I hope SOMEONE has the patience to read this and help me figure this out so i can explain to my friend what happened to him. It was unlike anything i'd seen, even in the most powerful trainwreck experiences I've seen IRL or read online. I really hope someone can help me out here.
The other night some friends and I took some 4-HO-MET. One friend, we'll call him Jim, wanted to take a bit more, as this morning he really enjoyed it and wanted bit more intense visuals, so i gave him 40mg. I took 25mg, other friend, "Tom", took 35mg, and another, "Sam", took 40mg. This was Jims second time taking a psychedelic.
After Jim took the 40mg and smoked some JWH-018, he walked outside, came back inside. Looked totally different than his happy-go-lucky personality always smiling. He said he wanted to go home then started to freak. He'd spin around in circles talking about the end of the world and grab us and yell "LISTEN I HAVE TO TELL YOU, WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE", and try to get out of the room, then a second later he'd start crying and asking God for forgiveness, sometimes thinking we were God.
Then he'd switch again and get really aggressive trying to tell us how the world would end and shouting "YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME" throwing me into the sofa, shoving my friend trying to run outside. He'd just spin in circles, then fall to the ground crying, then get really aggressive. Repeating constantly for 4-5 hours. Once or twice he'd say something normal, like he seemed normal for a brief second i asked him "Hey man you want a cigarette?" He laughed and said Hell yeah, then POOF, dropped the cigarette and went right back to his "loop". Totally incoherant as to where he was, who we were, or anything that was happening.
He couldn't hear what we were saying, he didn't even see us as who we were except in brief moments during the low point of the "wave" 4-HO-MET produces (similar to shrooms), during the low point was when he'd try to explain to us what was happening, but then would go right back into that state of mind. It was like pure psychosis.
My dad heard him screaming and crying and came to my room, started yelling at him in his face, pushing him, telling him to get off his property and then Jim was outside in the street with my friend. At this point Jim was outside doing the same exact thing, spinning around muttering about the end of the world, then on the ground asking for forgiveness for all his sins while crying. My dad came outside started pushing him, trying to get him in Toms car. It got to the point where my dad was kicking him, punching him, and shoving him to stay in the car, yelling at Tom to start the car and go while he had him in the car all the way.
THE QUESTION
What I'm trying to figure out is, does Jim have underlying mental illnesses? Because even when i was on 200mg 2c-i i never behaved like that, i was coherant of what people were saying and could respond (while still able to speak) and knew to remain calm, atleast physically. I knew i was in a hospital and knew i was looping. Was he completely psychotic? Or was it because he had forgotten he took a drug and just didnt know what was going on? Nothing we said registered to him... he was just completely gone. I even managed to get 25mg of diazepam in him, it didn't do a damn thing.
He scared everyone, he scared us so bad. Like if you gave him a gun he would kill us thinking it would be merciful to us. Even Tom who had tripped hundreds of times over the years never saw someone who tripped so bad. How the hell can you break someone from that mental state if they can't hear you....
The other night some friends and I took some 4-HO-MET. One friend, we'll call him Jim, wanted to take a bit more, as this morning he really enjoyed it and wanted bit more intense visuals, so i gave him 40mg. I took 25mg, other friend, "Tom", took 35mg, and another, "Sam", took 40mg. This was Jims second time taking a psychedelic.
After Jim took the 40mg and smoked some JWH-018, he walked outside, came back inside. Looked totally different than his happy-go-lucky personality always smiling. He said he wanted to go home then started to freak. He'd spin around in circles talking about the end of the world and grab us and yell "LISTEN I HAVE TO TELL YOU, WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE", and try to get out of the room, then a second later he'd start crying and asking God for forgiveness, sometimes thinking we were God.
Then he'd switch again and get really aggressive trying to tell us how the world would end and shouting "YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME" throwing me into the sofa, shoving my friend trying to run outside. He'd just spin in circles, then fall to the ground crying, then get really aggressive. Repeating constantly for 4-5 hours. Once or twice he'd say something normal, like he seemed normal for a brief second i asked him "Hey man you want a cigarette?" He laughed and said Hell yeah, then POOF, dropped the cigarette and went right back to his "loop". Totally incoherant as to where he was, who we were, or anything that was happening.
He couldn't hear what we were saying, he didn't even see us as who we were except in brief moments during the low point of the "wave" 4-HO-MET produces (similar to shrooms), during the low point was when he'd try to explain to us what was happening, but then would go right back into that state of mind. It was like pure psychosis.
My dad heard him screaming and crying and came to my room, started yelling at him in his face, pushing him, telling him to get off his property and then Jim was outside in the street with my friend. At this point Jim was outside doing the same exact thing, spinning around muttering about the end of the world, then on the ground asking for forgiveness for all his sins while crying. My dad came outside started pushing him, trying to get him in Toms car. It got to the point where my dad was kicking him, punching him, and shoving him to stay in the car, yelling at Tom to start the car and go while he had him in the car all the way.
THE QUESTION
What I'm trying to figure out is, does Jim have underlying mental illnesses? Because even when i was on 200mg 2c-i i never behaved like that, i was coherant of what people were saying and could respond (while still able to speak) and knew to remain calm, atleast physically. I knew i was in a hospital and knew i was looping. Was he completely psychotic? Or was it because he had forgotten he took a drug and just didnt know what was going on? Nothing we said registered to him... he was just completely gone. I even managed to get 25mg of diazepam in him, it didn't do a damn thing.
He scared everyone, he scared us so bad. Like if you gave him a gun he would kill us thinking it would be merciful to us. Even Tom who had tripped hundreds of times over the years never saw someone who tripped so bad. How the hell can you break someone from that mental state if they can't hear you....
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