MDMA after major operations

[TheBuckler]

Heloo fellow Bluelighters ... i would like to share my story and my queries with you all and am hoping for some feedback from you all ..
In a nutshell was in a fatal near death car accident... i had 15 operations to ensure i could walk again.

Currently i am beginning to walk again and have regained 80% of my strength and my weight being just under 80kilos.

I am healthy at the moment and have no health concerns or am taking any medication except for asprin to thin my blood because i had an artery reconstruction in my LEG. (its been 3 months)

The doctors say i sohuldnt smoke but i casually have a few drags now here and there.

Since ive been out of hospital ive had copious amounts of (prescribed) Oxycodone, pot casually, alcohol more frequently, cocaine and valium.

I have done all of the above with confidence knowing i will be alright but i am slightly worried wether or not MDMA will mangle me and i will freak out or i may experience negative physical effects such as internal bleeding. This may sound stupid but i love MDMA and would like to use it again but would like to hear what you guys think wether i should take it again too soon or if i should wait abit longer..

 

[Bearlove]

Firstly I’m glad you are ok and are on the road of recovery - good luck to you.

Secondly I really can’t see how MDMA would have any more or less of a physical effect on you than it would anyone else. Mentally it may different though - it really depends on how you are felling and coping with the crash and the effects of the near death experience etc.

The MDMA could actually be a great ‘tool’ giving you the ability to look back over the entire ordeal and rationalize the events, IE – this has happened to me, I survived, my life has changed and now I’m getting better – IT could also make you feel negative about certain things associated with the crash. Fault, blame etc.

It really depends on your state of mind and how you deal with your thoughts when rolling.

 

[Bsiren]

< Agreed. To my knowledge, MDMA does not inhibit the recovery process of your body in any way, so I would think so long as you're keeping yourself in a safe place while rolling, MDMA would be good emotional experience for you at this point. Glad you survived that crash- I was in a big one myself last year too.

 

[warmachine22]

Ya good to here your OK. But now that life is in a way different for you..do you necassarily need any drug for that matter. That is a big event that had taken place in your life. I mean a little self reflection is good I guess, but do you need MDMA to reflect or have you already traveled down that path of self reflection. When something like that happens it could mean something. Your purpose hasnt been fulfilled yet. I am just throwing some things to think about out there. I dont think it will hurt you if you have already done coke and painkillers. I think those are defintely worse than MDMA.

 

[TheBuckler]

hey everyone thanks for the feedback... my intentiond with mdma arent that of being reflective but its more so just for pure recreational fun, as i have already gone down the path of self reflection and im trying to move on from that phase in my life and get back to how things were where i could enjoy things whenever. I spoke to one of my friends about my quam and he said i should wait abit untill my toxin balance levels something like that are more neutral so i can tolerate things alot better. as i said previously warmachine i dont NEED a drug but they have played a large part in my life contributing to my state of mind and has shifted my perception on alot of things. Overall it has had a positive effect on me but am just having that small bit of anxiety about starting up again so soon, but thank you everyone for the encouraging words they have definately helped.

 

[SnrG]

hey everyone thanks for the feedback... my intentiond with mdma arent that of being reflective but its more so just for pure recreational fun, as i have already gone down the path of self reflection and im trying to move on from that phase in my life and get back to how things were where i could enjoy things whenever. I spoke to one of my friends about my quam and he said i should wait abit untill my toxin balance levels something like that are more neutral so i can tolerate things alot better. as i said previously warmachine i dont NEED a drug but they have played a large part in my life contributing to my state of mind and has shifted my perception on alot of things. Overall it has had a positive effect on me but am just having that small bit of anxiety about starting up again so soon, but thank you everyone for the encouraging words they have definately helped.

To be honest, if you even survived a crash like that, and I've had a good share of crash/hospital cycles, I think you must have a pretty strong constitution.

Toxin levels, unless you've been taking some impure stuff, would be pretty much taken care of by your liver, which is already handling the alcohol you're already putting into your system, which is probably the only toxin you've been deliberately subjecting your organs to (alcohol, amongst other things, is a poison).

Relax :D

 

[AylaV]

Heloo fellow Bluelighters ... i would like to share my story and my queries with you all and am hoping for some feedback from you all ..
In a nutshell was in a fatal near death car accident... i had 15 operations to ensure i could walk again.

Currently i am beginning to walk again and have regained 80% of my strength and my weight being just under 80kilos.

I am healthy at the moment and have no health concerns or am taking any medication except for asprin to thin my blood because i had an artery reconstruction in my LEG. (its been 3 months)

The doctors say i sohuldnt smoke but i casually have a few drags now here and there.

Since ive been out of hospital ive had copious amounts of (prescribed) Oxycodone, pot casually, alcohol more frequently, cocaine and valium.

I have done all of the above with confidence knowing i will be alright but i am slightly worried wether or not MDMA will mangle me and i will freak out or i may experience negative physical effects such as internal bleeding. This may sound stupid but i love MDMA and would like to use it again but would like to hear what you guys think wether i should take it again too soon or if i should wait abit longer..

The only concern I'd have is stress on the reconstructed artery, but your cocaine use makes that seem much less likely. Don't mean to be the only downer, here. I just feel that you should be sure of the integrity of your reconstructed artery before engaging in MDxx (although the blood thinning effects of the aspirin should go nicely with the vasoconstriction of MDxx).

 

[TheBuckler]

hello guys.. 6 months after my incident went to a festival and had some MDMA. felt fantastic no issues what so ever i got tired slightly quicker than normal but when i felt tired i had abit more MDMA and felt fine went the whole day and night no issues so im happy. thanks for all the precautionary warnings and messages of concerns everyone.

happy munting

(a slang word for what we call rolling in australia )

 

[Newbierock]

Known as being munted in the UK. haha similair slang ftw.

Good to hear you had a good time dude, you sound like you deserve it!