I might be able to do this,but not looking too likely
I can use other drugs and alcohol as and when i want and stop just as easily
but the H has me in a stranglehold and just won't let go

the only reason i dont use every day is cos the missis has complete controll of my wages if not then i would have a habit- now i squirrel away cash when i can and score when i can - got my script - but i know i will never stop taking gear completely.The only slihjtly worrying thing is when my mum dies i willl get a pretty good inheritence and im already in two minds what to do.....but a cheap apartment in pakistan looks likely ; )

 

[head candy]

Ah!! FFS!!! This is bad!!! Really bad!!!

I have been on various scripts for over 20 years from palph meth tabs and amps now on liquid on maintence script it would be against my human rights to try and stop my script after all these years

 

[ructions]

its been a mad time m8, havent been clean for good few years.. and now... not even on juice.. coz no script here n my contacts got none..
seems to be doin ok now tho.. had to take a week off work tho when it all started (rattle rattle rattle...) But hey, even getting promoted now.. hehehe

Still want a bag tho... recreational purpouses only.. Cannot let a habit form again.. I too think it gets harder n harder with each time..

btw any updates on Dublin scene? Was thinkin on ringin my man (havent heard anything since xmas) but dnt want to hassle him with stupid "Nee news??" kind of a calls...

Yeah i feel the VERY same, i'm terrified of getting a habit again!! My bf keeps saying that when the drought ends we should just get one bag to celebrate!! But i'm trying to be strong so i said to him, 'no, we have been there before,' we got clean for 3 months a few years ago & then we got one bag to celebrate us been clean, & before we knew it we were back using again full time!!

So then to day my bf said, 'ok, if you don't want to use at all again lets do it, lets stop for good, lets delete all the dealers numbers!' I panicked when he said that!! I can't delete them, just in case.......

I know that we will score again when the drought ends, but i really hope that i don't go back to spending every single penny on H it again!!!

 

[red dev]

hello red dev, ow ya doin luv?

i smoked the gear for about 7 years before pins, been on it 16 yrs altogether (7 yrs smoking & 9 yrs on pins)

i know what you mean about bad veins, i'm a lass, so we have worse veins than blokes.
about the veins coming back, some of them do recover to a certain extent, but are never the same again, some of them completely collapse, cos veins aren't meant to have a pin stuck in them every day plus the citric acid does major damage, more so than the gear itself.
if i was you, i would try and sack the pins, if i can do it, everyone else can. i used to think i had a needle fixation, but now i know it's not true and it's all in my head.

it's sad, because the gear, even before the drought, has been going downhill in quality for fair few years, and more and more ppl have turned to IV ing, just to make it last longer and get a stronger hit etc

whacking it might be ok at 1st, but your veins soon fuck up, and like i said, once they collapse they never recover, and you end up with circulatory problems and all sorts of other problems, plus the pissed off/frustrating feeling you get with not getting yourself

anyway, i am glad you are finding this forum helpful, and if you want advice and suppoert on anything and everything you have come to the right place

so welcome to bluelight, you will find a lot of sound ppl on here, i haven't been on here long, but sure you will find a lot of ppl in the same boat as you, and they are such as sound bunch, don't know what i would have done with out them myself

right, i'm gonna get off now and watch tv, listen to some top choons, chill out and go to bed wiv me bf and hot wotty botty (up early again)

see ya later all, take care

ye,think ur rite on dat 1 bout women avin smaller veins,use to b a nightmare avin to get my x.gladly av a smoke now!,dont usually use any social sites,msn the odd time,so was delioghted wen i found this.hope u find sumtin gud on the box.nite den

 

[ructions]

how many here have smoked some of the bash they have just to do the soking procedure?
I understand needle fixation
it's like having an extra/separate habit

Yep!! I do that too!! I just love the whole excitement of scoring & then coming home & getting the foil & tooter ready!! Its a real let down though when its just bash gear!! But i'd still smoke every bit of it!!

At the start of the drought, when i was really pulling my hair out, i crushed up a Zimmo & tried to smoke it on foil!! Yeah, i know, stupid thing to do!! But i was so desperate for a smoke at the time!! AHhhhhh..............!!!

