k.bear
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Okay, last night was pretty fiendish. I was pretty drunk beforehand (went to a civilised party - took 40mg valium, drank a 10% Trappist beer, lots of wine, and a few shots of vodka).
Got back at 23:45. Girlfriend passed out in bed. I decided to fiend. Somehow, I somewhat sensibly kept a track of what I took:
T-time: Sat 18/12/2010 23:45
T+0:00 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+0:15 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+0:40 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+1:15 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E, 7mg insufflated MXE
T+1:30 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+1:45 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+2:00 - 10mg insufflated MXE, 10mg Valium
??????? - nitrous oxide repeated throughout the night
Needless to say I was tripping balls. Inanimate objects became significant and started moving. I tried reading forums but nothing made sense; the internet was conspiring against me, I was convinced that nothing made sense and perfectly reasonable threads were designed to fuck with the minds of battered people.
At this point I thought "fuck it" - I closed the laptop and started up Beauty and the Beast.
WOW. The colours, the songs... I was enthralled. I had a massive grin on my face the entire time. Disney is the tits.
I decided to leave the 2C-E (because it was getting late and I was tripping as much as I wanted to) and decided to get on the MXE in order to add a spangly tinge to the proceedings. Times are blurry at this point - visual trails stopped me from using my laptop so I couldn't add T+ times. I waved my hands in front of my face at many times (5+). The trails! They were so pretty.
??? - insufflated 10mg MXE
??? - 10mg valium
??? - insufflated 10mg MXE
??? - 10mg valium
I took the valium was because I was very aware of the time and I had to pack for holiday the next day (technically the same day, as it was waaay into the morning by this point) and I wanted to try and knock myself out a bit. It kinda worked. I know that it's too much Valium but hey ho, I needed the sleep.
The MXE sent me into a very confusing place. I was fine with this.
Once Beauty and the Beast ended I immediately loaded up Alladin. That was some crazy shit, Jaffar is one dark motherfucker. The diamond in the rough... the rough... the rough... (that was a Disney reference for those in the know)
I went to bed about 6am. Woke up at 10am, took 20mg Valium, felt fine (good even) and went about my day feeling upbeat and fantastic as if nothing had ever happened. Brilliant.
So yeah, I'm pretty low on MXE now. I might (read: definitely will) bosch the rest of it tonight and watch a film, but then it's all gone.
I've just ordered another 1g though so it's all good. MXE = warm blanket hugging your brain whilst you slowly slip into insanity, feeling absolutely fine with the fact. I like it
N.B. I took way too much Valium this weekend. Don't do that. It's bad for you and I was a fiend. I also felt like shit on Sunday (and Monday at work), mostly because I'd been on a weekend-long multi-substance bender, but also in large part due to the fact that I had taken way too much Valium and was going through a mild withdrawal. I feel fine-ish now (it's Monday evening) and don't anticipate feeling any worse, but don't do it. It's very easy to get carried away with benzos and forget how many you've taken, however, so I'll let you off should you ever fall into the same trap that I did.
EDIT: I insufflated the remaning 90mg at once the next afternoon, watched yet another Disney film (The Princess and the Frog - it's awesome, but the MXE made sure that I couldn't follow the plot at all) - and it made me feel quite sick - mildly disassociated but nothing special, mostly just sick. Couldn't focus on films. Couldn't really eat. Eventually gave up and went to bed super-early and slept for nearly 12 hours. I'm thinking that it was probably the relative bender that I went on this weekend. My advice would be to not over-do it.
Anyway, my MXE is all gone now - I've ordered another gram and even if it comes before I leave for holiday, I won't get a chance to do any until the new year. My poor brain and stomach finally get a rest.
Tagged by White Rose
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Got back at 23:45. Girlfriend passed out in bed. I decided to fiend. Somehow, I somewhat sensibly kept a track of what I took:
T-time: Sat 18/12/2010 23:45
T+0:00 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+0:15 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+0:40 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+1:15 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E, 7mg insufflated MXE
T+1:30 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+1:45 - 3mg insufflated 2C-E
T+2:00 - 10mg insufflated MXE, 10mg Valium
??????? - nitrous oxide repeated throughout the night
Needless to say I was tripping balls. Inanimate objects became significant and started moving. I tried reading forums but nothing made sense; the internet was conspiring against me, I was convinced that nothing made sense and perfectly reasonable threads were designed to fuck with the minds of battered people.
At this point I thought "fuck it" - I closed the laptop and started up Beauty and the Beast.
WOW. The colours, the songs... I was enthralled. I had a massive grin on my face the entire time. Disney is the tits.
I decided to leave the 2C-E (because it was getting late and I was tripping as much as I wanted to) and decided to get on the MXE in order to add a spangly tinge to the proceedings. Times are blurry at this point - visual trails stopped me from using my laptop so I couldn't add T+ times. I waved my hands in front of my face at many times (5+). The trails! They were so pretty.
??? - insufflated 10mg MXE
??? - 10mg valium
??? - insufflated 10mg MXE
??? - 10mg valium
I took the valium was because I was very aware of the time and I had to pack for holiday the next day (technically the same day, as it was waaay into the morning by this point) and I wanted to try and knock myself out a bit. It kinda worked. I know that it's too much Valium but hey ho, I needed the sleep.
The MXE sent me into a very confusing place. I was fine with this.
Once Beauty and the Beast ended I immediately loaded up Alladin. That was some crazy shit, Jaffar is one dark motherfucker. The diamond in the rough... the rough... the rough... (that was a Disney reference for those in the know)
I went to bed about 6am. Woke up at 10am, took 20mg Valium, felt fine (good even) and went about my day feeling upbeat and fantastic as if nothing had ever happened. Brilliant.
So yeah, I'm pretty low on MXE now. I might (read: definitely will) bosch the rest of it tonight and watch a film, but then it's all gone.
I've just ordered another 1g though so it's all good. MXE = warm blanket hugging your brain whilst you slowly slip into insanity, feeling absolutely fine with the fact. I like it
N.B. I took way too much Valium this weekend. Don't do that. It's bad for you and I was a fiend. I also felt like shit on Sunday (and Monday at work), mostly because I'd been on a weekend-long multi-substance bender, but also in large part due to the fact that I had taken way too much Valium and was going through a mild withdrawal. I feel fine-ish now (it's Monday evening) and don't anticipate feeling any worse, but don't do it. It's very easy to get carried away with benzos and forget how many you've taken, however, so I'll let you off should you ever fall into the same trap that I did.
EDIT: I insufflated the remaning 90mg at once the next afternoon, watched yet another Disney film (The Princess and the Frog - it's awesome, but the MXE made sure that I couldn't follow the plot at all) - and it made me feel quite sick - mildly disassociated but nothing special, mostly just sick. Couldn't focus on films. Couldn't really eat. Eventually gave up and went to bed super-early and slept for nearly 12 hours. I'm thinking that it was probably the relative bender that I went on this weekend. My advice would be to not over-do it.
Anyway, my MXE is all gone now - I've ordered another gram and even if it comes before I leave for holiday, I won't get a chance to do any until the new year. My poor brain and stomach finally get a rest.
Tagged by White Rose
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