Smacktastic
Greenlighter
And as you get older and older it gets harder and harder to justify the habit.
You start losing people to it, my grandfather, my mother-in-law, some colleagues, an old high school friend etc. I guarantee, it will happen to you in your life time, you will lose people to smoking related diseases.
You know the most stupid thing, the only reason why it isn't worth it? why i resent, not being an addict as such, just being addicted to Nicoteen.
Because unlike other drugs, it has NO beneficial effects whatsoever! NONE! Zip. squat. fuck all.
The first time you smoked.... was that pleasant? No. You thought you were gonna hurl it was so disgusting. it's a poison. If ALL the nicoteen in a pack of smokes was consumed at any one time, hypotheticlly, it would kill you.
People report a feeling of "relaxation" or that smoking helps with anxiety or stress.
The only thing that scares me more than giving up is how much harder it will be tomorrow, next month, next year...and in 20 years time when i wont stand a chance
So amen to your post.
