Well at first I thought you had just started rolling on December 6th, so I thought you just were depleting your serotonin excessively by taking all of those rolls in one night so close together. lol Not a good idea either way, mi amigo...let your brain recover hahaha.
Did you binge over the summer like you did this month? If so, it's not impossible that you may have already lost the magic because it's possible for some people to lose their magic in as little as 10 rolls though this isn't common. However, i'm 95% sure i've already lost the magic which i noticed after an EIGHT MONTH BREAK (unless you want to count the 2 times i got piped in may, or maybe april that same year, then it's a 4 month break or so). All of my rolls since i rolled after the eight month break have been just the rolling feeling, no euphoria, sociability, loved-up goodness aka the "OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!" with the most serious look on your face, practically sad looking because you're so DAMN LOVED UP....sorry, nostalgia. But yeah, back to my story (quickly). I first rolled in august 08 (which was a low-med mdma/something else), and i didn't roll again till winter break (so the last two weeks of december...after christmas, so the last week and a half or so) when i rolled about 3 or 4 times and rolled every friday and saturday normally taking at least 2 no more than 3 though(they're mints so they're strong) but on one occasion I stupidly took 6 mints in over the course of like 7 - 9 hours, stupidly (and pointlessly) redosing.
Anyway, moral of the story is you
can lose the magic quickly like i did though it's unlikely.....oh, and don't binge....ever (or anymore to the OP). As for when you took a 2 week break and didn't feel any euphoria, MDMA is a mood ENHANCER....yes the most common feeling is that beautiful euphoria, but set and setting still are key just like every psychedelic or drug even (Ever get piss drunk and get really angry or start crying randomly or easily? yes, alcohol is a drug). You were in a car with people arguing, obviously not a good setting which could affect your roll. The time you rolled after that could be due to two reasons: 1.) too close together and 2.) i'm not 100% on this, but tolerance may be an issue and you took less rolls than the time just 5 days before that.
So my advice to you is: take a long, long break...as long as you can, give it 6 months at least, exercise, eat healthy, vitamins, blah blah blah, and when you DO roll, take piracetam and choline bitartrate at least 3 days before you roll, preferably a week, and the day on your roll as well...this all should help loads and the last bit of advice should help TREMENDOUSLY. If it doesn't work, I'm sorry to say, but you lost the magic.
Peace and love, man. Be safe and have fun!
but extacy is my favorite drug and ive done like every drug and ive never had a "user dream" on any other drug but x. Its hard for me to walk away from... and like i said i dont get the cracked out feeling as much as i used to or it is much more pleasant than it used to be or i just got used to the feeling of coming down. The only thing that really happens is my head gets a little spaced out and i get a slight form of depression cause im not up anymore :[