 

[red dev]

sorry to dissapoint but my veins went 8-9 years ago after yrears of abuse and none have come back apart from one after 6 years and that will only take a few shots over a few weeks - when they go they go for good.Thed one that wil last the longest is the femoral but when that gets fucked- and it will it usually means either dvt's or ampiutation , do what i did mate and go back to smoking.

hi blondin.think i will wenever things start gettin gud over ere again(defo taut it would av bin back to somewat normal by now.)was talkin to a girl outside chemnist today,she was jus out of hospital,full of cloths+absycess,she was on morphine for gud whiule for the pasin i think,but doc took her off it last week.she jus skin pops it,so things goin well over ur area?

 

[YhaffTlaff]

Yeah i feel the VERY same, i'm terrified of getting a habit again!! My bf keeps saying that when the drought ends we should just get one bag to celebrate!! But i'm trying to be strong so i said to him, 'no, we have been there before,' we got clean for 3 months a few years ago & then we got one bag to celebrate us been clean, & before we knew it we were back using again full time!!

So then to day my bf said, 'ok, if you don't want to use at all again lets do it, lets stop for good, lets delete all the dealers numbers!' I panicked when he said that!! I can't delete them, just in case.......

I know that we will score again when the drought ends, but i really hope that i don't go back to spending every single penny on H it again!!!

Hiya Ructions.... Well, what a difference a day makes.... Remember my post on Sun when I got had? Well, I was pacin` all night and dug out an old sim and found a number I binned onn a "Right, enuffs enuff" tip. The Biz, pre drought prices, and "Back t` normal" he said. Got 2 tb today, both about .2, put 1 on the spoon a. Ind it`s Mint. So there went my enforced resolve. Hope you are stronger than me luv. A couple, both on the gear can be a double edged sword. When 1 wants off, the other doesn`t. But also y` can support each other when y` make that Big decision together! I hope all goes right for you both. Wish before my significant other passed away we had tuned in together to kick. It transpired that the H was maskin` the C that was rampagin` through her system, Anyhow, thats another story. Just thought I would let people know that here in the Smog certain Heads are slingin` decent stuff, the others , dirty toerags must be gettin` shot of the shite they`ve been landed with. All the best luv. Off to the paki shop. Forgot to get the dog some food. Happy Trailsxxx

 

[ructions]

i'm guessing you know the chemist
just tell hi you might cut it fine some nights and if he can he will wait for you

Yeah they are nice enough in my chemist, in the past i used to ring them & they would have it ready, so i could run in & get it at the last minute!!

Coz of drought i'm giving clean urine's for weeks now!! So i'm going to ask my Doctor to give me take out for the week now, so fingers crossed!!

 

[hooks]

Well I seen Mr 10/10 today. I assure you it was not 10/10. BUT it was gear, just not great gear. 5/10 I'd say. Trouble is the bags r tiny, probably not even .1 for a tenner! I'd have 2 smoke £70 or £80 worth to get a gouch! So no more of that, if what I'm hearing is right and things r coming back, especially in the Brum area then I'm waiting till next week till I try again I think.

 

[head candy]

Yeah i feel the VERY same, i'm terrified of getting a habit again!! My bf keeps saying that when the drought ends we should just get one bag to celebrate!! But i'm trying to be strong so i said to him, 'no, we have been there before,' we got clean for 3 months a few years ago & then we got one bag to celebrate us been clean, & before we knew it we were back using again full time!!

So then to day my bf said, 'ok, if you don't want to use at all again lets do it, lets stop for good, lets delete all the dealers numbers!' I panicked when he said that!! I can't delete them, just in case.......

I know that we will score again when the drought ends, but i really hope that i don't go back to spending every single penny on H it again!!!

let me tell ya from a old head if you have it once again and you get them nice warm feelings you will be back on the habit trail do not kid yourself hun once you have had a habit it will never leave ya my mate been clean 14 years and he still craves it now he knows he car'nt even have 1 bag be strong don't get back to spending all ya money its no life I work full time got a well paid job so I try use the drug not the drug use me I still have a life outside of h its taken me years to get this strong but this drought is testing me

 

[irishdubliner]

theres been good gear in london for weeks and pretty normal prices - .4 for 20 quid

are u for real? did u have no problem scoring on the street or is it the people u know only? is the stuff 10/10? i bet its bags only not weight correct?