illusiondelusion3
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 26, 2010
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- 52
I'm starting to think besides abusing drugs like I do, I may be bipolar, or just severely depressed again. One day l feel fine, good usually when I'm looking forward to doing some kind of drug. Other days I just feel like killing myself. I have felt so bad all day and it started off with me finding my boyfriend looking at craigslist personal ads in his history. We've been together for 4 months but had been friends for 3 years. Now I just feel distraught and like I wanna get really really high to take everything away. I really thought I had found somebody right for me and now this