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Been on methadone for ages and I want to use

BananasAndOranges said:
No Shit G!

I could barley catch a buzz off a gram or so of some decent dope when I was on 30mgs....and if I did it wasnt fun. You guys that keep using are making your tolerance even higher when using other shit ontop of methadone or on the side. You're never going to get better. I wouldnt even try getting high while on methadone after 30mgs. I feel stupid even going up past 60mgs....Seriously. Just slow it down. Nothing is going to get you an opiate nod besides a larger dose of methadone and some benzos which is very dangerous and Idiotic. I never had a fun time on opiates. I don't know how or why I landed myself on MMT. It was a dumb move. I wish I never did it but we gotta take the initial responsibility of getting clean. Its not even an option to use. I hate using. If I had weed I wouldnt even touch dexedrine. I hate the fact I started taking it everyday and Now I got 100 problems. Fuck that shit you guys. Very very irresponsible sorry. I also wouldnt mind going to lalalaland every once in awhile but its not worth my tolerance being anymore fucked than it is. Think about if you had to get surgery. How irritating would that be while on MMT!? fuck. :|
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lol seriously i think you're in the minority if you've "never had a fun time on opiates", why the fuck are you using methadone then? How stupid is that lol. And fuck man its not a huge deal to have surgery. They do know how to convert dosages you know. They just adjust the dose for your tolerance.
 
well Jerk above me I started slamming (no I'm not trying to look HardxxxxCore) and hated life. It was an escape from whats real then became a everyday thing for months. I never liked the high. Its easy not to like a high and just self destruct because you have nothing to do man. get with it chump. its very easy to over indulge forget about what your bodys going through get sick and your only way out is one of those 2 or Puking which I and my body do Not handle Well AT ALL. grow up just because you found the high great doesnt mean every junkie does. Shit. Theres euphoria but you get euphoria from every drug. heroin/opiates are classless and boring. Who likes nodding off all day? who likes being stupid and not being able to make a sentence? thats lame of you to point the ET finger at me. You know nothing about me and Just started maintenence if im reading your posts right. The euphoria from opiates wasnt my cup of tea...The Escape to be myself and not be embarrassed about it was. That was why I used and am On MMT....dont talk down on me brotha...I know theres irony in it all but im not asking you to tell me your life story now am I? HUUUUUHHHH :)
 
8L4YN3 said:
lol seriously i think you're in the minority if you've "never had a fun time on opiates", why the fuck are you using methadone then? How stupid is that lol. And fuck man its not a huge deal to have surgery. They do know how to convert dosages you know. They just adjust the dose for your tolerance.
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Opiates are boring. bottom line ive been on mmt longer than you have again this is if I've read your posts right...I started because I was fucking my life up and wanted a clear head why else would I be on methadone? to get high and achieve some nod or buzz like what it seems youre trying to do? NO. Its to have a normal life with out self destructing until i get so fucking far gone Im 6 feet deep in worms and shit. Everyone has there own reasons. dont be RUDE and act like you know every little thing about why someone chose heroin. tbh it was all that was around and It was in my face. I've been all around the change gang bang of drugs. so hush. not trying to start any shit but CMOOOON
 
8L4YN3 said:
^Say what you want you're the idiot whos been addicted to a drug you hate for ages.
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You have no idea who you're talking to ill leave it at that you stupid junkie. it probably takes you an hour to read a sentence. you abuse mmt. youre a complete KNOB. :p I said its euphoric doesnt mean its not boring. fucking read MORON.
 
Ok well all that is great....but maybe someone can answer my question?

Since people on methadone/Bup will sometimes fall off the wagon, let's find a test to easily determine heroin's potency, b/c those on 'done/Bup, might think they're not getting high due to tolerance when in fact it may be due to the blocking effects of the drugs mentioned above, and that could be dangerous. (I.e.: someone uses triple normal dose to get high, then drugs wear off, and BAM--overdose). So if one can determine the strength of heroin with an easy test, they'd be able to know if it was a blocking problem, tolerance, or weak product.

Any input welcomed, thanks
 
me and my buddy used to smell the dope around here we could always tell the good from bad if it was street shit otherwise wed go by the darker powow and if it was rockish. Heroins a hard one. You Never know. I can promise you that. :\
 
Yeah sure my friends are using better heroin then my 8)

And the blokking effects of methadon should be gone after not taking it for a week right? Well i still don't get nice and high after a week of only heroin.
And i know i have a high tollerance when i take 90mg of methadon everyday.

Still it's weird the blokking effects of methadon are stronger for some people.
My friend is on 100mg methadon for longer then my and he gets high from 200mg of the same dope i use.(same bag and not just once)
 
BananasAndOranges said:
You have no idea who you're talking to ill leave it at that you stupid junkie. it probably takes you an hour to read a sentence. you abuse mmt. youre a complete KNOB. :p I said its euphoric doesnt mean its not boring. fucking read MORON.
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Haha, you don't handle other people's opinions well do you? Maybe you should look into tapering down and switching to buprenorphine if you have so much trouble dealing with people on the internet and your shit(according to you) life overall. I find it pretty funny you get so worked up...=D%) Try not to get so worked up pal, there's no point, you're the onlly one getting angry, makes for laughs my way.

Also i don't even get takehomes, how the fuck could i be abusing mmt, idiot.

Anyways go smoke a bong and calm the fuck down, you're using too much energy with your temper tamrums.

Now does that make sense or do i have to translate all my posts to fuckhead so you can understand them? Cry me a river buddy.
 
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